RACHEL

Updates

2010-06-19T02:16:00.001-07:00

Life has been more or less the same nowadays. Just that adjusting to some changes occurred. After working close to 2years in CO, I'm officially going to tender in my resignation probably when my new job gets stable. Anyw I found a new job over at HSBC working as a bank clerk and my work officially starts on Monday! I can't wait to meet new people, bosses, the enviroment and everything else. Will defnitely do well in this job as it is something new!

As to the changes that have taken place. I'm taking a turn in my studies. Have decided that when results comes out in Sept and if I didnt managed to do well, I will be taking a break from studies for around 1year? And afterwhich I will go back to studying again. Through th 1year, I've decided to get experience in more related jobs. So even after I graduate, chances of getting a job is higher. This decision didnt came about overnight. Have been actually thinking about it since May. So I've discussed w my parents and sisters and came to a conclusion on this. For myself, I think this change might be better and work out a better path for me. And definitely thanks my friends ard me whom I've seek advice for, you guys are awesome!

I think this gingerbread man from Shrek 3 is rlly cuteee :D

And as for r/s issues, bin and me are gg great! Wouldn't say awesome yet. There's still room to that. We're understanding each other better and whenever we come to a disagreement, we will try to talk things out in a nice manner. Anyw we're both adapting well in our new work places. Time spent wise might be a little lesser as compared to th past but we're gonna work hard towards our goals; a trip at the end of the year tgt:] Looking forward to that and as for now, gonna save up lots for it.

Anyw th below would be something for my twinny, mon chao

You know life is gonna get tough esp during times like now. So get through it with all of us standing around being there for you. You know we all love you, esp me(kinda bhb). But because you've been my friend for 13years & counting and my twinnie, whenever I fall,you're there for me. And we never fail to make stupid jokes outta nothing and all the teasing like calling me ba gey(even though I dun have), xiao long bao, big head, fat woman, flabby arms, giant thighs(WHICH ALL THE ABOVE I DUN HAVE OK) but I still love you la. Get well soon emotionally ok. I'll be there when you need a friend:)

The diet vibe

2010-06-11T06:25:00.001-07:00

Instead of starting my diet plan this week, im indulging more in all the junk food. This is seriously very bad. I do not wish to gain anymore weight!! The last time I weigh myself was few days back and I was 46kg. But I'm not satisfied w it as I wanna get below that! I dont know why but I just cant seem to get below 45. Need to go on a low carbo, high protein diet soon. And my very small appetite is gonna begin. I need to lose weight all over my body. Am super determind to start it next week! :D

2010-06-04T09:37:00.000-07:00

Finally life's seems to be back on the normal track; back to how it used to be. You know, I feel happy about it. Cause I know that they're the ones deep close to my heart who are the ones that will stay w me through thick and thin. Sounds cliche but true.

Got to admit to the fact that the "honeymoon" period for my r/s w bin was like the first 4mths I guess? Hmms, spent almost everyday seeing him at work/aft work/off day. Just doing simple things like window shopping or having dinner. It just felt so sweet and simple. And I met up lesser with the rest. At times, I just felt so bad somehow. So I'll always try to make the effort to organise dinner meetups. Also, there're were some rocky times in the first few mths with bin. Well things definitely gets better aft time and so it is right now:)

Actually now, I feel that we've still got our own lives to lead. Our own friends to have fun w, meetup for dinner, clubbing or anything. It is jus recently that made me realise that these small little meeting up tgt makes a difference somehow. I love when we enjoy laughing, bitching, crapping w each other. It's jus simple happiness we get from it. Even driving them out for supper and pool tgt @ bukit timah, simple yet nice. Mayb my mindset and attitude towards things in love just changed. I think the love is there if we understand each other, respect the r/s and trust each other. We need not be seeing each other 24/7 but when we do, we always cherish the time tgt:)

So much for being so random blogging out my thoughts now. Okays, feeling tired now. Got to sleep now! Gdnights!:)

Love you darling :)

31st

2010-05-31T09:12:00.000-07:00

Today is the 31st which also marks the 5th mth for bin and me:)

Bin went to Genting over the weekend w his family and he got me this strawberry cuddie and my fav cookies frm famous amos.
We only met up in the late afternoon as we both slept very late th previous night. So after buying the tickets for "Sex and the City 2" @ 7pm Cineleisure, we headed to Mac @ Scape. In case you're wondering why we had happy meal, it was because bin wanted to collect the Shrek collection that Mac was giving out as toys for happy meal. So he got 2 more to his collection today.
Walked around 313 as we still have time before dinner. Everywhere is having great singapore sales but I can't seem to find anything nice though. Only managed to grab a $5 basic tank @ F21. We wanted to dine in at Shokudu @ Heeren but then didnt know they close down already. And we went rounds and rounds Heeren to find it -.- Didnt know many shops closed down in Heeren.

So we went for Sushi Tei in the end. One of my all-time fav jap food.
Felt kinda wasted that I ordered the Spicy Miso Ramen as I didnt managed to finish. Ate only 1/4 of the noodle.

Photos taken in Sushi Tei.

Sex and the City 2 was an awesome show!! Love the bitchness of the show :)) the 2.5hrs didnt really seemed long at all,

Ran the last :)

2010-05-18T09:37:00.000-07:00

Exams officially ended on monday(17th). I felt super relieved aft my last paper(marketing), esp when I managed to vomit out th whole chunk of shit that I brain-swallowed in a few weeks within th 3hrs given. Anyway I'm pretty amazed at how much I could wrote and how the paper was kinda a gift to me, because I studied selectively and I managed to get the topics I studied. But still, I'll keep my fingers crossed until the results are out, meanwhile pray hard :]

Life has been cool still. I'm head-hunting for a new job tmr and working my ass off at th same place before I find a new job to jump over to. I need money cause I need to shop and buy new cosmetics/skincare products.

Finally I'm gg out w twiny&ked on sat! Very long since we went out tgt! Looking forward to saturdays spent like that. & Sunday w my happy pills to the beach(hate the sun) but will love th company.

This week not gonna be spending much time w bin as I've many programs on hand and he has to clear his last week notice :) And then for the next week we could enjoy tgt! Can't wait t plan many things w him; zoo, kite flying cum picnic, movies, shopping and many more.

Till I'm back w more pictures.

Just a random thought on mind, people do change at times so I'm not reading too much into everything now. I've learnt how to lead a more carefree life now.

2010-05-14T23:17:00.001-07:00

I'm feeling kinda down now. In the midst of making some major decisions regarding my studies. Kinda stuck with what to choose now. But I'm really determined to do well if I'm changing to a new course instead. I will really work harder than everyone else and prove it to my parents, sisters and most importantly myself. Sigh, with a really heavy heart now.

movie date on a friday night :]

2010-05-14T09:13:00.000-07:00

Caught Ip man 2(finally)w bin jus now over at Lot one :] It was kinda random that he suggested to meet me for dinner at lot one. And to top it off, he bought me KOI milkkk tea(babeh!). Thanks love for that :]

Had a short dinner at subway and we "roamed" around Lot one buying things. I was the one buying things while he was jus accompanying me all the time while I looked at things. Hehehe!

Anyway Ip man 2 was 4.5/5nachos chips! ;] It wasn't too draggy and the show managed to really get you into it totally. You wouldn't even feel like gg to th washroom when you're really urgent. The fighting scenes were the awesome ones!

Aft the show, bin walked me home. Feels so great to be doing this once in a while, hanging out around w him and jus spending th evening to have a dinner and catch a movie. Thanks love! :)

So for this weekend,i'm gg to chiong off my sat and sun for my last lap on monday(2.30pm) @ sg expo. And then aft which it spells FREEDOM for 3 whole fucking mths!! Ok, back to reality, I need money =work, work and more work. Not forgetting "Shrek" on next saturday w love and Sentosa w happy pills next sunday!

Goodthebyeee :DD

Swollen left eyelid :(

2010-05-12T01:41:00.000-07:00

Well I haven't been stepping outta house for a good 3days except for just now to see the doc over at my house area. In case you're wondering why, it was because of my eyelid that had got infection and the whole eyelid swell up on monday morning, discovered it after I woke up. My left eye was barely able to open on its on. Had to strain my eyes for the whole day as I needed to study for my Marketing pp next monday as well. Endured for a good 2days before I finally decided to visit the doc today. The doc ensured me that it was like an infection and inside th swell up part contains a little yellowish liquid and blood so I needed to get it out. In order to get that out, he needs to give me an injection on my eyelid to numb it before poking through :/ Just typing it out reminds me of the process again and how I screamed cause the injection was worse than poking th thing! Maybe because it was alr numb. Anyw I feel so much better now, and th swelling shld go off tmr morning :)

Some updates here as well. Last saturday, bin brought me out for dinner + movie = happy rachel :) We spent the late afternoon in town as we only managed to wake up ard 1pm because we drank the night before at wine company. Caught Ironman 2, I'd say the movie was a bit too draggy in front, maybe if it was shorter, it might have been nicer. But the later part of the show was what caught me gg till the end and they have really longgg credits man. Anyw dinner for that day, we settled down at Lido's Dome. I'd say it was a pleasant first time experience there. The food was served quite fast, service was excellent and most importantly we had a great time dining there :)

Can't wait for our 6mth anni over at wine company during June! :D

Anyw I need to mug for my last lap which is on monday and I will be done! Can finally catch Ip man 2 on monday w bin and have a really good dinner w no worries on my mindd :))

2010-05-07T00:20:00.001-07:00

Exams week started since monday. Till now, things hadn't been at its best. I feel so screwed after every paper, like really. It's just a feeling of disappointment overwhelming me, that I put in alot of effort and focus yet I still can't seem to perform well. But I can say UOL exams is one of the exam period which I mugged really hard for it. 3 down and 1 more to go, can't imagine 3mths later and dun wish to imagine.

I'm really glad through this period whereby my stress level on the maximum level, I still have people around me encouraging me alot. Got to thank them :) I love you guys. Thanks for being there for me. Esp my mom. I dun know how to thank her but still thanks mom! She didn't lecture me instead she told me this " If you really do badly this time, dun worry, we'll work out something tgt that will be more suitable for you. We wouldn't want you to study till you hurt yourself." I really felt so touched at that point of time. My mom's really th best. She doesnt mind the money but she loves me so much that I feel that sometimes I dun love her that much which makes me guilty. For now, im feeling much better.

Anyw I really need to train up my mentality when it comes to dealing with stress. I'm pretty vulnerable and I'll breakdown at times which I know that it doesnt get the problem solved. So I'm learning and moving to become someone mentally stronger. In this way, my mom wouldn't worry so much bout me.

Good thing that my next paper is on th 17thmay. 1more week till that. I can release abit of myself tonight when I meetup with the rest over at Dempesey Rd. I need some beer tonight ;)

Feeling down

2010-04-28T12:06:00.000-07:00

I just had to post what I'm feeling inside out. Probably I might feel better aft doing so. Everyone ard me all thinks I will be able to make it through th 2yrs rd I've chosen. I used to think that IF im more disciplined in terms of sch I will be able to do it. But it doesn't seem like it. Instead I need to be even more hardworking than everyone else, more disciplined w myself than what I thought I should have been. It was definitely a fact that I didn't managed to do any of th above that is mentioned. And now as my last lap is nearing,Ice doubts bout myself. Th thought of "mayb I'm not cut out for UOL" just came into my mind. I should have jus not been impulsive enough to rush thru my decision on my choice of uni. But th truth now is what's th fucking point of me receding into it now when I'm at this stage? All these shld be jus complaints and unneccessary thoughts which MUST be thrown aside. Instead I shouldn't give up now and give my best shot to it before I call quits. No one accepts things like "I've did my best". Sad t say not even my parents, instead they will probably think "why is it that you don study hard when we pay for yr studies?" contridicting to whatever I've mentioned earlier on isn't it. Tell me how I shld be feeling now. I had a breakdown jus nw,needed to vent it out. I'm jus afraid. Yet no one understands my fear.

Mugging days sucks badly

2010-04-28T02:27:00.000-07:00

I shall do an update on my space here since I've some time off my books tdy :) Everyday of this week is like mundane; I wake up, my mom packs lunch for me, finish off lunch, catch some tv time, time for my books, dinner time, some tv time again, shower and back to books!! Omg, tell me is this life?! Why does exams period is uni seems so different in dms days? Sometimes I can mug to an extend that I fear that I might end up failing everything(CHOYY) and end up crying like its the end of th world. But then sometimes I get pretty confident bout my papers. Urgh,very irritated with this caught up feeling of being no where.

Anyway I've many plans and things on mind about what I wanna do durin my 3mths long holidayys which is coming in another 2weeks aft the hell time of life.

-Scrapbooking class
-Start to DIY my board(this board I intend to use it for 21st next yr)
-GO check out every place frm Sentosa to Pasir Ris chalet for a next 21st next yr
-Mad shopping on my cosmetics and skincare
-Eat up all of bin's money. I srsly need very good food aft exams
-Retail therapy needed!!
-Wanna find a full time office job
-Then I can buy my first Prada in my 20yrs of life
-Drive more and park more so my dad can let me on the rd by myself!
-Meet up with friends whom I've not seen for the longest time!!
-HIGHLIGHT HAIRRR
-Go clubbing with monster&co

Sad thing is, wont be able to have a getaway with bin in June as he might be starting his new job soon. So we got to save up the kachings for year end. Maybe some mega shopping madness in BKK. I think w/o my parents/sisters with me, I can buy 20pairs of shoes, endless clothes and accessories! Hahahaha. I was restricted when I went bkk with them last december. My sisters and mom nagged me on my shoes :/

And another reason why I've time here is because my stupid sister who jus came hm and was gg to shower(same as me) so we scissors paper stone and the loser shower last. But apparently she lost and insist on showering first so I ended up sitting in front of my laptop for awhile. Asshole sister. HAHAHA

KTHXBYE! :>

Happy advance birthday Candy!

2010-04-24T08:58:00.001-07:00

Totally didnt have a wink the night before. Insomia came knocking on my door :/ Got out of bed as early as 9am. Had breakie and started mugging. Life sucks when its exams period. And u know you've got to make it thru cause you wouldn't wanna spend the 1k to repeat. Sucks big time.

Anyw met up with bin in the late noon to hit Vivo to meet the rest aft their Sentosa trip. We were early and they were late so we ended up resting our sleepy souls at Pacific Coffee Company. Cool breeze, light shower, coffee with just you and me spells perfect :)

Caramel Latte was a tad bit too sweet for me. Still prefer Starbuck's :)

Love this shot taken by love :)
We wanted to dine in at one of the steamboat places in Vivo but the price was abit too over and we left Vivo to the exact same place where Candy had her birthday dinner last year! Parkroyal Hotel over @ Kitchener Rd which is at Little India. Nearly died when we were there, all BLACK :/ Scary. Ming and G sis got her a strawberry shortcake and we had it as a surprise for her :)

The food was good, company was there and non stop laughters but a pity mummy Sandy wasnt there tdy cause she was sick :( Hope lil Caleb and her is doing alright now :]
Happy birthday jiemei!

With bloated tummies, we headed to the restroom aft dinner. Snap a few shots before heading outta restroom. Thats what girls are best at ;)

Self timer shot! It looks nice :]

Gonna start to give all outings/shoppings/work/online/fb a big miss now. 2weeks later I will be back. I need to fully concentrate to fight the battle frm 5th May till th 17th. Wooh.

Hopefully my warm milk is gonna help me to get some sleep tonight. If not lagi best. KTHXBYE! :D

Middle of th night

2010-04-23T12:29:00.000-07:00

This is reaaly bad. My insomia Is getting worse each night. It's 3.31am now and I'm wide awake, to top it off,I'm having a terrible sighness. How good can it still get? Seriously need to everything right soon. It's tiring to use thick concealer to cover my dark eye rings. God,when will th sneezing stop? :(

Happy birthday hun!

2010-04-20T23:17:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was bin's birthday :] In the morning, he went out for his interview before meeting me around 1plus in the noon. After we met up, we headed for a light lunch ard Vivo and settled down at Toast Box for mee siam. But it was a huge disappointment :< the mee siam tasted horrible and I got sick aft a few mouths. Didn't managed to finish 3/4 of the food.

After lunch, we shopped around Vivo and I finally found white denim skirts in Zara! To add on, I bought a ribbon blue&white polka dot tank to match it:D Just in Zara, I spent $70 for 2items (\M/)

Had a sudden craving for ice-cream so we hit off to B&J. The whole B&J was empty except for us and the staff there. So we almost had the whole place to ourselves! Had chunky monkey w choco mint :DD

I kinda love this photo :D

Ok, bin was sucha spoiler to my surprise. He ended up accidentally peeking at it and I had no choice so I decided to give him when we were having ice-creams :)

HAPPEH LOOK :DD

Reading th msg I wrote :D
Self DIY by yours truly :]
On top of that, I got him the swatch watch he eyed on some time ago. And it is also our 2nd couple watch :]]

Decided to have an early dinner so we could head down town early to M1 at Paragon to check out his iPhone deals there. I love ShinKushiya! :DD So I brought him there for dinner. The jap food there is seriously alot nicer than sakae/sushi tei! Plus all their sushi is made on the spot and served to us. So you won't be having sushi that has been placed there for long. And all the food there is VERY fresh :]
WO SHI JING CHA!
I'm feeling hungry aft seeing those pictures again :/

The aftermath of being hungry :x

:]

Think Shinkushiya is currently my top fav jap food followed by Sushi tei. I have yet to try out "Shabu Shabu" recommended by alot of ppl.

So after dinner, we spotted M1 shop in Vivo outta no where. So we decided to go in and have a look. But the service of the staff was very bad and she seemed so cocky, so we left the place w/o even saying thank you. Can't stand bad service. Trained down town and we walked around Ion. Wanted to another top but gave it a miss in the end, cause I've spent alot this month.

I started to feel very nauseous while shopping. And I knew it was probably indigestion frm the meal earlier on because I ate my last sushi in a rush and I didnt managed to chew the food properly before swallowing so in a way I swallowed the whole damn thing in a piece! It was really a terrible feeling, my chest started to cramp so badly . I tried to gulp down water but it doesnt work much. In the end, the cramp got really bad and I felt that the juice is gonna be out so I rushed off to the toilet. Felt better aftermath and bin brought me to have a hot drink. I scare th witts outta him.

Headed home around 9pm and we both were so tired that we slept the whole train journey home.

Glad that bin had a memorable birthday this yr:>

Love is all around :]

2010-04-20T08:06:00.000-07:00

Backtrack to ytd a little.

Ytd was a super long and tiring day for me. Headed out in the early noon ard 1pm to Plaza Sing to find tiffy for brunch. After that headed to MWL and settled down to start doing bin's present. Done w 3/4 of the present around 5plus before heading down to town. Popped by to find G sis at Ion and when I went out of Ion, it was raining SUPER heavily! Gosh and I needed to be at Cineleisure at 7pm. In the end, meet up w zombie, swing and noel to head to Cineleisure tgt :)

Met up with the rest and we headed up to kbox! :) Sang for a good 3hrs that night w lovely company around and mad camwhoring!

Do well in MBS, I've faith in you :)

Think we look nice tgt in this pic plus thanks to keddy's gr8 photography skills.

Twinnies :)

Love my hair in this photo cause of the colour :)

Ding Tai Feng, Prawning :)

2010-04-17T11:02:00.000-07:00

Headed for Ding Tai Feng @ Bishan Junction 8 in th evening for dinner w ginnie, ky,estee, fel and bin. Anyw it was also a dinner for bin's advance birthday dinner with the gang :] The dinner time crowd was horrible! We waited for 45mins to get a table. Thank goodness we were all not that hungry but by the time we got the table, our stomachs were growling badly! So an advice, nvr go there for dinner on a weekend. Or even if you want to, head there early like 5pm?

Oh, my Xiao Long Baos! Haven't had time for quite some time(maybe weeks). Ok, thats not really quite some time. Anyway they still taste superb! :D
They bought cupcakes frm Sweet Secret for bin :] It tasted not bad as compared to a normal bakery selling those cupcakes w awful icing on top. And it was also small enough to have it aft dinner whereby you're 3/4full alr. It makes it perfect! Yum yum :PP

Aft dinner, we bus-ed down frm Bishan to the prawning place. It was quite crowded but we managed to get a seat for th 6 of us. Had 3rods and started prawning thereafter :] My virgin experience prawning and I felt it was kinda a good thing to do on a saturday night if you've no idea where to hangout. Plus it isnt that noisy. So you can actually chill, prawn, eat and hang out w yr friends. We caught ard 15prawns in total but we didnt eat them in the end as we weren't hungry and gave them away. Anyw it isnt the prawns that matter but the satisfication you get frm it.

Bin look like those emo ah-pek prawning.

Its for the prawns anyw but looks disgusting ttm!
While some of them were prawning, I was bored so started taking photo w everyone but ky because he was prawning so seriously due to some bet between he and ginne sis.

Love and me :]

Had a great saturday w them! And to twiny: sorry that I can't make it for mj w you guys! I shall see your on monday for ktv! :DD

Good news is that Bin got a promotion recently to Bishan outlet. I'm happy for him. Hope everything in his new workplace will be smooth sailing. Anyw everyone seems to be leaving very soon :( Aww kinda sad though. As for myself, I'm intending to get a new job soon too. Might be after exams.

Tmr's a stayhome sunday again w self-study and then doing my scrapbooking. As for monday would be ktv and supper w bin's friends as a surprise. Tuesday would be his celebration w me:] Can't wait to give me what I've made for him!!

I'm gg to sleep now! :D BYE!

Busy days

2010-04-12T07:45:00.000-07:00

Days like these; school for th whole morning till late noon, evening or even for the whole day makes me feel so dead. You know countdown to probably 20odd days to exams. I feel neither here nor there. Its mad scary to see lotsa people mugging in sch w there notes/study guide/laptop/friends/alone etc. I'm trying my best to work for my goals, to make it to a 2nd lower/3rd. So paranoid about everything before exams, the feeling sucks :/

On a side note, im glad there are still things like birthday dinners/simple meetup w friends or even a simple date w love. It simply makes me feel more relaxed and happier. But it burns a hole in my pocket. 5people having their birthdays this mth, of which one of them is bin's (T_T).

Aft exams, I really wanna do so many things. Need to get back to my scrapbook/hand making hobbies. I missed out so many things. Got some new ideas for xmas gifts this year(abit early though)but still it's nvr too early to start.

Ok need to stop here, bck to books.

10th April birthday babies :]

2010-04-08T06:54:00.000-07:00

Met up ytd evening for dinner at Taka Seoul Garden to celebrate the 10thApril babies birthdays :]

I had a really long day in sch beforehand. 9hrs of Accts lecture! This is total madness. Aft sch ended at 630pm, I alr felt so dead and tired both physically and mentally. Dragged myself to the bus-stop and lucky for me, the bus came really fast and I didnt have to squeeze w people, managed to get myself a seat! So when I reached, they were already eating.

Happy birthday babe!
Eat eat eat!
The girls :)
Happy birthday babe!
We got them this strawberry shortcake from breadtalk :]
Hello Angelina baby :>

Moses came down as well :) Miss all his nonsenses!

It has been really long since we(4) took a photo tgt :)

Had so much fun with them eating, talking, crapping and laughing. Shirin didnt bring me a Koala bear bck from Aussie. But then she promised to get me smth when she goes Korea on Tues! :DD Thanks babe!

Later in the night, we went AMK S11 for sup w G sis, Estee, ky and bin. Only got home ard 1230am and I was really shagged to the max. Took a quick shower, didnt bother to wash my hair and went to bed before 1am. I guess I was really shagged out cause I had straight 12hrs of sleep till 1pm this noon!

Could have slept more if there were no classes tdy. Anyw Psoc class was good, I managed to mapped out how I am gg to start mugging for it. Tmr's friday and am having class from late noon till 10pm. And afterwhich supper w twiny&kedked! :D

I think im having some kind of flu. Need to turn in early tonight. Goodnights!

In school now

2010-04-06T18:32:00.000-07:00

Greetings from school! :D I'm currently sitting outaide the lecture hall waiting to crash my class during break. Apparently I took a long time to get ready for sch this morning and thus explains why I'm this late. And I don't really like the idea of entering the class halfway and frantically finding seats for myself. The class tdy seems pretty full. Shall try my luck in finding a seat later. Tdy is gonna be an effing long day in sch. Aft sch,there's birthday dinner tonight. Anyw my plan of having dinner at hm for tdy crashed due to the dinner tonight w some of th cottons.

Happy that finally I'm meeting up w twiny for supper on fri night aft Accts rev class. Supper,beer and company of yr bff ard is nothing more u can ask for. Haven't been spending time w twiny. Feel kinda bad inside that life gets so busy sometimes till we hardly have much time for yr loved ones. Gonna try to get my time and things more organized so I've much more time for my friends,love,sch and family.

Alrights,why is it still not break time yet? Uhh.

Clash of the Titans

2010-04-06T08:50:00.000-07:00

Went to catch Clash of the Titans with bin this afternoon in town. Would rate this movie 4.5/5stars. Definitely worth spending the $6 to watch it! The climax of the story is there. It just makes you wanna continue watching to know the ending. But then the ending was kinda sad though. Gemma Arterton is pretty inside the show!:D

After the movie, we head over to 313 and walk around. Had a sudden craving for ice-cream that day so we ended up at Cold rock having a regular choco mint w cheesecake mix in with freddy frog(my all-time fav!) and pound cake.
We headed over Bugis in the evening and bin bought me the cute brown toy(below). Although it cost $4 for a small one but then I find it really cute :) What makes it more special is because it was a from bin. Cause he don't usually buy me such things. One of the rare days today, I'd say. My legs got really tired from walking all around today. Initially the dinner plan was Ding Tai Feng for XLB but then I had a huge craving for sushi so we ended up at Sakae Sushi :)

Really cute :) love it!

Anyw sch frm tmr all the way till fri :( And Rebec&Shirin's birthday dinner tmr evening in town. Fri is supper with my beloved twiny and ked :) It does gets boring w all the lecture notes and never ending things to get into yr head but I know it will all be over soon.

Okays, next week is gg to be even busier. I've 5days of sch(mon-fri) followed by the days where I finish sch early, to head to town to get some materials for making of bin's present and shopping for his actualy present as well. Need to book tickets for Gold Class movie, dinner at Breeze and lots more.

So for now, Goodbye!

Dinner @ Holland V ; Amici

2010-04-04T09:24:00.000-07:00

Dinner over at Holland V : Amici(An Italian Restuarant)

The guys headed to Sentosa in the morning till evening, gave it a miss due to school. So when I met up with them, they were all lookin shagged. And I was also feeling super sleepy. In the end, they went for a birthday chalet while I headed home. I think I was soooo tired that I felt asleep on the bus from Holland till Bukit Panjang. And aft reaching home, shower, i turned in as early as 11pm?

I'm getting back track on sch life now. Turning up for all the rev lectures and making sure I absorb everything inside my head now. Exams are next month. Fucking scary! I wouldn't wanna imagine but work hard and hope it ends faster so I can plan my 3mths holidays w NO worries!

Bin and me are thinking to hit Bintan in June for a short getaway. Wanted to go Bkk but then the massive riot makes me give it a second thought. Anyw plans have yet to be confirmed. I just want to study every day of April away right now.

GOODBYE!

Geraldine's belated @ Timbre

2010-04-04T07:28:00.000-07:00

This was on Good Friday where the pills met up tgt in the evening at Timbre Arthouse to celebrate Geraldine's belated birthday :]

Haven't seen all the pills for around 1mth plus, the last we met up was my birthday which was at Zsofi and it was before CNY! But I'm glad we always never fail to try to organise and get tgt on each of our birthdays.

I went down aft work ended. Met brandon at City Hall to go over as I hadn't been to the one at Arthouse before. So anyw the latest person to arrive was our dearest Amos(as usual). Hahaha. And I'm so glad that Angie came! So happy to see her, havent seen her for the longest! Probably from the last day @ DMS till now! It really is longgg.

Omg, so lovin' the food there!
Spicy buffalo wings that Brandon hit on when it came to our table.
And what's celebration w/o alcohol? "Sex on the beach" shots from Win bestie.
Tadah! Our dearest Geraldine turned 19! :]]
Brandon with Geraldine, givin his usual crappy pose.
Ok, Geraldine bought this cool geeky specs and cat ears hair band(below) from hk. So apparently she got so high over it and ended up, everyone wore and took a photo once. Too bad that my shot was in tiffy's cam. Yet to get it from her.

Bth Brandon, everytime give that sibei irritating face =.=
Angie!! Hahaha,she just looks good in anything, i swear!
Win besti, looking noobshit here.
Our lovely kitty birthday girl :DD
We got her a lovely sundress along w a bottom and 4 undies from topshop. She love it so much that she took photo with each undie. Fucking cute friend I've here. Tiffy made this box filled w wishes from all of us to her. Something like what I've got for my 20th this year :]

I swear topshop undies are effing cute :p

We sat down ard w beer and food(which included awesome pizzas!). Caught up on each other's lives and update on each other what we've been busy w recently. The company that night was really awesome ttm! Whenever it's with them, everything just feels so right and relaxed. All those worries about work,sch and life is being thrown aside for a moment and we just talk,joke and laugh at each other.

In fact, I browse thru photos of my DMS days jus now. So much memories just flow back to the 1st day where we had orientation, how I knew Angie on the bus because she sat next to me, how we knew Harlene and Dilmeet because they were sitting in front of us and snatching th damn curtains w us, how we ended up knowing Amos and the guys because of being spilt into classes for games, how Amos and Win asked me to pop tgt for the 1st time, then meeting Angie on the 1st day of sch to hit lectures tgt, sitting w the group at the back, always sitting next to Win besti and see him drool as he sleep in Maths class or his head keep tilting to my side, how we always buy food and snack alot in class, the times we rushed projs in sch till late, how we have fun running ard the study room, and Amos always fetching us to the bus stop w his magic sch bus cause we are always lazy to walk down the slope, times we always hit lunch tgt aft class; practically everywhere of Sg, how we complain about things in sch to each other, Amos being late everyday and asking me to tap for him, how I know tiffy, Win besti getting tgt w tiffy, then to knowing Geraldine and Brandon, how we always pop during break and spend 1hr on break instead of 15mins, travelling down to Kallang Mac to study for exams, getting stress tgt, eating at Old Changi Airport tgt, studying overnight tgt, brandon drinking OOlong tea and fart when sitting next to me, how they all love to make fun of me, how I got heartbroken over some asshole and they advised me, bitching about ALP tgt, eating lunch tgt in sch, stealing food tgt, crying tgt, laughing tgt, chionging over our last proj and exams and finally we graduated tgt :D
Love them very much.

Cuteee Amos :D

RWS :]

2010-04-01T08:30:00.000-07:00

Hit off to Vivo City in the late noon with bin. The train at Bishan Circle line tdy was cocked up, the train didnt not stop at Serangoo and headed straight to Batley. Everyone gave a "Wtf" look. But anyw we still managed to get to Vivo in the end after 1hr of train ride. Settled down for Bak Ku Teh for brunch cum dins. The portion wasn't very big, food wasnt too fantastic either and it cost around $20bucks for 2person. But the soup was still ok to make up for the rest.

Bought some goodies and popped by to give them to Nini :] Afterwhich we left to RWS :]

The signature "Universal Studio" sign.
Standard must-take-photo when you come RWS
HERSEYSSSS
Indeed there're some stuffs inside which you cnt buy from outside and the pricing is still considered reasonable for the size.

The Herseys trademark bear is cute ttm!
Pity, I can't enter this year, next yr I will come! :D
Was having bad cramps for the whole day and my body ached so badly. Hate it when I've pms, I'll have aches all over and feel really unwell. Luckily bin was very patient w me, knowing that I don't really feel well. And he bought me a Pink Panther tee from Zara :] Still deciding whether I shld get the denim skirt cos I need one badly. Hard to find one nice and cheap one.

Cabbed home in the end as I was really feeling unwell. Thanks love for being understanding tdy.

Need to hit the sheets soon, work tmr and Geraldine's birthday aftermath @ Timbre. Coolzxzxzx, cos im seeing ppl I've not seen for the longest time!

3rd :]

2010-03-31T09:35:00.000-07:00

Marche doesn't taste as nice as it used to be. But anyw, bin and I went Marche for dins for our 3rd mth tdy :>

I like the whole layout of the place, very warm and cozy. But too bad, the food kinda spoilt it. The choices were really limited as compared to the past and it doesn't taste that great. We had grilled salmon fillet but it was just alright only. Ordered quite alot and we had trouble finishing them, luckily we didnt order the salad in the end, if not I think we'd have died suffocating ourselves w food. Was kinda busy eating so didnt managed to snap much on food.
Anyw tdy wasn't really a great day. Firstly bin had some work probs so he only managed to knock off at 8pm. Then halfway thru dins, he received a call and we had to make our way back to Wisma to pass something :/ I was kinda moodless after that but he was trying his best to cheer me up and I know it wasn't totally his fault. But I still had a great time with him, even if it is jus eating a simple meal tgt and doing nth special :]
Keep the faith within and keep the love going :]

Stay home monday

2010-03-29T00:19:00.000-07:00

Okay, just finish eating one tau sar pia, am going to eat one more later cause I'm pretty hungry!!

Woke up early this morning to go over Lim Chu Kang to pay respects to my ah gong. Luckily the weather wasn't too hot and aftermath headed for breakfast w my parents. Showered when I got home and hit the sheets. Woke up in the noon and helped my mom w all the housework, super tiring.

This week is a busy week ahead for meeee.
Tues-meeting G sis, ky and bin for dins after their work
Wed-3rd mth w bin, havin dins @ Shokudu RC :]
Thurs-RWS w bin, he promised to bring me go and walk ard ^^
Fri-Meeting the pills to celebrate Geraldine's belated birdday :]
Sat-Having rev class frm morning 830-3pm, evening dins w the clique at Holland V
Sun-Rev class from morning 830am-3pm then home to rest my drained soul.

Need to try to turn in early if not I will die in my rev class this weekend. April is finally marching in and I promise myself to place mega focus on studies till May. I don't wish to flunk my pp/disappoint my parents. Goodluck to me for my pp in May!

April would be nothing but mugging everyday. No more spending time on tw dramas or gg retail therapy, all these would be in May. I need to work hard.

K, it's raining, so im gg to watch tv!

Bugis ; cheap loots day :]

2010-03-25T09:29:00.000-07:00

Tdy was "t-shirt day" for bin & me :]
Caught the movie "How To train Your Dragon"(3D) w bin tdy. Would rate it 4/5nacho chips. Though I'm not a big fan of cartoons but the movie got me into it. Anyw, saw the thriller for Toy Story 3!! Coming out in July and I'm sure to be catching it! :DD Tdy was really my day man. I got a few cheap loots; harem pants, shoes, skirts,top and all are under $20! A few of them is even under $10! Material wise is acceptable cause it's not those cotton type whereby it gets outta shape aft wash. Can't wait to go back soon on wed? :]
We ended up in Suntec City in th evening. Walked around but still cnt figure out what to eat for dins. So ended up bin brought me to Crystal Jade, no XLB though(cos they dun serve?) instead we had wanton mee and prawn paste chicken(which taste yummy but because we were full so we ended up wasting it :/). Bin always bring me for good food whenever we get to spend the day out. I'm really glad he makes the effort to spend his day off from work w me, going to places which I wanna go, eating things which I craved for and paying for some of my shopping sometimes :DD Love you baby.
It so happens tht th Fountain of Wealth was playing music and waterworks so we sat at one of the benches,cuddled up and watched it tgt. Love moments like these cause it's jus a very warmth feeling of having someone you love beside you enjoying it :]

Tmr(TGIF!) i'm staying in. Need to tutor fat on his studies. It's so funny when I myself is alr struggling w my deg studies yet I still have to tutor him :/ All thanks to my forever-naggy mother. If I don't she will nag me from morning till night, from when im out till home, from my sleep also! Anyw fridays no longer seem happenin' to me anymore like it used to be in the past where I'd look forward to fridays alot cause I will go party/drink/club/sing/town like mad. Time and change, for now I'd prefer to stay in.

Weekend(Saturday)is burned working. While sunday will be another rest home day to charge up for a tiring monday morning. And then looking forward for wednesday cos it's our 3rd tgt :] Time flies, in jus a blink of an eye, we're tgt for 3mths. Can't believe it either. Somehow if we both keep the love and faith gg, im sure we can make it through whatever that will be an obstacle for us in the future.

Need to turn in now, bye!(hope for no nightmares tonight!!)

New haircut ; new phone ; KOI

2010-03-24T02:32:00.000-07:00

Went over to Enigami to get my haircut :] Loving it now, thanks alan! Bought Koi for myself as well as for bin. Afterwhich headed to town to meet bin for dinner.Headed to Taka to get my new phone: Iphoneeee :] Settled our dins over at Graffiti Cafe @ Fep. Hanged out around and then window shopped a lil. Around 10pm, went back to help G sis and we left to Yishun for tau huay as supper. Reached home around 1-ish.

Catching "How to Train your Dragon" tmr with bin. Meanwhile autumn concerto! :D

Mac

2010-03-22T09:25:00.000-07:00

When you've a few of yr besties around with you, even a simple macdonalds meal could taste so awesome :]

Met twiny, banana & Noel over @ Lot one. Settled down for dins at Mac. We're loving the new Hot&Spicy shakerrr :D Aft the dinner, twiny played ard with his new toy;Black Canon S90 baby! Sexy shit, I will say! I wanna own my own DSLR soon!!! Anyw, got to say we had tons of fun and laughter when we were at Cck Park. Esp with the merry-go-round spiderweb and round swing. So much of childhood delights. I'm lovin' it! More meetups soon!! :]

Love him, we always talk crap tgt and do all those nonsensical things and laugh till our stomach cramps. We look good in this :)

My hair looked abit chui today, bad hair day. But we had our childhood lollies for supperrr :DD
This is one friendship I'd hole on tight and cherish it w all my heart :] 13years and going.

It's never easy to find true friends who will stay when everyone leaves you, when others lose the trust in you, they're the ones who still have the faith in you, when no one is there to offer you a shoulder, they're there, when you need some love,they're there to give and you know you can always count on them :] Recent years made realise how much true friendship means to me and how many people are yr true friends. I've seen people leaving and entering my life but some always stay and the some are the ones very close to my heart. Love them always :]

Iphone tmrrrr and bangs here I come :]

Cold

2010-03-22T00:28:00.001-07:00

YAY! Meeting twinby and banana later for dins! :] Weather is super coldxzxzxzx naw.

Lunch; meatballsss :PP

2010-03-19T08:36:00.000-07:00

The weather is super coldzxzxzxzx today, freezing to an ice soon.
Instead of early lunch, it turned out to be a late one. Lol. I was late in meeting bin :/ So we ended up reaching Ikea only at 4-ish. And the first thing we did was to hit for the cafe and settle our hungry stomachs. Ordered quite alot and we stuffed everything into our stomach in the end, causing ourselves way too full :/ Spent around 2hrs in Ikea and hit over to Anchor Point. So when we were inside Anchor Point, it was raining heavily outside. When the rain got smaller, we went over to Queensway. Wanted to get our shoes but in the end we decided to hit Leftfoot @ FEP but turn out they don't have my size!! -.- Dinner was over at PS, Ajisen then we walked to Cityhall, otw I was feeling too tired so we caught a cab home instead. I'm so much of a cab person nowadays. Gonna get those lazy bones outta me.

Love it when we cuddled under yr small black umbrella under the rain, with our legs getting wet due to the puddles of water. Sometimes its amazing how alike we think. Like the other day when we were out, we hunted around for this Casio watch and it suddenly dawned on us to walk to Mustafa from Bugis and in the end, aft so much efforts we found th watch we were looking high and low for. Love you darl, thanks for everything :]

TGIF :DD

2010-03-18T22:49:00.000-07:00

Finally friday has arrived!! Last day of th week and its also one of the days whereby I get to enjoy myself and let my hair down. Heading to Queensway later with bin to search for shoes then to Ikea for meatballs and lastly maybe catching a movie at night if possible. Can't wait! I love rainy days, so cooling and don't have to worry about sweating and getting smelly :] BYE!

Tues

2010-03-16T06:51:00.000-07:00

Today I spent my time tidying up my room, throwing away those dip exam papers, driving lesson books, unwanted notes, ear-rings which have been really old and a lil rusty and sort out those unwanted bags and clothings to be donated away. Went through my old stuffs which mainly included things like notes/letters/cards where we used to write to each other in sec sch. Those are something I'd feel that it can't be bought with money. Something which is so close to the heart. I decided to read through the letters/cards/notes and was laughing to myself at times, thinking how naive we all were last time. We could just write a card/letter to make up for a quarrel. But those were the days. We're now all in our own lives busy with our own stuffs.

The climax during my cleaning-up tdy was I killed a lizard! It was lying on the dettol spray and when I grabbed the dettol spray intending to spray it to clean my table, I felt something crawl away swiftly and when I looked on the floor, I saw a tiny lizard frantically crawling away and stopped at my shoe rack. When I pushed away my shoe rack, the lizard wasn't there anymore. Being kinda freaked out, I wore onto my slippers as I was cleaning my shoe rack and vacuuming the floor. It was then the lizard crawled out of no where and I instantly took the instecticide and sprayed on it continuosly but it didnt killed him. So I went to get some old newspapers and as I charged towards the tiny lil thing, I screamed and crashed the papers. But it was still on the floor as the instecticide had made it stuck onto the floor. So I gave a second try and successfully managed to get it into th papers and ran for the dustbin in the kitchen. Lol, it was that drama and my sis was laughing non-stop -.-

Anyw my whole room is now cleaner, dust-free and neater. I also realised that my paper bags are gonna explode soon, overflowing. Cleared off some accessories, im getting new ones either tmr/fri. And finally I'm working tmr since Ky is on MC :] I need cash badly as I've 3 birthdays falling in April(sucks big time). One of which happens to be Bin's.

On a side note, I went to research on RMIT and Curtin tdy to find out more about their deg courses and to realise that Curtin cost freaking 44,XXX(T_T). This is just my backup plan if I didn't make it for my Yr 2 exams. For now, wish me all the best into getting every sub thru. Off to Study now, ciaoz!

quality companionship :]

2010-03-15T23:12:00.000-07:00

After so long of not meeting up, we finally met up over at Crystal Jade Palace @ Taka last evening for a good dinner. Feels so long since the 4(terry, twiny, yy and me) of us met up for dinner. Looking back, we used to do that every other weekend but everyone's now busy with their own life; twiny: army and school, yy:her new job over at MBS and terry: army. But nonetheless, we still try to squeeze out time to meet up once in a while for a good dinner :] Yesterday was yy's treat because she had just gotten her first pay :>>

Roasted meat :DD
Peking duckkk, ytd's one was a bit too fatty for the skin, wasn't really as awesome as it used to taste.
Advert for Peking Duck
They've changed pretty much over the last 3years.

Thanks yy for the awesome treat ytd!!
Wasabi prawnsss
Diced beef with garlic, AWESOME MUCHHHH!
Mapo tofuu
He stuffed th whole wasabi prawn in his mouth!
Lady Gaga; paparazzi

Stuffing himself to finish up the foodd, we ordered too much.
Candid.
Kinda wasted that I didn't touch on the roasted duck as I was far too bloated :/
Terry with his new look.
Ked

After dinner, we headed outside Taka to chillac awhile. We were catching up about out lives and the past :]

AWESOMEEE!! :]

Bin called me around 930pm to check on me. Then I suggested to take the train home tgt when his work ends. Waited for him outside the Mrt station, sitting down with my book. Managed to finish the last few chapts of "A friend like Henry" last night before I turn in.

Freaking neighbour who is renovating his/her house, the stupid drilling starts as early as 9am in the morning! It has been 2days since it started and I'M DYING FROM IT!! I was awake by the drilling and then fell back asleep when it has gone off and then awake again and the cycle continues on for hrs, managed to wake up around 1pm today. I hope the renovation ends soon cause I need my sleep badly!!

Anyw I got another new book recently called "A piece of Cake". Gonna start on it later in the noon and chiong my studying tonight. My parents & fat went on a short trip to Genting, leaving both my sisters and I alone at home. So the house is now peacefully quiet(only for now, I hope the drilling doesnt start!). Have a good day earthlings, till im back!! :D

Heart-warming

2010-03-13T22:08:00.000-08:00

Just like yesterday, we didn't plan for a meetup in advance and last min we decided to meet up. So we crashed twiny's crib around 8pm and in return he cooked a simple yummy baked macaroni for us as dinner :] Miss his cooking much, because it's been long since he cooked or we actually cooked in at his place. After dinner, we mahjong-ed. Lost 12bucks :/ Oh well, sometimes its not the money that counts but the company and fun we had. We chillac at his crib for awhile aft mj, doing all sorts of tricks we used to do when we were young and ended up with laughters. Baby became our source of laughter as well. Fat waited for me to get home, showered, studied till 3am before I turned in aft reading a chapt of "A friend like Henry". Bin called me this morning and I was awake aft I put down the phone with him. Rainy sunday noon, sumptous dinner tmr w yy(can't wait)! :D

Ubin cycling trip

2010-03-08T06:15:00.000-08:00

Went Pulau Ubin yesterday with loves!:] We got there in the early noon around 12pm when the sun was at its best. Cheaponeh bicycles they've, $6 for the whole damn day. You can cycle until your butt cracks :/ Anyway we set off to the temple first for some praying and then went ahead in search of Lanrang(which apparently they say there is in Pulau Ubin)but we didn't find it in the end instead we cycled for solid 2-3hrs until the HOT sun. Thank goodness, I had my sunblock on which helped ALOT! Cause I didn't get burnt in the end :> Anyw we explored quite alot of the island, aftermath we were all dead shagged! But the mama shops there reminds me of good old school times. Iced pops, coconut juice, mamees.. Feels like back when I was young. Had dinner over there at one of the tze char store before we head back by ferry. Ked dropped me home, thank god. My legs were jelly, sandy(because of the freaking sand), dirty, smelly and sweaty. Jumped into a cold shower when I got home and I slept at 10pm because I was too tired and had a good 12hrs of sleep.

Back to work/sch life today. It feels dead and boring but exams are coming in 1mth's plus time! Im really freaking out. Exams are the horror now :/ Goodbye world, till im back again :>

Vivo; SUSHI TEI!!

2010-03-04T09:12:00.000-08:00

Hello! Today was a pretty good morning to start off the day with. I had my brows trimmed(FINALLY!) @ some cheapo neh place near my house for only 5bucks! :D In the noon, met bin in town. I was looking around for a backpack and a shoulder bag suitable for school but then none of it caught my eyes. Not even any clothes, basically left far east plaza after an hour.But bin and I decided to get a pair of Vans tgt:) The weather was a KILLER!! Man, we were persipiring like mad when walking from far east to wisma. Didn't stay in town for long and we trained down to Vivo around evening.

It has been a pretty long time I came to Vivo. Used to shop at the F21, TS and candyempire here because its biggg. But now, orchard have even bigger outlets. Lol. Well, we got stuck at this place for close to 2hrs before we hurried over to GV in hope to cancel our tickets. Lucky us, the person was nice enough to allow us to cancel and we headed to CO to visit my dearest auntie nini before we head to Sushi Tei! :)

Ordered pretty much food and ended up feeling so bloated! Hmm, actually I've never really eaten Sushi Tei before so I guess I really find it nicer than Sakae and any other sushi places. Plus I used to think it is pretty costly but it turns out alright. After the dinner, we shopped around but didn't have any catch and ended up sitting at the roof garden to enjoy the scenery and we had a heart-to-heart talk :] Feels wonderful. Left vivo around 1030 and caught the train home. Saw an old auntie who was scratching her armpit so openly in the public. And it was not just once but many times! I was laughing the whole time when I saw her doing it cause her pose was too funny.

It feels wonderful to have a heart-to-heart talk with you today. Sometimes I really feel blessed that I've met you. Whenever I'm angry/hot-headed you'll be there all calm to cool me down and then make me smile when my anger goes off. And I may be really unreasonable sometimes but yet you don't complain. You let me have my way. I'm glad to have you with me for the past 2months. It was great and im sure there're many more to come by :) Love you.

2010-03-03T11:36:00.000-08:00

Sometimes I really feel so dejected when it comes to my studies. I had my Accts prelims paper the other day, the questions inside the paper are manageable and I know I was able to do it but my mind literally just went blank when I flipped through the question paper and everything I've studied the previous day was jus a waste. I kept on telling myself that I shouldn't be too affected by prelims and not give up now because I havent even try my very best. Instead I should be more motivated to study and study even harder, pushing myself to my limits. But the question pops out "What if I didn't make it through the 1st year?" I will be left w 2 chocies; retake or quit and join RMIT. Definitely I do not wish for either to happen because I do not want to disappoint my mom nor my sisters. Sigh, is it that im not working at my very best now? Or did I make a wrong decision to take UOL? I guess it's not the right time to get these thoughts through my mind but to work really hard for it and see how everything goes aft results are out. Meanwhile for the next 2months, home is my most often to be place, mugging every other day. Goodbye world, update soon :)

meetup :)

2010-02-28T00:31:00.000-08:00

We had our all-time fav fastfood ; longjohn. We used to eat that often last time. And the feeling of eating fastfood with yr bestfriends around is always good even though it is jus fastfood. We were lack of one of us that day; yvonne banana. I hope her dad's getting better now :) We should do this more often or at least once a week. Cause the fun is never ending and I literally throw all my worries or stress I've in mind for studies all one side!

Anyway, life is getting busier and more tiring. The main concern I've for now is my studies. Sometimes I know that worrying too much doesnt help but just can't help it. The thing to do now is to work really hard for it and make it through and I'll be fine afterthat. I need all the motivation, energy and focus to fight the battle. I know I can do it.

Cny '10

2010-02-17T21:37:00.000-08:00

Happy CNY everyone!! :)
As usual, on the first day of CNY, we'd need to wake up early to go down to the temple near our place to pray before we head down to my ah ma's place @ Redhill and then over to my popo's house in JB. Took some photos before we head out to the temple. Hate the face when we're just awake cause it's swollen and puffy :/

The traffic that day was really smooth! We managed to get to JB within 3omins from the custom as there wasn't any jam at all :D Photo-taking in the car as always. But the weather that day was a killer. Even when I'm inside the car, I was sweating, really bad weather in JB.

This year CNY seems to be a little more quiet than the past years. My other cousins weren't here as of some issue therefore they couldn't make it. Only cousin huxin was there with her brother. We managed to get the table from the adults to play mahjong. The first pot I wasn't having any luck at all. After the first pot, we had a rest, went to shower and have our dinner before we hit the second pot again. This time round, I was the biggest winner :)

Popo, I wish you good health every year and hope to see you smiling whenever I come over to visit you :)

This is the place,where we grew up from young. During every CNY or sch hols, we would always come back to my popo house. We'll hit the big field across the house, ride our bicycles to buy ice-cream, play with those fire crackers, play masa masa along the drain with my cousins. I miss those times man. It was really crowded and happening when we were all young but as we all grow up, popo's house seems to have quieten down.

Thats my very handsome gong gong who is slaughtering the duck :/ sounds cruel but it taste yummy!!
Thats all folks, HAPPY CNY!!

With the pills :)

2010-02-17T20:04:00.000-08:00

Backtrack a little to th 12thfeb, met up with my pills over @ Zsofi bar located at Little India to celebrate my 20th as well as a catching up session for us! :) Miss those good old times in DMS days, now we're all in our different uni course pursuing our goals.

I met tiffy and brand over @ Bugis and we walked over to Zsofi together. Tiffy went to pick geraldine up while me and brand chilled there. We started to order some drinks while waitin for th other 4dudes to arrive.
Look at geraldine, forever up to some cheeky tricks ;>
Brand and me :)
Once amos arrived, I couldn't wait to pinch his chubby cheeks, that is how much I miss him. Hahaha.
Everyone managed to arrive by 9pm and we ordered alot of food. 1 mega platter, 2 pizzas and had alot of tepas!! The place is famous for foreigners who backpack. And they're well-known for their with every free alcoholic drink, it comes with a free tepas(finger food). How cool is that. In total, we had more than 10 drinks(thats for sure when the alcoholics are around) and we ate more than 10 tepas! :D Love their nacho chipss and their cheesy potato! :p We chilled with drinks, yummy food and awesome company and started to talk about how each of our lives has been. It's fun to always catch up with them! They never fail to make me laugh until my stomach cramps. Kaylie, was one of win's pri sch friend, met her at dlb O last yr when I was with the pills celebrating my 19th. She came along for the celebration that day and even got me a really sweet choco pizza with baileys and ice-cream as a birthday cake. She really got me and I got to say it was really sweet of her:)

Make a wish :D
They were trying to make sure that the candle doesn't get blown off by the wind again. Lol!

Seriously dont know what Amos was trying to do!
Enjoying every bit of my choco pizza w baileys bits and yummy vanilla ice-cream! :pp

Dan, the alcoholic :D
The pills got me a really sexy red set of lingerie from La Senza. Inside the carrier, there was 2 more other small gifts which is too cheeky to be mentioned here so I just got to keep it to myself. Lol!
Here's the place ; Zsofi. It's located at Little India :) Quite an easy place to get there.
As usual, we must always take the traditional guys and birthday girl photo outside the place
I don't know what Dan was trying to do =.=
there's the girls with a sissy behind. HAHAHA!
And another one joins along the photo :/

Aftermath, they still want to go for the 2nd round. So we hit LiquidGold @ Princep St. Ivan dropped us off there and left for movie with his girl while Geraldine had to hit home. With the alcoholics around, there's sure gonna be bottle. And I was right. I didn't had much that night as the stink of martell still lingers around my mouth ever since the clubbing night. So I just had a cup and then small sips after then. Sat around with Kaylie and got to know her more. She loves to backpack and do backpacking with her friends often. Thats something very cool and after hearing much about her experience, I'm keen to kick start that habit but first I need to complete my studies and earn enough to do that.

I had 3martells for my birthday this year. And the yellow scratches were the ones I got when I fell down into the drain after clubbing. Lol. Embarrassing much :/

Dan trying his best to look as cute as though he was 18.
And then he gets cheeky w the pinching cheek thingy.
This fellow here kept hitting the martell non-stop. I bet he hadn't drank for a long time.

Win breastfriendddd :)
The guys :)
Tiffy and meeee :)
I love you guys! Thanks for making my 20th birthday celebration an awesome one this year. I realise you guys will make the effort to plan a celebration on my birthday. I'm glad to have your with me. Though we're now in our different uni course pursuing our goals but i'm glad we still keep in touch with each other. Sometimes we whine about school tgt but im sure all of us can do it :D Thanks for the really lovely red set of lingerie and the kinky small gifts. Plus the handmade cards!!! Really love them! :D
Inside this miniature briefcase, there are handwritten cards from each of them :)
Thanks my pills :)

Celebration with lovely girlfriends! :>

2010-02-12T23:04:00.000-08:00

Met up with my girlfriends the very next day after we went clubbing the night before. God, I was really super duper tired due to clubbing last night plus I was gone :/ So when I was on the way down to meet them, I was practically dragging myself down, the bus was being a bitch that day. I was stuck in the expressway due to the jam for a good 1/2hr. When I finally alighted, I felt so relieved. Met up with some of them over @ Ion. G sis managed to get what she was looking for then we left to Swensens for dinner. Aftermath, we went over to Lucky Plaza to get a cab and off to Liang Court for partyworldddd :DD

When I saw my girls, so damn happy!!! :) Been soooo long since we all met up for ktv! As usual, we whined and complained about our job and also had a good time singing. Then they came in with a strawberry shortcake with candles lighted on it. I was really touched :)))

Thank you girlfriends! One of my wish was I wish that all my girlfriends(inclusive of aaron, wenhui, bin and ky) to be happy always and be blessed :)

The guys; aaron, wenhui, bin, ky :)
And the rest would be my lovely girlfriends :)
Candy, thanks for the cake & ang pao. I wish for yr career to be more smooth sailing, u & aaron to always be loving forever and I hope to get be able to have a godson/god daughter soon!!
G sis, thanks for the cake&ang pao. Thank you for always being there for me whenever I encounter problems with work,love or anything else. I know I've you that I can count on when I'm lost. I'm happy you found yr love this year. Cause i know he is someone who will love you and take good care of you.
Estee, thanks for the cake & ang pao. You've been a really nice and caring friend all along. Never fail to buy me famous amos no nut choco chip, bb tea or anything else to make me happy at work sometimes. Thanks for always being sucha big sister to me and taking good care of me. Nevertheless, i hope your career would be better and that you should learn to get less emotional at work alright :)
Sandyyy, my lovely girlfriend! thanks for the ang pao and cake :) This year would be different because with the arrival of our lil baobei in yr stomach. I can't wait for him/her to arrive in the world. Remember to take good care of your baby and yr health as well. I wanna see a chubby baby! :)

Mingming, although we aint very close but still wanna thank you for the ang pao and cake!! You've been a great friend all along. Enjoyed the times spending with your :)
To all my girlfriends, I love you girls alot!!!! You guys just make up part of my life and I cherish this friendship and hope to keep it going. We're jus the 6 of us. As long as we hold on strong, the bond will always be there. And even if our lives get so busy till we hardly have time for each other, we will still be there for each other :)

Love your ttm!!! :)

First gift :>

2010-02-09T20:31:00.000-08:00

Okay, was ultra mega happy ytd cause I received my first birthday gift from fel, angel, nini, becca & sam! :DD They got me lingerie from my fav lingerie store; Triumph!

As for today, it's reserved for cottons. We're going down to O bar to party till 3 or 4am in the morning. It's really been quite some time since I partied. Shall enjoy myself totally tonight with them :) I'm sure it's gonna be a very awesome night cause I've all the awesome people with me celebrating my 20th in advance.

Going down to meet Alan and get my hair trimmed before I head down FEP to trim my eyebrows(cause they freaking look like shit now) and meeting bin in th evening for dinner and heading to check in @ night :)

Need to run along now before it gets too late! :D BYE!

thinkings.

2010-02-03T07:31:00.000-08:00

Some days, I feel demoralized(wouldn't use the word useless so easily on myself anymore). When I flipped open my lecture notes, my mind literally goes blank for a moment or so. I'd be asking myself "wth have I been busy with nowadays again?" To the extend that I neglect my studies w/o me knowing. Initially when I was still contemplating whether I should go for UOL, half of me could foresee this scene happening and I was right about it. I get so influenced by my surrounding and people around me. I totally lack self discipline which I SHOULD have instilled in long ago, maybe 5months back when UOL started. Seriously disappointed with myself for being sucha loser sometimes when it comes to studies. I know I can do it but I just had to ruin it. Urgh, gets so frustrating. I really really(x a million) need to get myself more disciplined in '10!

Looking back, I wouldn't have achieved so many things in life w/o my parents around. They've been the world's greatest parents(ok, at least to me they are). They never fail to be there for me, support me through my studies and many other things, never giving up on be despite me turning rebellious 2yrs ago. I thank god for them. Without them, I wouldn't have achieved so far in life today.

I've seen many different types of people ard. Through these years, the true ones stays. There're people leaving my life too. Some of them left and came back too(which im really very very happy) and some never ever turn back. It's kinda of a happy and sad thing sometimes. But till now, I'm glad I've friends who're really true to me and be there for me to support me when I need them. Also, it was through recent yrs that made me not to trust people easily except for my very close friends. I just learnt to be more cautious towards people now.

And when I thought mayb love isn't a thing for me now, I met bin. It was kinda a no-one-expected-thing that we would end up together. For me, I totally didn't foresee it coming. Initially, I still had a hard time digesting the fact that I'd met someone so different from what I've always been looking for. At one point of time, I really couldn't accept it at all. but then many things made me changed my perception into accepting him and trying out this whole r/s. Well at the very least, i'm glad I could feel that he loves me whole-heartedly. Sometimes as we grow older, the expectations we've for our partner would not be as high as when we were 16or17rs old. Simple things like: knowing that he's someone who can be there when you need him and loves u whole-heartedly, it'll be more than enough.

Just realise many changes had taken place within these 2yrs. My life changed so much. To something more simpler but I'm much happier this way. Thanks to all my friends who have been around still :> My forever ZJ family; twiny, yvonne&zombie ; The always crazy yet sweet lovely girl:yunyun ; hiem bi hiam; kedrick ; the joker: Noel ; my lovely jiemei; ginnie, estee, candy,sandy,mingming ; forever havoc colleagues; ky, sam, nini, coreen, shirin, rebec, anqi, fel, moses ; always teasing me assholes(the happy pills); amos, brandon, dan, win, tiff, geraldine, angie, ivan. I'm really glad I had these people with me all these while. bin jus called me, got to go now! :>

backtrack

2010-02-01T22:35:00.000-08:00

Okays, I know I haven't been updating my space over here much. Been pretty tied down with work, sch, life and almost everything else. I've been trying my best to manage things in my life well. It gets to a point whereby things tend to slip my mind sometimes. If I do, im so sorry!! :<> After rushing through everything, lucky me managed to get everything done :p It's really not easy at all to be juggling between sch, work, life, friends and love. For now, school term is coming to an end and exams are just at the beginning. I really need to put in more effort in my self-study schedule this week. Need to start mugging through the night till 3am like what I used to do last time. For now, I'll backtrack a little on my life.

Saturday; AH MEI TE CONCERT!!!!
I wasn't at my best that night because my period came and this time round, it was kinda bad. My mood was totally affected and ked&twiny mon could see that I was totally affected and I wasn't at my best. But nevertheless, I still enjoyed myself alot! It was my first time going to a concert and I was pretty excited to hear Ah mei singing live. I can say, she didn't disappoint all of us who were present :) Her singing is still as power and I think she totally rock the house when she sings live! :DDD I'll definitely go for her next concert and get the most front seat! After the concert, we went Hk cafe @ Marine Sq for supper and ked dropped me home, thanks! Otw home, I called bin and wished him a happy 1mth. He was still in his sleepy voice, hahaha.

Sunday; Happy 1monthsary darling!

Bin brought me to "Domani" Cafe over @ Taka(which formerly used to be called Pastacafe). The food turned out to be very disappointing. The last time I came was when it was still called PastaCafe and the food variety was wide, standard wasn't that bad yet. Hmm, maybe it isn't to my liking. After the dinner we spent the whole day shopping around in town in hope of getting my CNY dress BUT I COULDN"T FIND ANYTHING! :<>

Yesterday(monday) was work and met G sis, estee and bin for dinner. Hunted around town for G sis's dad birthday gift. Then after Estee left, we head down to Indochine for a drink before Ky and Rebecca joined us after work. Trained down to Yishun and went chompang for tau huay. Got home around 1ish, showered and fell asleep while smsing bin.

Next week is gonna be a super busy week for me. I'll be hitting dlb O with cottons, ktv session with my sisters, drinking session with pills, CNY, then celebration with Bin and lastly celebration with twiny&co. Super tiring days ahead. Need to charge up now :) Till then!

Popeyes love,

2010-01-24T08:15:00.000-08:00

Since don't know when mon twiny had a HUGEEEE craving for popeyes chicken. Right and I forget when it was but definitely one of the nights last week that I went to AMK S-11 for supper after work. And I saw POPEYES CHICKENNNN! But it was alr closed at that time. So happened that mon twiny fb saying he had the craving and we decided to meet up today for dinner at Popeyes! After work, I went down to Porter @ Wisma to get bin's 1stmonthsary cum v.day gift then to nua awhile w my khakis and trained down to meet them at around 7ish. Coincidentally we saw ah zai along with france(if I never rmb wrongly) there. They were with a friend too! The hardest part was getting the seats as it was around dinner time, SUPER PACKED. Luckily we managed to get a seat within 10mins aft getting the food. Aft dinner we went AMK Hub for a walk then we trained home. Felt so shag on the way home and gave bin a call. He always talk super stupid things that make my day :>

For the upcoming week would be more studying, work, birthday party, 1stmonthsary and seeing AHMEI!!! :D I can't wait for saturday to come man. It's gonna be my first time gg to a concert! Call me sua ku.

Need to sleep now.BYE WORLD!

the18shop :>

2010-01-24T07:34:00.000-08:00

The18shop is an online apparel blogshop run by Zombie&Swing :> They've just launched their 1st apparel collection! Do click on th logo to enter! :D

2010-01-16T06:13:00.000-08:00

I was super angry this afternoon during work. You meet all sorts of customers when you're working in the retail line. The worst people you would ever want to meet are the FM. They love to challenge you and insist for an exchange when they jolly well know they CAN'T exhancge, dig yr pile of clothes and the more messy it is, the happier they're, don't quene up for payment and then insist that they're in the bloody quene and expect you to serve them first, ask for bloody discounts everytime, when you speak to them in SIMPLE, BASIC english they still don understand. The worst part is they think that jus because they're "rich" in their country, they think they own the world. Bloody cheebye FM, if they're really SOOO rich then don't everytime ask for discount, don even need to come Sg to work as maids. The cheebye FM that I met today should consider herself lucky that I did not take off my lanyard and walk straight to her and slap her. At that point of time, I wish I could do that. But i believe what comes around goes around. Hope she get all those karma and forever stay as a FM, a cheap one. What an afternoon at work. Totally spoil my whole mood.

Tiring thursday

2010-01-07T07:52:00.000-08:00

I just can't seem to get up for school on time. It's super tiring especially when it is a rainy morning. The best time to sleep in as much as possible yet you got to drag yr ass to school :/ Anyway after PMKG class, I went home with the intention to get some rest as I was too sleepy.

Later in the afternoon my brother went to pack his lunch from the nearby market around my house. So when he came back with my twister fries, I asked him to pose as if he was the mac delivery man as his uniform is totally the same as that of a mac staff. Well, he was spotaneous enough to have pose for the camera. Lol! Can't deny sometimes my brother is adorable in a way.
Around 3pm, I went over to 106 to find zombie and swing. For now, I'll keep mum about what it is about till it is out :> Aftermath I left at 5pm and headed down town to meet bin after his work. Did a little shopping over at Fep and bought another new studded pumps. My mom's seriously gonna screw me when she sees it. Then we headed to wisma, ion, 313 and orchard central. Finally we settled in for dinner at somerset 313, The Handburger. I had something special which I never tried before; smoked duck burger. Something close to that of a peking duck but it is in a burger form. Pricing wise is pretty reasonable and not overpricy and I loveee their rootbeer float because it is HUGE! :D Worth the money.

Checked out a few rooftop dining places in Orchard Central but none caught me eyes. Anyw we spent some time at the rooftop garden to enjoy th night scenery then we left back to ion, C&K to get my sandals. Bin bought them for me as an encouragement for me to study harder :> I will and I can do it! We missed two 190 buses as it was too packed and therefore we took the rebound train home. Bin asked me jus now what I'd like to have for birthday gift this year, I seriously just told him "I dont know yet". And when he asked where I'd like to dine in, I just gave him the same answer. Okay, need to go brainstorm for places for birthday dinner and presentsss.

Finally i'm working tmr and pay is in. Bet this year won't do too much CNY shopping but bit by bit cause I do not wanna jam up with nothing to wear for CNY. Hate it when I screw my things up last min. So shopping starts NOW :>

Anyw im tired, need to catch my sleep now. Morning class is a terrible pain in da asss :<

Feel that life is really short

2010-01-06T21:33:00.000-08:00

This afternoon I was home from school early, decided to check my pay thru Ibank and checked up on facebook. Was bored so started to view friends I've hear from the longest time. Chanced upon this friend of mine called Naz and I went on reading her page till I saw what was written and that was when I knew my secondary classmate for 4yrs met with a bike accident and is now in coma in the hosp. Even though we weren't hangout buddies in secondary school but we were still pretty close classmates who disturb each other and have fun in class. Ever since all of us graduated, we hadn't met up for the longest time. And yet to hear such awful things happened to him. I hope he's pulling through and wake up soon! Everyone's waiting for you dude! Pull through.

mugging starts NOW!

2010-01-05T06:41:00.000-08:00

Ok, no time to waste. I basically left with 5months before my 1st uni exams rolls in. I have many so many things that I need to start reading up on, many past year papers to start working on, getting all those notes right into my head. I need to give it an early start as I really wanna do well for exams this time round. I know how tough it is to achieve a 2nd upper honours, so i really need to put in my 101% attention to studies now at the same time managing work well, r/s well, equal time for my friends as well. Pretty much packed for the first half of 2010. Can't imagine how tiring is life gonna be this year.

On a side note, I've been managing everything well in my life. Though I still lack the thing called DISCIPLINE alot! Sometimes I wish I aint that easily influenced. Cause when I've fun, I might have a little bit too much and neglect my school. It sucks when you look back and realise how long you havent been to school. For 2010, I need to be really working towards all my goals and hopefully achieve most of them by this year.

I've been planning to save up more this year too. I wanna get to have a chance to go overseas w my friends. Hope that after this major exams in May, I can go overseas for a short getaway to relax and rest myself and then work like a cow when I'm having my sch term break. This is one goal that I wanna work very hard towards to.

Can't believe that I'm turning 20years next month! Sucks to be inside the 20 category and next year officially an adult. Wonder how my 20th birthday celebration would go this year. Every year I've almost the same thing, have a good dinner and then down for ktv and home. My dream birthday celebration would be something like a surprise party kinda thing. I never have any surprise party before because I'm always the one surprising people. As everyone knows that I always have very crazy ideas. And they work out pretty good most of the time as my friends always get really surprised. Yeah, just hope maybe I could have a surprise this year too :] (Ahh, maybe shld stop dreaming about it too)

Sometimes I'm really glad that I met bin. Cause he's jus so understanding to me for most of the things. And his patience and temper is wayyyy tooooo good to th max. I've been single for almost close to 2years. So when it came at the last day of 2009, I jus didn't know how to react. When we officially went out tgt, I suddenly had this very not used to it. But now it's all good. Hope everything goes smoothly too.

Think it's getting a lil draggy here, gonna stop here and till the next update!

We're in 2010

2010-01-02T23:27:00.000-08:00

New year eve :>

My new year eve was spent over at a dinner with bin and aftermath he send me off to meet my boys over @ Haji Lane for sisha! The boys(twin, ked, sadness, ray, ah zai, france and ernest) were all early this time round and the ones who were late were me,yun and terry :/ After dinner we headed upstairs for sisha. The service that day was SUPER lousy. We had to call for the person umpteen times to get our orders and refills for the charcoal. Initially we we wanted 1 mint and 1 grape but it dragged way too long for the grape so we ended up having the mint only. When the clock striked 12mn, we cheers and wish each other a happy 2010! Bin called me and wished me on the phone :) Aftermath we decided to hit Tantric for apple martinis! Saw people whom I havent seen for the longest time, gave them big hugs and wished them a happy new year. Had a couple of drinks with twiny and we headed outside to find Ked. Saw Aloysious outside and we caught up a bit before we(me, twiny, ked and aloysious) walked over to maxwell for supper. The feeling seems so old school. It's totally like the life we led 2years back but everything changed now:) After supper, ked drove us home and I got home around 3am. Turned in right after a quick shower.

Afterall I'm really glad during the last day of the year, I got to spend the new year with people whom I've lost touch with for close to one year. They're none other than Sadness and Ray. Many things happened within this one year and we drifted and lost contact. But i'm really glad that after so much things that happened, we're back together as friends:) During the last 2years, I've seen how things/people changes. Who are the ones who're true to us. I'm glad I've gained back everything I've lost last 2years :]

Been out till late every night till 1am or 2am. Ktv, Indochine, movies and many more. Our recent fav hangout place would be Indochine and we're planning to join the membership cause we're the alcoholic peeps ; me, bin, ky, g sis and estee. Probably intending to celebrate my birthday with the CO peeps over there, pop some bottles and have a good time ;]

Have been going out with bin for movies and stuffs, im making him broke soon. Hahaha. I'm really glad that he's really understanding to me for most of the things.

You may not be the best in everything but to me, u're the best:)

Ready for 2010 :]

2009-12-29T20:26:00.000-08:00

'09 has been a pretty good and bad year for me. I made new friends, been overseas, started uni, people leaving my life, gaining back what I've lost blah blah blah. Many changes took place this year. I'm proud to say for myself that I've changed for the better throughout this whole year.

January

For the first time, my happy pills came over to my place for house visits! And we went round and round everyone's place and ending up at Amos's place for bbq :) I'm glad I had met them during my diploma times and we actually went through many things together! We go club, pub, hand in assigns tgt, copy each other work(sometimes), steal food from the canteen, left class for lunch early, bbq together, supper tgt and everything under the sun! Really glad they entered my life, even though we've a pretty wide age gap but they're all like my brothers and sisters to me. We share and have fun together always. For my 20th birthday, I made a pact to celebrate it with them as well :]

Febuary

My 19th birthday was also spent with my baobeis for the first time :D Entering CO was indeed a good choice. I met and made ALOT of new friends. Some who are always my Hi-Bye friends at work, some who are the ones who never fail to ask for a drink after work @ Indochine, some like my jie-meis who're the best and im glad we shared a pretty strong bond. Thanks to god for letting me met them and build sucha strong bond between us :]

My happy pills are always the ones who're so lovable when they see me drunk upside down. For my 19th birthday was also my first time spending it with them and went hit dlb O for good drinks. I had a 7 series which nearly killed me. Basically I wasn't gone at all but only tipsy. Whereas Brandon was totally gone. They had to kinda "carry" me to Amos's house for the night and we ended up waking up late for class the next day. I was having alcohol inside my head still :/

And then not forgetting, I will always have my best friend around for birthdays. This year, he got me a really biggg gift :) Having to be able to celebrate my birthdays with him around every year, is something I look forward to. Because it marks another year into our twinyship. Thanks for being around all these while when I was in my down moments. Thanks for all those advices that you gave me when I needed to sort out my life. Feel so glad to have you as a twiny beside me ;]
I still rmb V.day this year was definitely something very impromptu. As twiny was still working in Tantric then, I decided to spend the V.day there with them! And my baby, qy texted me asking for a meetup. So in the end, I met her down at Tantric and we spend 09 V.day together. Baby bought me lovely rochers bouqet :)
Then it was meetup with Ben who wanted to treat me to a meal since my birthday has just passed by. I rmb he was having this CLEO Bachelors meeting over at City Hall mrt. I met him after he was done. Got to know a new friend by the name of Gary through him as well. Had a wonderful time in Shokudo at Raffles City eating and making jokes around.

March
It was our first virgin trip to Zirca. I still rmb we popped quite alot of bottles that night. Dancing our night through with alcohol and fun company. It was kinda the first time we 3 went club together :)

On March 13th, my bestie for 12yrs aka twiny enlisted into the army to serve the nation. The night before we went in, he went to shave off his precious hair he had been having for the past 18yrs. I was still laughing at how bigg his head was. And this photo was taken during his first book out and we went to dined in at our all-time fav Waruka @ Heeren's. Still rmb we hit Tantric to have a drink or 2 after that. From then on I know, twiny had become a real man ;P

April
Basically most of my jie meis birthday this year was spent with me :) really love them :DD

Sparky-the-forever-hyper dog, passed away in April. I still rmb Brandon was kinda affected by it. He was Brandon's fav dog though he's naughty but still he never fail to make us smile and laugh at his silly action :)

Estee's 25th birthday over at Top One @ bugis :)

May

It was also through working in CO that pulled me and Fel to be closer. Initially when she first entered CO, i thought she was super guai lan as she didn't smile and her face is like totally black -.- so I didnt felt like talking to her. It was only after when she started to open up to all of us and we started to mingle around, I find her actually pretty awesome. She's someone who I can share my thoughts or problems with. And one thing is that even though we don't really hang out as much as compared to the past, but we never fail to update each other once in a while. Thats something like a deep bond inside :) Happy to have met her in 2009

MIKAL CHONG! He's one of the awesome new friends that I've made in 2009. He entered CO to work while waiting to be enlist. Time really flies and now he is already done with his 3 months BMT! :D Steady la you brother. I'll never forget the good old times we have in CO :)
That was our annnually awards night over at Indochine. I still rmb G sis won "The Best Part Timer" award! I was sooo happy for her as her efforts for the last 2yrs really paid off. And now, she's a 3rd IC for her shop :)

My lovely sister, Sandy Ng! She's the first friend of mine to be married and I was part of her sister band! Even though we didn't had a blink the night before but we managed to pull through the whole day and still looking as good as ever in the night for the dinner. I still rmb that was how I became her wedding dinner's MC.

June
My lovely sister band is one of those awesome people I've met in 2009. I still rmb we weren't very close in the beginning but as time goes by, we actually build up a strong bond among ourselves. We went from being colleagues at work to being sisters who meet up regurlarly for bowling sessions, supper, dinners, ktv and shopping. With the addition of the 2 new guys, Aaron and Wenhui, I'm glad we could actually bond well and we could click really well. They're all like my big brothers to me:) Thank you girls, without you girls, part of my life will never be soooo fun!

July
Win's breatfriend 21st party at Ascotts @ raffles place. He was the first person that I attended a 21st party:)

Farewell to my sister, Candy. We held a farewell supper for out beloved SM, Candy as she was transferred over to Novena Square. I still rmb they were still saying that I was bout to cry when I was saying what I wanna say to her but I wasn't and in the end, they made me cry. I was both sad and happy for her. Being transferred out to a mega store meant a promotion in a way and of course I was happy for her but at the same time, I wouldn't be able to work with her anymore. Miss those times we chiong work tgt:)

August

My dearest G sis who has the same temper, same attitude and same thinking as me was transferred over to Ion):

September
23rd Sept marks my mommy's 51st birthday. Thanks mom for being there always and being sucha awesome mommy!

On the 17th Sept 09, I gained back something which I thought I had lost forever. Thank you for giving me this chance to mend back the friendship and make everything right again. You guys are really part of my life which will NEVER disappear. We might hardly meetup but as long as we know when we need each other we're there, thats more than enough:)

October

My first ever trip to KL with twiny and Noel&co. It was really a awesome 3D2N trip that I had. I'll miss those times and hopefully we can hit for a trip in 2010 again!

November

It marks G sis 21st birthday party. And her life as an adult begins now :)

The annually awards night over at Dunston Hill which got all of us confused. But it was a good night with awesome company and beer:)

18th Nov 09 was the big day for my beloved sister, Candy. I was her bridesmaid and for the whole day it was really super tiring and busy. But I am really happy for her as she found her true happiness and someone who is going to spend her life with down the road:)

Yun's 28th birthday over @ Nabins! Something to sum up the night : Blissful night @ Nabins. I hope we can celebrate each other's birthday as more years goes by:)

December

Can't believe that I actually went overseas twice this year. Bkk with my family. My sisters and I were mad crazy to have brought back 3 full luggages of clothes,accessories, shoes and bags back! Also it was a time that I got to bond even more with my 2 sisters. Love them!

Xmas this year was spent very meaningfully and peacefully. Thanks for the great night peeps:)

I've thought about what my new year resolution would be for 2010.

1. Achieve a 2nd upper honours in studies
2. Make better progress @ work
3. To be a better friend towards all my loves
4. To be a even better daughter to my parents
5. Able to save up more this time round
6. Go on a trip with my friends either tw or bkk is fine:)
7. A surprise birthday party for myself, never had one before.
8. Achieve more things in life
9. Cultivate the good habit of reading
10. Hopes for all good things to come and bad things to end:)

I am ready for 2010, are you?:)

2009-12-13T06:57:00.000-08:00

I'm welcoming my monday with work and home. My life is seriously getting more and more mundane. I haven't been out enjoying myself for one single day. All I did was work, home, sleep, wake up, work, sch, home and sleep again! I've still got 3more weeks of sucha life to go on until end of dec. Will be super busy from mon to wed. Need to pack my stuff for the trip, get my neccessities(my fake lashes!!), buy my xmas gifts and deposit my cheaque(YAY! it's finally here!). I'm also on the verge of falling sick, been having sore throat since saturday night till now and slight flu. It's only 11pm now but I really need to sleep. Another busy day again tmr, till then:)

2009-12-10T07:25:00.000-08:00

Got more photos from the photographer for Candy's wedding :>

Today was a longgg day for me. In the morning, I woke up late for class so I just simply grabbed my clothes and did a light makeup and grabbed my bag off I went to school. Lucky for me, the bus was fast today and I managed to reach 10mins before class. After class, I bus-ed down over to town to collect my working uniform over at CO. Spent an hour there choosing and ended up with more tops this time round. Aftermath had lunch with G sis, alex, Mr Chan and Joan over at Lucky Plaza. Then I headed back to school with 2 heavy lecture notes on my hands and a bag of CO clothes in my bag, super heavy. Was late for Psoc class for 15mins but he hasn't started as he was giving out the last class test. Didn't do as well as last round, gonna work harder. After class, while waiting for twiny to come down SIM, I sat around with KH and Madonna. Ked picked us up at the bus stop and we headed to lot one for a simple dinner. Over to twiny's place to get a book and hard-disk before I left for home around 1030pm. I was feeling super shag on the way home. Saw my mom sleeping on the couch when I got home, she was so worn out by the painting of my house today. Sometimes I find my parents very cute, when they've nothing to do, they find something to do(e.g painting the house). Hahaha.

It's 1130pm, i'm going to bed very soon. I've Maths class tmr morning and work after school. Then around 8pm I need to head down to Timbre for the aftermath grad party with happy pills. Around 11pm gonna head down to Newton for supper with my colleagues :> Another long and tiring day ahead tmr but it is somehow good as it keeps my mind off things. Think I'll shut down straight when I hit the sheets in 5mins time.

Bkk next week is really a good getaway for me.

Sis's birthday:)

2009-12-08T08:18:00.000-08:00

Happy birthday to my dearest Er Jie! :>
Basically spent my lovely tuesday noon with my mom,sis and my brother. My Da Jie wasn't around as she's currently enjoying her life away in Europe. Fucking awesome right. We had Tampopo @ Taka for lunch. My first time experience there and I'd say the food is good! :> The ramen is pretty Q and the soup base is yummylicious! Quite good for a first time experience though ;p Aftermath we headed to Coach whereby my mom bought herself a new wristlet for 200 odd bucks. Next to Taka and we spent up to an hour there as mom wanted to get herself a new handbag. There were just so many different brands to choose from and we were pretty lost. Hahaha. In the end, mom bought a CK bag which is 200 plus after discount and a Como brand bag for 80plus. Wooh, she really spent today. We had to go down to CK Tang to get the bag as taka doesnt have anymore new piece. So before that we went to the tea lounge at taka level 3 for high tea. Their cakes are awesomeeee :DDD I wanted to look for new pumps but there wasn't any that I saw today so I gave it a miss.

Instead, I bought myself a new sequin sneakers! :D After so long of not buying covered shoes, i bought one. Gonna wear it to work :>

Can't believe my bkk trip is just next week! Tmr's H birthday dinner @ Ion. It's gonna be a longg and busy day tmr.

Met twiny at our house area for a good catch up just now. Simply just talked anything under the sun. I'll most prob be seeing him for movie on thurs night.

So till then!

2009-12-06T08:08:00.000-08:00

I love this picture here, G sis and I both look good :> Btw it was during Candy's wedding.

Tmr's monday(again), I managed to survive through this hectic week once again. But that's not the end, there's still more to come by, next week is going to be even worse. I'm only looking forward to week 3 whereby I can totally let loose in Bkk with my family. I swear to do a good solid retail therapy there. Goodness, I need plenty of it!!!

I'll be working 6days this coming week with 3days of sch. And then I'm having dinner with H(no idea where yet though). Plus friday night I'm having my CO gathering, supper + drinking session with all my steady khakis. Then my sis birthday is on tues, i'm going for high tea in Taka! And Angelina's birthday dinner also on tues evening. WOW WOW WOW. I'm too busy for any other things nowadays.

My camera flew to Switzerland with my eldest sis. Trying to revive the old one for the upcoming events this coming week.

Sigh, I look so fat. MY FACE!!! :<<

I'm gg to bed really soon. My headache hits in alr. urghhh.

Photoless post

2009-12-04T10:10:00.001-08:00

Basically this week zoomed past just like that. Last weekend while blogging, I was still whining so much bout how tiring this week is going to be. I didn't skip school at all. Ok, or maybe not, JUST PMKG class on thurs morning. The previous night(wednesday) I had school early in the morning followed by a 5hrs work which is equivalent to a 10hrs work shift kinda thing. Aftermath G sis along with Weibin and Ky asked me out for "Paranormal Activity" over at PS. K, as I'm typing all the scary mamas scenes is flashing through my brain. STOP THINKING RACH!

Yesterday(since it's past 12mn), I went ktv with twiny, ked, yvonne, yy and imran. Hit partyworld over @ Liang Court. Sang for a good solid 4hrs. Had sucha good time catching up with yy since we hadn't seen her for the longest time. In fact, I was "interrogating" her on her -secret-. Anyway Mhd Sultan for Bak Ku Teh aftermath then Ked dropped all of us home. On the way back, while we were all in the car, I suddenly realise '09 is gonna be over really soon. But it has indeed been a really fruitful year for me. I gained back alot of things and lost some. Oh well, let's get movin' to '10 then. We talked about our new year resolutions for the upcoming year and created many stupid crap outta the topic. Basically till now my new year resolution would be saving up as much as I can and be able to go on a trip with my friends and faster get through year 2 of UOL prog.

I need to work harder for my studies. Lucky me, I made a new friend in maths class today. Her name's Carrie and she's nice :) She offered me her notes to copy since I missed out the previous few. And the lecturer nearly fell on the platform today during class. Everyone basically burst out laughing but he was pretending to be all normal and continue teaching. Sometimes I find him so wtf but he's still funny afterall :> Hopefully next week I'll be able to get self studying started anywhere. Cause my Psoc lecturer seems to be finishing the module soon yet half of it im pretty stuck on it. I just realise most of the lectures are ending in early Jan. That spells bad cause exams are coming soon. Wooh. Work hard rach!

Anyw got to hit the sheets now, im working tmr. nights people of the worlddd!

a busy week

2009-11-29T08:44:00.000-08:00

This week that has just passed(since its midnight) has been really hectic. Even though I had only just one full day of school, but the rest of it was just packed with work, work and even more work. Especially now that the sales period for xams is bout to begin, im going to be so worn out everyday. Basically for this coming week, I've only 1off day(thurs) because I've one whole day of school and I wont be able to work then.

I remember Monday night I had my annual awards night then we went to drink until the next morning. The whole tuesday I spent my time at home recuperating from the night out and large amt of alcohol that was inside me. Wednesday I was back to work and I rested myself early as I've sch on thurs morning. Thursday was just plainly school for the whole day, I had lunch with my mom and my brother got back his PSLE results; 220. Fairly not bad for his standard. Friday was work again and more work. Saturday was really tiring day at work, I was busy from morning until evening. Dragged my whole body energy to meet twiny and Noel for Waruku. Super good cheap deal meal we had and we strolled to FEP to get Noel's cap, cab home and had some beer with twiny before I left for home. In the end, I didnt head to Sitex with my mom they all, I slept till late and woke up for work, again -.- Today wasn't that bad, just that I was super sleepy during the first few hrs of work and I didnt talk much. The rest thought something unpleasant happened to me and came asking me whether I was alright. Hahaha, Jean was the first to come and asked me that.

I actually intended to stay in tmr but I need to be out to get gifts and some materials for xams gifts so got to spend my time alone in town hunting for things again. The only thing I could think to get my time spent more usefully is to get indulge into reading again. So tmr im going to get "New Moon". Many things to do tmr plus some self studying.

Got to run along now for bed. My pimples are popping out soon.

work work work

2009-11-27T09:25:00.000-08:00

Love them to the max! :) We've got the best customer service team award! :D
Working with this bunch of fun-filled colleagues, work will never be boring :) You'll get different kinda jokes, craps, nonsense, gossips and endless amount of laughter. They just make working life a BIG difference! I'm glad I met them at CO! Be it the good/bad times or even the worst times(GSS/Xmas Sales), we practically have been through it together. Sometimes we all get so sick and tired of facing the endless piles of messy clothings needed to be arranged, we whine and still do it together. Especially when we're all tired after a day of work, we're still happy as we've each other there. Let's work hard dearies!

This bunch was my ex bunch of colleagues(other than rebec and shirin), I really miss working with them as well! They make working life so awesome too! We always have never ending things to talk about or make fun about. We may all seem different at work but aft work, we're all the same; so havoc and fun. The amazing thing is how well we bonded within sucha short time(maybe less than 2weeks?) Amazing people at my work life, really miss working with them so much! :D But seeing all of them promoting to SM and 2nd ICs, I too am very happy for them!

Sometimes it isn't too much of a torture to be working esp when you've these kinda fun people around, you'll never fail to smile at work :)

My brother is so noisy, playing CS beside me somemore with all the gun shooting sound effects. He told me something funny earlier on,

Bro: I'm very happy(says in his high pitch fatty tone)
Me: Why??
Bro: Cause I finally PLUCK up the courage to ask daddy for a new desktop!
Me: Wah, not bad sia you.
Bro: Of course lah, this kinda thing must PLUCK UP ALL YOUR COURAGE ONE LEH!

Indeed, asking my dad for several things needs alot of courage sometimes. Cause he niam you non-stop for things he thinks you might not need. Say for instance; hp. His stubborn mindset is to change them only when they're spoil. His definition of a spoilt phone = Can't be on, screen cracked/black out, service until cant service kind. See, how powerful my dad is. Bth him sometimes too.

Work tmr again, one week pass super fast luh. Next week having full 3days of sch and then work again. Ok lah, my Psoc classmates are making me come to class now. Hahaha. School isnt too boring afterall with friends ard, i guess :>

And i think im addicted to beer, god!

confessions;

2009-11-25T06:55:00.000-08:00

Oh man finally its mid week; wednesday!! I'm so happy for I've only one day of school this week which is tmr :D I just need to be obedient and get my bloody ass moving to Psoc class @ 330pm tmr! Beforehand would be having lunch with my mom and my bro since my brother is going to collect his PSLE results in school tmr, best of luck dude! :>

Anyway I'm so glad I hadn't waste wednesday. I worked! :D Need money so much nowadays for next month's shopping trip. After work, I had lunch with G sis they all @ lucky plaza sibei sedapp malay fried chicken rice. Fattening i know, but eat already then go on diet :D My always diet motto; eat already then go on diet. Well I supposed its not too late right? Hahaha.

Since I ended work early, I decided to hit home straight cause I'm bloody tired from waking up so early. I was too lazy to walk to the bus-stop so decided to train home instead. The idea of surprising Candy @ Lot 1 CO came to me. But in the end, she haven't reported there yet -.- took a bus home from Lot 1. When I got home, I went into my room(as usual) and I saw my fav VIVI mag on the table! Of course the latest issue lah. My mom super eh zai nowadays! She even knows my fav mag lor. Love you mommy. Anyw I just lazed on my bed reading my VIVI and shaking my legs enjoying the air con. Shiokkk.

The sedep malay fried chicken rice was like my brunch cum dinner. I was still feeling super full when it was near 8pm. So I skipped dinner and just had chicken soup. Not bad leh, can diet like that :> In the end, went to change my nail colour as I was watching tv and my very pesky mom came beside me and pretend to see. I know what she thinking, she confirm want me help her change also. In the end, I was right man. Finished off her toe nails with a fresh coat of maroon-red:) Hahaha, then my dad suddenly hold 2 $50 notes towards me and my mom told me that my dad managed to earn some money in his shares that he bought. Wahhhh super shiokkk. This year he super huat ttm! First was lottery and he gave us 1k each and now shares.

So I was thinking to get another new pair of boots again on friday and the harem pants I saw! Plus lacey leggings. Argh, women just cant resist the temptation of shopping around!!

On another side, shikin(my 3rd IC) is transfering over to PS CO next week as a SM! Happy for her as she has worked for it and of course I've seen how awesome she is. Sad, as we won't be able to crap during work sometimes, have lunch tgt, pop tgt, complain and whine tgt man. Nevertheless, I will visit her at PS when im free :> Seeing them all promoting makes me happy for them!

Anyw Xmas is next month! I've yet to get some of the handmade presents done up. Need to start working on them next week:)

Talked to twinny today and we both had some kind of confession talk. So glad we poured out how we felt. Nevertheless, no matter what it is, at the end of the day, as long as we've got each other, thats what matters. Cheers to u my 12yrs of twin!

awards night

2009-11-24T00:56:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was our company anuually held awards night. This time round, they set it at a pub @ Tanjong Pagar called Uluru Pub. Super ulu place indeed. Everyone had a hard time finding the pub. We managed to get there only at 11pm. The awards ceremony was at 12am and I'm glad Alex and Shikin did wisma team proud :DDD Aftermath, everyone started to party and drink. I had a few rounds of beer, man it was good:D The whole thing ended around 1am and some of us suggested to head for a drink at Boat Quay and so we all cabbed down. Picked some random pubs and settled in for more beer and some singing session. Ky was sucha loser, he couldn't take it anymore and left at 4am. While the rest of us stayed on and we ended up eating Mac breakfast! Afterwhich we all cabbed back home seperately, dropped by Yishun to pick up Ming's pounch before we hit home.

Got a quick shower before I hit my sheets. I woke up at 12pm and thank alex for that I could stay in to sleep today. So I slept from 7am to 4pm. Super shiok feeling but I need more sleep. Luckily I've no school tmr. I need to stop drinking so much, my liver is gonna die anytime if I continue drinking so much. Mr Fu might be asking me for drinks @ Winebar tmr, ohman.

I'm having all the unhappiness downed in the alcohol.

Stay home saturday night :(

2009-11-21T07:47:00.000-08:00

Basically today is really a stay home saturday night for me. How awesome! I thought this weekends would be something happening since my dad isn't in town. Oh well, I guess I just got to save up the partying and energy all for monday when awards night happens.

In the morning, woke up as early as 7am for work, busy for the whole time and knocked off at 2pm. Went lunch with G sis and aftermath I hit home. Text random people that I haven't been seeing for the longest time to ask them out for a drink but it all turns out that everyone is busy! :< In the end, I decided to stay in tonight and have dinner with my mom and sis(been long man). Settled down for kfc for dinner and I think it wasn't a really good choice. When I got home, I had diahorrea for 4times. Couldn't figure out what was the thing that caused it so badly.

I'm starting to feel a little better now and I hope I get better tmr. Been falling sick nowadays. Maybe I've been over-exerting myself too much recently. To be exact, there're certain things I wanna get my mind off from thus I'm keeping myself very occupied nowadays. Making sure I've fully kept my time in use and I've no extra time to let my mind wander off. Actually the main concern here is still studies. Something I'm totally not confident in at all. Fuck all these thoughts now that im letting them come in. I know it isn't a very healthy way of doing this but I just don not wanna think about those things.

I could foresee that in the upcoming dec I'd been triple the times busier than now. My working days would be increased to 5times per week, leaving only 2days off for sch. I'm having my 4d3n bkk trip. Holding a xmas gathering for the close loved ones :) Basically work is going to occupy ALOT of my time. Meanwhile there're still 2 more weeks to dec, I wanna get as many hrs as possible to work and save up for bkk.

Life's still goes on when we fall. I've learnt this in a hard way. No matter how bad my day is, I'd still need to go work/sch, do my assigns, get my things all done up.

My stomach's churning now again. im gg to sleep away the bloody pain.

Candy's wedding

2009-11-20T08:42:00.000-08:00

Finally finally, Candy's wedding is over :> Well, even though it wasn't me who was getting married but we've all been busy helping her out with her wedding stuffs. Looking at the guestbook and car plate, I felt really satisfied with my art work!

Apparently, it seems like a custom that we girls would not be sleeping the night before the wedding. As usual we had mj session until 4 or 5am. Everyone started to get to shower and start putting on makeup as early as 5am. And we headed over to her neighbour's place to get our hair done at 630am. Some of them only joined us in the morning. Anyw the groom(aaron) only arrived at 9am. Hahaha, he was having a really hard time eating raw bittergourd, red pepper, carrot and garlic! The most extreme one wasn't by us but wendy! She got lime juice and vinegar all mixed together as a drink for them! Eeeew, and the groom and brothers did it. *THUMBS UP* We shifted from her place to her in-law's place over at Bedok. Imagine from woodlands to bedok and bedok to woodlands again, the car ride was just quiet as we were all asleep. For the whole day, I didn't have much chance to rest as I needed to help her with her gown as I was the bridesmaid. Now I really can imagine how tired she was.

In the end, I didn't get back home to put my stuffs before the dinner as time was too short. So instead I had a shower over at her place, changed into my dress and redo my hair again. We left to the restaurant at 5pm and quickly got everything done up. I was doing up the video and montage the whole time before I was out at the reception around 7pm. The food was surprisingly good. But I didn't have much appetite because I was too shagged. After the whole dinner ended, we helped her with some packing up before we left tgt. Right at this moment, ming suggested for a drink @ Princep St.

I ended up at home around 3am. Totally forgot how I shower, remove my makeup and the next thing I know was, I ended up in my bed with my home clothes and hugging my cushions and towel. I had to ask my mom what happen to me. My first time letting her know I was gone. But I swear the next day I suffered majorly. My hangover was SUPER bad, the whole day I laid there sleeping and sleeping with no much appetite for anything.

As for today(friday), I make my way to work. Beforehand I met my mom for shopping. Got myself a new pair of heels, shirt and a cap. I need more shoes and im getting a boots for awards night on monday! :D Can't wait for it man. I need some beer, life's too tiring.

I jus stoned when I saw u.

Hi My Sweetheart!

2009-11-16T02:20:00.000-08:00

Basically today I was free from work&school. I need to rest myself if not I'd be falling sick again and having outbreaks on my face soon. I wanted to head out to town to source for a offshoulder bodycon but I was too lazy. So I decided to do it tmr instead. Meeting Alan around 11am to wash/blow/straighten my hair and he's going to teach me some makeup skills! Then I'd be down to town shopping around for a dress and meeting candy in the late noon for manicure. In the evening, will be accompanying G sis to shop for her white heels and hair extensions. At night, we'd hit Candy's crib and spent the night there, waking up like 4 or 5am the next day for her wedding customary! Okay, gonna be a tiring wednesday and im soooo glad i've no sch on thurs morning! I can drink moreee on wed! :))
Heard about this show from tw variety show. So I decided to catch it online on youtube since I was having some time off from work and sch this afternoon. I'd say it's damn hilarious. The way how Show Luo potray himself as a nerd with a mushroom head, nerdy specs and his "tutu" mouth. Particularly like Rainie Yang's dressing in this show, something very boyish yet it can still bring out the feel of a small punk girl. I wanna get harem pants, studded strappy heels and studded vest when I'm in bkk! :DD

Just look at nerd Show Luo is in this show. High socks somemore with his fav pink panther. Lol!

dogs lover outing; fitting

2009-11-15T21:34:00.000-08:00

Last weekend, we finally had a proper zj outing with everyone present ;) There was some dogs lover outing going on and so we hit Tanjong Beach @ Sentosa and brought our family pet, baby along! Among all the dogs, he is the smallest of them all. And also the most anti-social dog. Hahaha, i think its because he hasn't interact with so many dogs before and seen so many people around that he growls when people wanna carry him. Worse still, when monster twiny carries other dogs, he will growl. Sucha jealous ass. The weather was good, it wasn't too hot nor rainy. There was cool breeze blowing at us and we were playing around with baby. Left sentosa around 5plus and we hit back to monster's crib. Twiny bathed baby and for we had dinner packed up at his place to eat while watching dvds. Ended up the dvd wasn't that nice and we ended up sitting at the balcony talking away till 1am. When I got home, I went to bed the moment after I showered.

The next day, I woke up early for work. Super tiring and boring. There weren't much crowd nor things to do. After work, I had lunch with ky&kim @ LP. Then trained down to woodlands to candy's place. As usual her family was mahjonging away while I sat with her at the sofa and watched tv. Headed to the bridal shop @ Chompang around 6plus. Tried on my bridesmaid gown for the 2nd time and everything done. Rushed down to monster's twiny crib at 7plus for bbq. It was one of ked's friend birthday. Everything ended around 11pm and hit home aftermath. Slept only at 1am cause I was watching some video that yvonne asked me to. Hahaha. Still feeling tired and I don't know what I should wear for the wedding dinner at night. I think im gg out to source for clothes later! :D

friday night with popcorns :)

2009-11-13T09:25:00.000-08:00

Caught 2012 after work @ Lot 1 with monster twiny, ked, noel & lionel just now. The storyline was abit typical and the whole show turned out to be a little draggy. Nevertheless, the thrill was there. You'll get so excited sometimes when things are nearing the end. And you'll see how cruel people can turned out to be. They can heck you just because they wanna save themselves. At the point where the world is going to end, the rich used all the money they've to find ways to get out safe. And the poor just faced the fact, they didn't do much. Some just prayed while others kept walking in hope of getting a safe shelter and some even hugged their families and died together.

My cramp this time round was bad. Yesterday I had to cab home aft class because I couldn't really wait for the bus anymore. My face went pale and I broke out in cold sweat. When I got home, I took painkillers and luckily I got better before Psoc class in the late noon. Had Psoc class test(open book), practically can find the answers for most of the qn there. Sometimes during Psoc class, I don't really understand what the lecturer is talking about as some of the notes are really hard to digest. But when i was doing the test today, i felt that if I make more effort in getting the notes into me, I could score. I'm determined to have more self study in sch library next week.

The time passes so fast when you're busy working. Even though I was feeling hungry and tired as I didn't have lunch before work. I was running late for work as beforehand I went to trim my hair over at Alan's. This time round, his salon is more furnished. It's really a relaxing place to do yr hair and relax at the same time. He was nice enough to have send me down since it was raining. Thanks dude!

i'm gg to bed now! goodnights!

Happy 21st birthday my "fei xinnnn"

2009-11-12T04:58:00.000-08:00

Yesterday evening after work ended, I headed down to Top One @ bugis for cousin's 21st birthday celebration :) I wouldn't recommend Top One if you're expecting for a nice place to sing, good food and drinks. The place is pretty cheena peh peh. And the room isn't very big. Even when I had 5pax ytd, we were given quite a small room. I think kbox offers a bigger room. The drinks all tasted weird, luckily we bought mac up for dinner! Sing, sang and sung till 11plus before we all left the place in seperate cabs.

Hoho, I did the bun up myself in Top One :> loving the rose clip!

Anyway ytd was considered the first time I went out with my cousin and sisters! Haha, we don't have the habit of going out very often even though we stayed quite near each other. But we were good playmates since young. I still rmb how often we used to go over popo's place for holiday during dec sch holidays. Then we'd go to the backyard and play "masa masa". If not we will be cycling around to buy ice cream or even going down the basketball court to play. Childhood memories are things never to be forgotten:) Haha, make a deal with my sisters and cousin to go Zouk mambo night next mth! We shld be going on the 16th dec exactly one night before we fly off to bkk on th 17th. Super cool, I like:D

When you grow older, you realise you click better with yr siblings. I still rmb my sisters and I weren't very close when we were young. Almost half of the time you will see us brickering non-stop. Then my dajie and erjie would be on the same side and I'm alone :< Hahaha. So my parents decided to get me a younger sibling and turned out to be my fat brother. Nevertheless it's good to have a brother too. I wonder how it'd have been if I've another younger sister. Never wanna imagine too. It was recent years that I started to be talking more to my sisters and then whenever we've family dinners, we will be yaking non-stop and doing stupid things. Hahaha. The stupid thing is, I thought that they didn't know I go clubbing and all cause I know they don't like me doing that often. But facebook tells everything! So I was sharing my experience with them and now im going with them! Fucking unbelieveable! But true.

For wed and thurs, I've been VERY good. I did not skip class nor left halfway. I paid 101% attention in class with a few mins of dozing off though. There's been events gg on in sch man. I just wanna get outta sch aft class ends everyday now. But I realise there're actually alot of people doing studying in the sch library. I think I'll go there more on thurs afternoon. Must instill more self-discipline for studies.

Finally tmr is fridayyyy. I wanna get a haircut tmr after work. Saturday will be sucha lovely day since im having zj outing!! YAY! We're finally hanging out tgt for a proper outing! Can't wait at all. And we will be bringing our dear zj family pet, baby! :D Plus kedrick hei bi hiam is also coming. I can't wait! Then sunday got bbq also! :DDD Eat eat eat and shed shed shed at the same time.

goodthebye!

sudden shoe-loving

2009-11-10T07:03:00.000-08:00

It was probably this year that I started to fall in love with pretty lingerie. At first, it was from cotton on body. Every week I go there at least once aft work to get my hands on the new arrival lingerie. Then Tiffy recommended me to La Senza. She was really good, i'd say for she gave me pretty good recommendations on what type of bra I should get and we even shared those 5 for something panties promotion. Then I started to splurge on a good bra once every month when I get my pay. Hahaha, it doesnt sound as mad though( just once a month). Aftermath was mommy, she bought me my first triumph bra. From then on, I was so into triumph lingerie. From La Senza, I shifted my once a month thing to truimph. Really can't afford to save on those pretty lingerie. Just can't get my hands off them!

Tell me whether I should get myself a pair of nice boots, I really love boots but it isn't a common fashion in Sg, how sad :<>

I'm saving up badly for bkk trip next month! Can't wait at all because I intend to buy 1year supply of clothings there and get as many shoes as possible!!! If I come back with 12pairs, don't be surprised. Shopping is going to be part of me soon. I think I might even forsake my lunch money for shopping!! Right now, Im stopping my shopping in Sg for 3weeks before bkk trip on 17thdec. So I can save as much money and spent it all in bkk next month!

And I came up with this idea of bringing alot of shows to sch to watch on thurs after morning class. So I can spent my 3hrs studying/ watching shows till it is 330pm and I will go for Psoc class. This is so far the best method that I can think of to make myself stay for Psoc class. Other than going to town to shop. I tried that before and it didnt work at all. Hahaha. After talking with rebecca about UOL today, I realise it is a 6k worth of studies that I need to put in my 101% effort. If I never make it for the 1st year(which I hope not), I'll go for a Australia cert instead. But for now, never give up if u've never put in yr best effort :)

PH last night

2009-11-08T04:46:00.000-08:00

Yesterday night was the so called pre-planned "hens night" for Candy. It has been sucha long time since I spent my saturday @ home resting myself, watching hk dramas and snacking away with a bag of chips. The best part was, I finally had a afternoon nap after sooooo long! I couldn't remember how long ago I last had one. But it was definitely months ago before sch started. Hah.

So the girls decided to meet up at around 9pm @ vivo. Initially I was feeling pissed off as I felt that my kindness and patience as a friend was taken for granted. Tried to cool myself down by texting G sis about it then I managed to get the anger off me. We only managed to join the quene at 11pm aft waiting here and there for each other. The quene was already mad long and it was all the way outside dragonfly! Lol! I was thinking inside that the club would be so horribly packed. Started to get worried if we couldn't get any tables. Quene for a good 20mins before we were inside the club.

The girls decided to open a bottle and get a table. But everyone was full and so we were sorta given one small space which is awfully small. Alot of people just had to keep walking pass when we were dancing so happily and we had to stop and let them pass. The music that night wasn't something I expected so I didn't dance much except for certain songs. Didn't drink much too, only had a little of the chivas mixed with coke. I can't drink chivas for good, I'll puke badly. We left around 230am? Decided that the night was still young and we hit candy's place.

Had mac for supper and didn't play mahjong. In the end, I caught a small nap before we all cab home around 6plus in the morning. When I got home, showered and ready to turn in, it was already 7am! I woke up at 1030am and slept back till 12pm when I realised I had to meet twiny and ked @ 1pm! So in the end, I was late in meeting them. Ked drove down town and we were window shopping around with twiny's mom. His mom treated us to Waruku for dinner!! :DD Ked dropped me home aftermath. I'm mad tired, need to turn in early tonight and have a good rest at home tmr. Goodbye world, I'll update again!

yy's birthday @ nabin

2009-11-06T06:55:00.000-08:00

Yesterday night was awesome! :DD Initially we had sucha hard time getting from Bugis to nabin cause the cab driver wasn't really sure of the way. I got so pek chek and told him to drop us(twiny and me) off at Haji Lane and we managed to find our way there. Thank god. This time round we tried the rest of the food there. Turns out to be something better than we expected. After dinner, we headed upstairs for shisha, number guessing games and ended up doing all those embarrassing forfeits on the stage in front of the crowd :x my forfeit is my current signature thing ; xu lao shi. Lol! What's a birthday without a cake? Well, we didnt exactly got her a cake but we got a strawberry strudel from Ritz Appe Strudel! Yum yum. The whole night was just perfect with everything in place. Hope yy enjoys her birthday this year :)

On a random note, my moodswing is starting to kick in. I can feel its coming. Getting so moody at little things. Things that I know are just minor issues which has been the way it is. And I react pretty sensitive to it. Last night, halfway thru I didn't know why but I felt so moody all outta sudden. Maybe I know why myself too. Nevertheless, I carry on enjoying myself with the rest as it was a too good night to be wasted spent on emo-ing inside. Loud laughters sometimes makes me feel better esp when im moody. I try to laugh out loud hoping that I could in a good way "vent" it out. I hope im just thinking too much about it and not getting too sensitive over this whole issue. Hopefully I feel better inside soon.

And frankly speaking, I don't feel like going for ladies night tmr anymore. So many things that happened recently makes me feel this way I guess. Everytime when I hear those things, I feel so guilty and it really shows how hypocrital people can get.

I wish that all my xmas wishes this year will be fulfilled.

2009-11-04T05:18:00.000-08:00

Today's is G sis actual birthday. Exactly on this day, one year ago, I got know G sis. I still rmb clearly that I was off from work early and it happened to be her birthday(which back then I didnt know), so G sis was planning to go ktv with the girls. And I was pretty shocked when they invited me along, initially I feel very awkward as I was invited last min and I felt so ps. Thank god, I agreed to this invitation and stayed on. If not we would not have been such great sisters till now! :D On her birthday today, marks 1year in our friendship. I'm really glad, god allow me to meet her and know her as a friend, got close and are now sisters. Other than monster twiny, G sis is another person who knows me inside out. She knows what i'm thinking sometimes and she gives me that smirk on her face. I still rmb when I first know her, I was thinking "how could it be sucha wonder that I could meet someone who has the same bad temper as me, talks loudly, chor lor in the same way, laugh @ the same thing non-stop(when others think it's lame), share many common thinkings etc etc. One thing I can say is, she's definitely more mature than me. When I just can't get to think through certain things, she's there to offer me advice. I was really touched yesterday when she told me something " rach, even if anything goes bad in the future, as long as I've you thats enough." And now, I wanna say the same thing to her " G sis, no matter what may happen to the group in the future, as long as I still have you ard, its enough:)"
Cheers to our 1year old sistership! :)

Today, I managed to get up on time to prepare for sch and reached school earlier than the lecture time. In the end, the lecturer was late by 20mins as there was a bad jam. Lol! Anyw I met up with win,brandon and tiff for lunch(fried chicken rice @ lucky plaza!). Never had I felt so bloated after so longgg. Then I had to go work while Brandon came down with me as he wanted to get polo tees. For the first 3hrs, I nearly fell asleep at work as I was too full from lunch and the crowd wasn't that good. Hahaha. Things picked up slowly aftermath. Suddenly there was a huge crowd and I had so many things on hand to do. Managed to get home within an hr today. So shagged after I showered and had my late dinner. Just talking with my sisters about th upcoming bkk nxt mth makes me soo excited!! :D I will buy a truckload of clothes,shoes, bags and accessories back to supply myself for one whole year! For now, I must scrimp and save!!

Woohoo, going nabin tmr for dinner and shisha! :D Can't wait to meet up with skinny yy :)

Busy week ahead

2009-11-02T03:05:00.000-08:00

The weather is sooo nice today! It'll be best to spend the whole day sleeping away at home. But work has got the better of me. I woke up as early as 7am to prepare and headed for work. Today morning is really busy, the amount of stocks never seems to end, esp SHOES! Omg, I felt like dying when I saw the 30+ cartons(with 20plus units in once carton) all stacked up right in front of me, plastic wrappers were everywhere. Within minutes, I was already working my way through the cartons with a cup of coffee(which later on spilled and stained the carpet)beside me. But busy working makes time pass by faster. After finishing up with the stocks, I had to deal with the pricing of the sales stocks and later to help kin with the VM. Goodness, I was shagged after I ended work at 2pm.

Lunch with Estee, bin and alex @ LP. When we were heading back to wisma, we realised that it was raining cats and dogs outside. Holy cow, what a time to rain when I just had to go fep. Met G sis and when the rain got smaller, I headed to fep. Got myself a romper, dress and accessories :) I wanted to get strappy heels but there wasn't any that caught my eyes. Caught a bus home afterwhich, the rain still didn't stopped. Even after I got home, it was pretty much on and off. Had my dinner @ home today(FINALLY!), miss mommy's homecook food. I realised I finished up all my mini chips more :( Need to get more cookies to stock up at home and in my bag.

Having work for tmr and wed(plus sch). Thurs, I've sch and also yy's birthday celebration over @ ....... (secret). Friday morning, i'm having class then haircut in the afternoon. Hopefully I can meet up with qy at night or maybe for a jog with my 2 bimbos(monked). Saturday will be ladies night with the girls @ PH. Sunday will be my rest @ home day:) Plus to add on, everynight I will need to have 2hrs of selp study. Hope I won't be too tired by then. Life's still going on even when we hit the nail isn it?

Through one recent issue that happened recently, I start to realise how hypocrital humans can get. It's really scary from the way how nice they can be in front of you and backstabbing you so badly on yr back. Y'know, you might not know when you'll be stabbed in the back. Things you do/say might just make them turn off and then they'll just stab u badly at the back. I was stil naive to think that we'll be as close as ever but not now anymore. One thing,I'm glad that it didnt happen on me. But the bad thing is, carrying on the guilt in yr heart is not something easy at all. In fact,its suffocating me sometimes. Nevertheless, no matter what turns out to be in the future, if the truth comes to the light, I hope E would not abandon the friendship.

I'll update again soon.

Ginnie's 21st ; Shisha @ Nabins

2009-10-31T20:54:00.000-07:00

Happy 21st birthday my awesome sister! :) Even though you're sucha a whiner cause you niam niam niam everytime, peel your finger(like no one's business), have gao gao eyeliner and white shimmering eyeshadow plus you always carry yr CO monk's bag and with your m)phosis flats(which goes piak piak when you walk down the steps) and even though you always bitch and suan me BUT I STILL LOVE U! Hope you enjoyed yrself last night and the present from us:)

Your fav signature pose :P
CO!
Look 2 her cute little rabbit foam ears. HAHAHA
Kena sabotaged by us like shit, worse of all, her cousins all came in to join the fun:D
And this is us, love you sisters!(and brothers!)
Trying to be funny here to see who's taller. Lol!
Alright, on friday night aft PMKG class I went down to town to meet monster twiny, ked and noel. Virgin experience to shisha @ nabins. The ambience and company was almost close to perfect. We had beer and mixed fruit flavoured shisha. Omg, it's totally induglence man :D The night was really fun as usual with me and noel around. I'm going there again!!

They all say I look like a secretary with the specs on
Sexy secretary ? :p

Noel is good at that! :D
Fellow sailor moon and noel:)
Mon chao, you better stop stalking my mole with my camera ok! I smack yr tits then u know.
Ked ked ked:)
Sailormoons
Noel's stunts all starts coming in :)
Here's to you; twinnies!
I like this picture cause I look petite size here :DD
Yo, hip hop rocker !
Mon chao, last warning hor, u better stop using my camera to self shot yrself!
Da gary:)

Ending off with lovely sexy company ; twiny&noel :)

Busy

2009-10-29T23:06:00.000-07:00

I had been busy for the past few days. Okay, got to admit that I was too tired sometimes that I skipped classes. I felt so guilty on wednesday morning as the night before(tuesday night) I was @ ming's housewarming, it ended pretty late. By the time I got home, I spent 2hrs on last min revision for accts. End up, I overslept the next morning and couldn't make it in time for sch ): I really need to have better time mgt and more self discipline for the next upcoming week. Need to stop skipping sch, like seriously.

I think I'll be so busy during the first 3 weeks of Nov. G sis 21st birthday bbq this weekend, then hens night with the ladies next saturday over @ PH and yy's birthday celebration, followed by one week before Candy's wedding, I need to go down Yishun to get the brides maid gown tried again to confirm it fits perfectly and lastly would be Candy's wedding. Oh ya! I forgot about awards night on the 23rd Nov! :x Packed schedule all waiting for me man. I need more time, pleaseee.

After spending some time to calculate how much time I need to set aside for self study, I realise it's practically EVERYDAY! I need 2-3hrs to get one lecture done. By next year April, I need to be prepared for prelims, I heard from rebec that it's optional but I'd really wanna go and try to see how well I can do. Exams would be around May or June and then my 2months holidays. I really hope I can plan a tw/bkk trip with monster twiny, ked and yy! Omg, time really is going way too fast. Urghhh

I need to get G sis collage present done up tonight as I'd be out beforehand tmr with my family. Evening time would be meeting up the rest to get her present and down to her chalet at downtown east. My sis's thumbdrive is screwing me up now. Anyway I got to run along already. Meeting monster twiny, ked, noel and sailormoon tonight :D

Last weekend

2009-10-27T19:53:00.000-07:00

Okay, finally I found some time to sit down and do a proper post. The past weekend was so hectic for me. I was practically rushing from sg to malaysia and then from one end of sg to another. Now that it has passed, I can finally get some rest :) Backtrack a little to friday night.
Friday night
Supposingly, monster twiny and me were planning to crash Kino sweetie's birthday party @ Siloso beach resort but we were too tired from the night before. Instead we just met up for dinner over @ lot 1. Decided to meet my girlfriends for supper in town. Met up with Ginnie first before Estee and Candy joined us. We went back home at around 12am.
Saturday
Woke up late and had to cancel away the hair appt with Alan :<>
The brothers drove us over to the groom's place over at Sengkang(kill me pls). Hanged around for a little while before my sister's bf came over to fetch us over to Raffles City Convention Centre for my 2nd sis concovation. It was pretty grand and the tea reception was yummy :P My parents left first as they were too tired. So my sisters and I all hanged around taking photos before my sister's bf sent us home. I was so tired that I took out my contacts and fell asleep on my bed without removing my makeup! Lol! Woke up 2hrs later to shower and prepare for the wedding dinner over at RELC hotel. The food wasn't that fantastic. Anyw the night was still good with my cousins around :)
And countless people just got to keep asking whether my biggest sis(on the right hand side) is my twin sister or is she my younger sister. HAHAHAHA! I feel I look so old now :x
Congrats to myself, I'm officially a driver on the 26th October 2009 :)

2009-10-25T08:27:00.000-07:00

I had a pretty packed weekend; rushed from sg to malaysia and malaysia back to sg for sis's concovation and laslty relc hotel at night for cousin's wedding dinner. Feeling super shag now, i'm gg to get a hot shower, dry my hair and turn in early. Fight for the last battle tmr :D

Keeping my fingers crossed for tmr:)
(i'll blog when I've more time this weeek)

Happy Birthday!

2009-10-23T10:34:00.000-07:00

Finally managed to meet yy up for dinner yesterday! Dined in over at Waraku @Heeren's. For the first time I tried their udon(not really a big fan of udon here), thumbs up! :D Shall try their other udon flavours next time round when I dine there. Omg, I'm still thinking of their Doriyaki Ice cream!! It's way tooooo good! :pWe had a good solid catch up session. It never fail to be filled with madness, laughters and bitchings. Hahaha, we(me, twiny and yy) are good at that! Ked joined us too, yy finally got to meet him. After the dinner, we sat outside Heeren's to lepak and continue talking. I think we're really chatterbox-es. So yy left us(me,twiny and ked) around 10plus. While we continue walking back to fep to collect the car.

Wokay, don't get it wrong here, we're not a couple :>

Happy belated birthday sweetie!(it's after 12midnight anyw). Headed down to Kino sweetie's pub ; TGIF(i likeee the name :D) over a boat quay for his birthday celebration. He had this very big strawberries-filled heart shape birthday cake :p It tasted yummy! Everyone sang him a longggg birthday song when it was midnight. Hanged around and had a dew drinks before we left for home around 1am. Thanks ked for dropping me off at my place :> Had a rather enjoyable night with a good catch up with yy and the celebration for kino(i get to see him once in a blue moon). Hahaha. In the end, I skipped Maths class this morning as I was too tired. I woke up telling myself "Aiya today 1st lecture confirm nothing much". BOOM, I fell back asleep on my bed. My last driving session for today and Mr Ho is pretty confident in me. Good luck to me on Monday! :> Gonna be in Malaysia tmr for cousin's wedding on sunday. Oh man, another wedding and I think im turning into a Malaysian soon, I've been going Malaysia for 2 consecutive weekends!! :x

Back for more updates:>
(facebook is annoying me much nowadays :<)

2009-10-21T01:50:00.000-07:00

KL trip was awsome :D

KL trip, bridesmaid gown fitting, sch, work, life

2009-10-20T07:47:00.000-07:00

Basically I've too much things to blog on, I will do a proper post once I've more time. So for now, toodles :)

2009-10-11T10:14:00.000-07:00

Basically I'm feeling much better now. Sorry for the very emotional-filled post that day. I was just feeling all fucked up inside that I had to vent it out by writing everything there.

Just hope that things all get better in time to come. Say school, work, parents and basically everything. Sometimes I dont know what I'm thinking inside, I find my thinking way too absurd. And I don't like to go about thinking too deep into everything, it gives me a bad headache. What will be, will be. I think life is so much better if we live on with this thinking.

The weekends were burnt working and a little shopping. Even though things between my mom and me aint still as usual but then it isnt that bad anymore. Managed to do a little shopping with my mom and sis today in town. Bought a few tops and dress :) I need more clothes. Talking about school now, I need to get my assignment complete by tmr. Holy cow, I haven't really started on it. I'm so dead. And tues I've work, I've not bloody pack my luggage to KL. Everything I need to get done by tmr or tues(latest). If not I'm gg to screwed up my school and KL trip which is definitely a BIG NO. I've stuffs to get tmr, things to get done and places t run tmr. Busy day ahead of me. I think i got to rest now:)

Goodnights.

stress, parents, school

2009-10-07T22:22:00.000-07:00

I feel so pressurized now. Don't know what to do now, I was filled with anger just now but now I've cooled down. I know my temper mgt is really bad, esp when I'm home and I tend to just shoot everything outta my mouth without thinking whenever I'm angry. And then whenever I think back, sometimes I find myself so stupid with all the words that I've said. Seriously speaking,I don't even know whether I'll be able t make it through year 1 of uni. I'm worried not because I'm not able to catch or anything like that. It's just that probably like what alot said, UOL is one of the top certs ard and am I going to be able to get a 2nd upper honours which I set myself to do before the start of sch? It is either I do very well and secured a 2nd upper honours or it's gonna be like shyt. People around me always tells me, "i believe u can do it" and things like that but I highly doubt myself. And I know it's not just about being smart will help but also 10times more hardworking than everyone around me. I'm trying to push myself to work hard now, I've self study on my own outside. I revise after lectures everyday. But I can't help having those neg thoughts swirling around me.

Another factor would be my parents. They make me feel so suffocated till I hardly can breathe. Yes, you can see me blog about me hanging out till as late as 5am sometimes. But that doesn't happen often, it's probably once a month when my dad happens to be away in M'sia that I've got the chance to hang out with my friends until so late. The point is that sometimes even for the whole week other than school, I don't go out and instead I'm home either doing up things due on hand, resting myself or having driving lessons. And when I just wanted to go for a late night movie with my friends after work on a saturday night, I was being scolded. I feel so WHAT THE FUCK can. The moment I asked, my mom goes "why you everytime hang out so late? How to tell your dad? Later he will scold. Everyday go out, I NEVER SEE YOU STUDY AT ALL" IT IS A EVERYTIME-QUARREL-LINE she will bring up! Like hello, I was probably only out once that week and she kp that I HAD BEEN OUT FOR THE WHOLE OF THE FUCKING WEEK! You tell me, will you be angry? I admit I did hang out till pretty late sometimes and I really felt bad, so I will probably not head out or hang out for the next few days or next one week. Everytime we fucking quarrel over this and she fucking say the same thing I NEVER SEE YOU STUDY. I do study but not at home! I know myself well, I can't study at home if I do I will end up watching tv, use my laptop or laze ard. Must I be like a primary school kid, get my books and assessments all laid out and study in front of them or maybe I need to be like what some parents do; they do up a timetable for their kids. It is also because of this factor that makes me feel like I do not wish to continue on anymore. I feel like giving up all these shit about studying now. They say things " I NEVER SEE YOU STUDY" is because both my sisters used to study at home when they were in their uni life. Probably to them, im too havoc for my age. Without fail, they always compare. Saying things like my sisters werent allow to be out till so late when they were 19 or when they were in uni, they were either at home studying or working. Here comes the part about job. They will start things like asking me to change my current job because it is just not good la, cause they want me to work in a bank and blah blah blah. Esp my dad, listens to what his so called friends say and everytime he will say things like go look for a bank admin job. They've the good intentions but that isn't what I want. I thought of what field I'd like to work in; events or marketing field. I'm someone bubbly and active, not someone who can sit behind the fucking computer and type for the fucking whole day. Just because my sis is working in a bank, they think that I should. It's obvious because they kept asking me to ask my sis for help to get a job in the bank. I SERIOUSLY CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE. What the fuck is wrong with their thinking. I know they're my parents and they always want the best for me. But it just doesnt make sense that if I'm a uni student, i can't wear makeup to sch, I can't go out aft sch, i must go home straight aft sch, study in front of them. U know its suffocating me so much nowadays. I thought maybe it will get better if I just be quiet and not retaliate but I seriously can't take all these anymore. Even when I just wanted to go to meet my friends nearby my place, my mom is like " everytime meet friends, so many friends to meet." I dont know what is wrong with her la, she totally don understand what im feeling now. When I try to explain, she don't understand. Alot of things, I need to explain to her in chinese but sometimes somethings are too diff to translate. She can be very nice at times but then whenever we turn nasty on this issue, i really feel that she's so nasty and I dont know what she wants. I love my parents but then I dont know what they want from me. Sometimes its just difficult to be me.

I just don feel like talking to anyone at all. My mood sucks because of this. So suffocated.

2009-10-06T05:18:00.000-07:00

Am pretty much in love with "Angels Cry" by Mariah Carey :> woots, she's the diva!

Backtrack to last night first, twiny and I met up for early dinner @ 302. Then we headed to popular to get plastic cardboards. That asshole didn't know how to take the cardboards properly, I was whacked twice! :x Headed back to his hideout to help him with his "new curtain cum photonbooth". Check it out man :) it's nice ok! Cause I did up the letters(only). Haha. I was googling on some impt events I'm planning. The funny thing is, he managed to dig out many old stuffs and we had fun with it. I was laughing so badly and loudly. Shiok you know, having sucha bestfriend is good! :D

Anyhoo, went for in JB for a day trip today with my mom in the early morning. Good thing is, the JB custom is so so so much better than what it was before! I still remember 3-4years back, my mom used to bring my sisters and me over to M'sia frequently during the weekends to visit my grandma and grandad as they lived there. I always dread going through the JB customs as it is usually packed with humans(mostly singaporeans as m'sians had the privilege of using the thumbprint machine) queneing up just to get their passports stamped. Plus due to the crowd, the aircon wasn't of much help to us. Everyone was using their passports to fan and cool themselves. Only after when you finally get outta of the custom, you'll feel super shiok. Luckily now the new custom is alot bigger, better and improvised. Next was getting the cab over to my uncle's place. This uncle offered a rate of 20rm. So we decided to take his offer and as we were walking to his car, he told us his car is a private car not cab. Me and my mom freaked out immediately and looked at each other helplessly. That moment was funny. We had no choice so we took it, the whole ride I was holding onto my seat belt and ensuring the door wasn't locked(in case anything happens). Hahaha, I know that was uncalled for but I was super scared ok! You never know the dangers of Malaysia. Hahaha.

Grandma and grandad as usual were very happy to see me :D Cause they know that we're always busy with work/sch and hardly have time to make it to M'sia to visit them but they never once blame us :) I greeted my grandad and grandma in my loud, hoarse voice; AH GONG! AH PO! I always loved calling them loudly, i feel that they feel happy hearing it. And they really do ok!

Left to the facial palour at ard 10am for facial. Btw my cousin is working as a beautician there so my mom suggested to go there for facial. My very first time going to facial and it's good :D Just that the part where they sqeeuze out my pimples and blackheads were very bad! I was gek-ing my face thorough but I know if I endure now, I will thank her for that when my face looks better. Indeed, it's really cleaner now. My mom bought me $2xx worth of facial products for me. Felt so bad for making her pay for everything including the facial. In total we spent 1xxxrm on the whole facial and products :x Ok la, it's a once a month thing so I find it pretty worth :) Thank you mommy!

Headed home, reached sg ard 2pm. I was watching "first impression" and "growing up" till 5pm. Had packed dinner tonight then watched tv all the way till now. I'm goin to sleep early as I need to wake up early tmr for sch, POA! Goodbye!

2009-10-05T08:41:00.000-07:00

Actually I feel pretty helpless looking at my own situation that I'm caught in now. I pretty much know that I can't help to make it better except just letting this whole issue cool down for a period of time, no one brings it up and I can see everyone being happy and having fun all together again. In fact, I wish there was something that I could do to make things better. But I know,we can't please everyone in the world. There're bound to be compromises; give and take. We accept those comments, but we can choose to either accept and then learn to move on or we stay stuck and get emotional over it. Be it being moody or crying it out to someone whom we can pour to. Sometimes I wish I've all the power in the world to make everyone around me stay happy as ever and everything around me to stay the same. Right now, I just feel helpless and really wonder what might happen next, definitely not for the worse. I really wish I've the power to make things right when they go wrong, really.

M's enlisting tmr, goodluck dude. many things are better left unsaid :>

I've a handful of things that need to be completed. Like my self-study which is going to be on wednesday, alone in sch. Hope that I survive and not sleep halfway. 2hrs will be a good start i guess. In the evening I might need to go down to collect those uniform of mine, i'm thinking whether I should just do it tmr instead. Yea, maybe I should. I've not transferred money over for th $xxx amt of apparels I've bought online. Spent so much money just by clicking, i'm really a shopacoholic. Basically I'm having so much things on mind, I worry for my tp(coming in 3weeks' time), worry for my studies, excited for clubbing&kl trip, anticipating for my clothes t arrive badly, hoping t have more money t spend(seriously think I might need events job), wish xmas to come faster, rushing for all the gifts, contemplating what I shld get for each and everyone, thinking of what would be a good move t the situation, planning for different events etc etc. Endless things.

It's 12am, I should get a good sleep now, tmr's waiting for me to begin. Goodnights.

2009-10-03T06:39:00.000-07:00

HAPPY MOONCAKE FESTIVAL!

My ulcer and wisdom tooth is causing me a bad headache nowadays :< I felt like as though my whole mouth is swollen and I can't open my mouth too big whenever I eat/drink. The worse thing it could ever be is when you've a ulcer on the left side of yr lips and wisdom tooth on the right, leaving you no room to eat.sucks.

Trying to stay as cheerful and forget the pain as much as I could. It is just so painful sometimes, I feel like my gum is going to burst anytime lor. And I've this very aching feel at the back of my teeth): I need to get away from all the heaty food as much as I can now!

Okay, basically yesterday we dined in over at Crystal Jade @ Imm for my sis's bf farewell dinner. Had the all-time fav PEKING DUCKK :DD and my fav veg with salted egg yolk! Even had room for desserts as the portions for the dishes weren't very big. Really love Crystal Jade's dishes, forever so yummy! After dinner, my sis dropped us home. Went home, changed and met ming at her new place at Jalan Teck Whye. We're neighbours now! :) She dropped her parents home before we drove over to Yishun OCC to BOWL! This time round we've 2more new players. And everyone wasn't performing at their best, basically just playing around. Hahaha, I nearly had strikes a few times lor! :< Bowled till 3plus before we all left OCC. As usual, ming dropped me home, xie xie ni baober! Slept at 4am, woke up at 10am. I was feeling super sleepy when I was otw to work.

Luckily, time passes fast today, after work ended, took the bus home and we cancelled the plan of going SOHO. Changing it to nextnext wed at Mambo@Zouk ;)

Meeting all my baobers later to OCC again for pool and bowling:] This is how we're spending our mooncake festival tgt.

Before I go, meatball twiny get well soon!

2009-10-01T08:02:00.000-07:00

Today I managed to do up better curls. But I'm just puzzled why does my curls don't last, maybe I didnt iron curl them long enough. Think I need more practise on that, maybe I'll curl it when I go dinner with my family tmr night :)

I skipped Psoc class today because I was too tired from the morning Pmkg class. This bad habit of me skipping class must come to a stop. No more doing it next week! I wanted to change classes for Psoc, just worried that I can't get the same lecturer. 330pm is seriously too late in the afternoon, everyone feels lethargic in class, not to say it includes me as well. Moreover with tiffy's withdrawal from Bsc, I'm practically a wondering soul around the sch. Hahaha, I go classes alone, buy food alone, go toilet breaks alone, tutorials alone, break alone, go office alone, go library alone, go popular alone, pay sch fees alone, bind my notes alone. There's so many alone things I'm doing now. You will ask me, why not socialised with the rest of my classmates, I think it takes time but basically I think being alone is better. In class, I've no one I can talk to, so I concentrate in lessons/tutorials. After school, I'll definitely head str8 home and save the money for lunch. Even though it feels a little weird sometimes but I'm going to pull through my 2years in SIM :)

In the late afternoon, met up with monster twiny, we headed over to Lot 1 to get mooncakes(for zombie:>) then we bus-ed down to Hill View Green Condo. Followed by a walk of around 15minutes from the bus-stop cause I mistook the condo and therefore ended up taking the bus which stops way further away. Hahaha, it's okay, luckily the weather wasn't THAT bad. Moreover when you walk with someone, it seems so much nearer. Even though I didn't managed to have much great buys for today, basically just bought a pair of pretty cute ear-rings from zombie's stall. Left to railway mall "Ramen Ramen" for dinner(zombie's recommendation). The ramen is seriously SO MUCH MUCH NICER than Aijisen! *Thumbs up* I really love the spicy ramen with extra chilli added! Even though it's too spicy for me but I'm enjoying it:D Thanks to zombie for the good recommendation! Shall find a day where we(me, twiny,zombie&banana) go there for a lovely dinner and chilling session.

When I got home, I still had a little dinner that my mom left for me. In order not to let her nag, I just had to finish up the food :< I FEEL LIKE I WEIGH LIKE 500KG NOW LOR! I stupidly edit the photos we took without saving the orginal version. Trying to figure out what I can do to get the original. I'm still shopping for my handmade xmas gifts materials. Intending to start doing it end of Oct, I've got around 10plus odds handmade xmas I need to complete! That is gonna be super tedious esp when I'm sorting out the alphabetical pastas :s

Shall go PS tmr to sign up for MWL classes for Oct(hopefully got lor). then to Spotlight to buy some lace materials:) Must remember to buy my alphabetical pasta, sunblock SPF 70(for body), SPF 50(for face). I need to majorly block the sun thoroughly! Facing very terrible uneven skin tone between my face and body :< Blackhead removal, hand cream, lip gloss, masks. The rest of my cosmetics will be left for next week when my pay comes in. So much feel like doing my nails but im working on saturday noon so NO NO!

Got to run along for bed, having a busy day ahead tmr. Gonna study some Pmkg later! BYE!

2009-10-01T01:22:00.000-07:00

Photos taken when we went Ikea:)

*yawns*, pardon me for that just at the start of the entry. Yesterday was my busiest day so far this week. I had school in the freaking morning, luckily tiffy came if not I'd have died. After class had lunch with some of the pills and left school around 1pm to town for work. Eyed on some stuffs in Etude House, think I'll get them next week :D After work, I saw my lovely Candy! :D Met ming, estee, candy and aaron. Meanwhile ming and estee worked, candy me aaron went to Taka mooncake festival fair to buy mooncakes! I was damn sad cause I didn managed to try some of the very tasty mooncakes lor! :< Junction 8 with ming to finish up her work then her dad came to pick us up! :D Home, ate a very late dinner before I finally turned in. Super tired. Heading out to meet my meatball twiny then to the flea! BYE!

2009-09-29T09:39:00.001-07:00

I'M THE BIGGEST BLUR SOTONG ON EARTH! :< Actually mixed up Zombie's acc details with one of the blogshops. I hope I am still able to recover back my 25bucks depsite today is the 2nd day since the money is transferred over. I really need to get down to POSB tmr hopefully to retrieve back my 25bucks! Biggest sorry to zombie because I caused some inconvience to her.

Had the best day today at Ikea with the company of 2boys, chickenwings and meatballs. More updates and photos tmr! I need to go to bed now because I've to freaking wake up at 630am later for school! :< Hopes tiffy goes sch tmr! If not I'm going to be all anti-social. Haha.

I'm so glad for certain things. Life's just so great now ;D

2009-09-28T03:48:00.000-07:00

MY GU JUN PYO!
Skincare daily necessities:)
All my lecture notes in place.
Nail polishesssss!
Cosmetics:) I found out that I overbought my falsies. Way too much! But i'm lovin' it!
Bought this Collagen Foot Mask at Guardian for 5bucks!
Finally I managed to find a space for all my scrapbook materials!

Hello world! :> It feels great having self disciplined instilled in you. I managed to did up everything that I set to complete by today. Woke up in the early morning to have breakfast with mommy before I went to the bank to get the bank draft statement for my school fees. Argh, urber troublesome luh. But I've no choice, die die wednesday after school must remember to submit, I kept forgetting! Left to popular bookstore to get new sets of stationaries. I was super tempted to get the philips hair curler which cost around 60bucks! I think I'm going to watsons early in the morning tmr to get it! :> So tempted to curl my hairrrrr.

FINALLY managed to put up GU JUN PYO(by Estee and G sis) poster in my closet! Then cleared all my unwanted things piling up on my table and arranging all my lecture notes properly. Found out that I've so many nail polish, cosmetics, perfume. And all I've not really been using luh. Shall always try to remember to spray perfume whenever Im out :> Think I need to get more new facial mask, my forehead badly needs a miracle. Lol!

Pretty happy now that my table is cleared! I even managed to start on revision for PMKG! Hahaha, I really think when there's determination to everything you do, you'll get what you deserved. Seriously need to screw this thinking into my head when it comes to my uni):

To my awesome-all time fav-always go mad with me-twiny PLEASE BLOODY HELL PASS YR EVALUATION LEHZXZXZX! Nb, you don pass, im gg to punch you in the face. HAHAHAHA!

KL trip coming in around 2weeks time! I've planned what to wear, what to bring, what to buy. Plus, we're gg to hit one of the clubs there! OMG I CAN'T WAIT FOR ALL THE FUN TO DAWN UPON MEEEE!

OK, BYE WORLD!

2009-09-26T01:04:00.000-07:00

Okay, I deleted away the previous post just now because after I went back to read again, I felt that it wasn't a really well done post.

Anyhoo, yesterday was a mixture of good, bad, tired, irritated, happy day for me. I was happy for I was working with all the fun people last night :> Time passes just so fast when you're working. Had the best surprise at work ytd from Candy:) Halfway through work, my left eye was feeling so irritated, something got inside and refused to come out. Took off my falsies hoping that it might help a lil. Then my eye became watery from time to time, i had to keep wiping off with a tissue. So while I was wiping halfway, Shikin suddenly called out to me and I accidentally poked myeyeball! NBCB, super duper painful! My left eye went all red :< Had to borrow eye drop from Coreen but it didnt get any better.

Met my best twin outside Ion after work. We didnt managed to meet up for the past week as we were all busy with our own stuffs. Sometimes you do not need meetup everyday/often with your friends. True friends are always inside yr heart and never forgets you even you've not met for the longest time! :D This is what I'd call true friends. We don't need to have a truckload of friends, just a few true ones around us would be more than enough:) Aftermath they left to Lido for late night movie while I meet up with Ming and Candy. Together with Estee and G sis, we headed to our usual lepak place to hang out, doing what girls love to do, gossips and endless talkings. Left ard 12mn for home with Ming and G sis, had to trouble ming to drop me off first since my eye couldn't take it anymore. Hurrily removed my makeup and contacts once I'm home headed to shower and turn in, hoping that my eye will get better tmr.

Terrible saturday, I woke up with a red cum swollen left eye. My right eye wasn't any better, I had swollen eye lids :< Looked into the mirror and felt so ugly than usual. Decided to call in work to take the day off cause I was afraid that if I report to work, the dust and everything will make it worse. Mommy bought me eyedrops, hope it really gets better tmr! I need to go work, if not there goes my money :< Sighhh, money comes in slow and rolls out fast.

Hopefully next saturday I'd be able to take some time off work to accompany my best twin, been long since we went out :) And haven been meeting up with the girls(zombie and yvonne), miss them as well! Alright, another busy week coming up ahead, time to get charged up for more sch and work.

BYE WORLD!

2009-09-24T06:13:00.000-07:00

Dear diary, I had a longggg day in sch today. Starting from 830AM in the freaking morning, I had my first marketing lesson. The lecturer was a female(finally a female lecturer!) and she's really nice and the whole lecture turned out to be pretty interesting even though there're tons of theories to be memorised :< After class ended, I didn't have lunch in sch, instead went home straight since tiffy isn't gg to be ard for Psoc lecture later in the noon. Hurrily went to the bus-stop t catch the bus before it gets so crowded. Bus journey home was freaking longgg and coldddd :< Wanted to grab mini chips more at Prime but I didn't see any): Managed to rest for around 2hrs at home, mommy was at home too!

Yesterday's nasal appt was :] because Dr.Goh said my allergy's getting better, he's confident in time to come, I will totally get well but I've MANY restrictions to ALOT of food! Something common would be chocolate): Mommy took the chance to get her ears checked too since she always complain to us that she can't hear us properly. Dr.Goh says that her hearing is beginning to deteriorate as she age. But it's nothing big, just mild hard hearing. I was nagging her this whole 2hrs that I was home in the afternoon to take up gardening, cooking and computer lessons. Psoc class was alright today, its a really hard topic, gonna study very hard for Psoc in order to do well(: Praying for tiffy as well for her appeal for Business law!

After class ended, went home and before that I dropped by to get 2mini chips moree! They taste so awesome! One of my fav cookies after Famous Amos(still my top fav!). But the weird thing bout me is, I don like the big chips more, i only eat the mini chips more. Hahaha, am I the only person who does that? :x In order to make me eat these few days, mommy has been cooking soup and today she cooked fish soup and fried rice! I was eating happily but aftermath I felt so nauseous. Aft not having any solid food for 1mth, I think im still not used to it. Nevermind, I dnt have the habit of eating rice/noodles now anyway. I think chips more can be my breakfast, lunch and dinner!

Working tmr evening. In the morning,im gg to hunt for a curler ton at Best Denki and acc mommy t the salon. Maybe Im gg to do a hair treatment!:)

It feels so heart warming to be talking to people you've not met for the longest time and knowing that they've not forgotten you:)

BYE!