deardear:
Cheer up ok? It pains me t tell me that you're tearin'. I sure know how it feels t be feelin' th pain inside. I've been through. You will just need time now, give yrself and everyone time. Sort everything out. Dont rush yrself and make hasty decisions. All I dont wish t see is you gettin' hurt. I still prefer my old deardear also sound so hyper&cute over MSN and blog post((: also always so crazy when outside. No matter what, I'm always here f you((: loves!
Zombie:
You shld know what I'm plannin' t say. No more words, you should know it. I just hope you'll walk outta emo-ness soon and be back th same old hyper ass. Cheer up and over-thinkin' is sometimes bad f health! So dont think so much and move on w life! :D my always dung partner!

Work was all f today. Tiring yet fun((: It'll be hell fun when Vanessa joins in tmr :D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELAINE! ((:




it reminds me of you

I'm freakin' tired, gonna head f bed aft bloggin'


English paper 2 compre was a killer t me): But I hope my summary will help get back th marks. Enoughh of English. Went Kimage t do my hair,thanks a million t Zombie. Bus-ed t town t meet
deardear. CK Tangs t find monmon t dung and catch up a lil. Long John f dinner over at Cine. Deardear then came. Afterwhich Roydad came along w Kenneth, catch up a lil. Deardear was really high today, she goes w her "Hello" here and there. Down t foodcourt and up again -.- Deardear went off f work and Zombie and me went off too. We'll be th first ever dumbest dumbos t have see 106 as 190! -.- Thats shows we're real tired. Goodnights! work tmr):



I miss you, yes i do
Sometimes I just wish t text you so much
but i refrain myself from doin' ):

Miss this bitch of mine, though irritating and bitchy but love him still! SAW IT, MISSS YOU LEH!
Love this mummy of mine, always laughing tgt w me ((: met her just today, misss her DISCO BALL ((:
Miss and Love this dad of mine, been longg since i met him): I MISS YOU DADDY. Hope t seee you sooon)): Also hope things on yr side are better now, keep pn smilin'!
Took it w banana like ages ago when my extensions were still there? It shows we haven met up f longgg! Exams over and I get t see her! :D *missses JIAYOU F O LVLS !
Cheeky darling, loveeee and misss all his cheekyness((:

& lastly love my deardear tons, seeing her tmr :D

Can't get t sleep now, not sure why though. Prolly nervous bout tmr's pp since it's gonna be my re-take.





rachel((:

Sundays are boring as well ):


Went town t meet Zombie and chill at Spin. Th heavy downpour caused us t be stuck at Heeren ): Went Taka and window shopped ard. Set rules w each other(: Bus-ed home and nearly sleep on th bus, too tired and th weather was just right f sleeping(: Exams are just hours away! Good luck t all thats taking English Exams tmr :D


rachel's what i would call myself these days

I dont know why but somehow I feel that comin' online is boring th shit outta me): Probably I will be gg MIA and not come online that often. Maybe check my mails at times? Im studying f English, I need t do well! Bye!



Sometimes goodbye though it hurts in yr heart, its th only way nw f destiny

Saturdayyy can sometime bore th shit outta you

I hibernate inside my little hut todayy. Went out only f dinner, spent th noon watchin' old chinese tv shows. I've a fetish f old chinese tv shows, some knows it. I just find them so nice! I'm cravin' f chocolates and chips): Th only good thing is MY PAY IS FINALLY IN TMR :DDD happy like a ali baba (((: I'm gonna do a retail therapy on Monday aft my pp.


Rachel :D

Seriously Face Book is drivin' me mad ): I'm a sucker at it.


Studied f th whole day, not really a whole day, it's just th whole noon? Then decided t head out t find Monmon(: That's all for my friday, sounds pathetic eh? I know cause I'm gonna be hibernatin' at home till Mon's pp are over): k la, tired alr and havin' headaches, gg bed now, GOODNIGHTS(:


I thought of you again
I wonder how you were doin'
I miss you, fcuk!

God, I'm real tired, I need my sleeep!
Today was a day out w Zombie. Town t have lunch w Monmon and saw Roydad at Kiehl's and cabbed over t Bugis, dropped Roydad and Kenneth at Raffles City along th way. Bought myself a new shirt and I effin' love it! Exams are ard th corner f me, its time t mugmugmug! & look at my new gf, Shane. I so love her!









i still misss you but i'll try nt t

Finally work has come t a stop f this week. I'm really tired out frm work these 3days): I need my sleep so badly! I'm goin' t mug so hard f English these few days, I seriously need t pass. Starbucks f revision tmr :D bye & goodnights!


PL, im gonna be one(:

Today's my first time being real busy at work. Stocks all came in at one go and I've been like runnin' ard t carry th stocks t th counter, th worst thing is trolleys are all used up!): so like I saw my ex-colleagues frm Robinsons and they still recgonise it was me, except Alvin who was being cheeky. In total I carried like 29 boxes? My arms were achin' man): restock and customers came at th wrong timin'! So im like servin' customers and th next do my stock, how bad could this get? but time passes so fast that it reaches 7pm and we didnt know! Elaine bought back chicken rice f me since I was lazy t go f dinner outside. Okays im really tired, i must rest now(: goodnights!




i wish work could be so busy like today
so i could work and nt think of anything
you came into my mind again):

work today, got t know my all new colleague, Elaine. she's totally cool, she looks young&hip and she's a mother of 2! if my mom was soo cool, i'll be soo happy(: im workin' full tmr): im so gonna cry out loud cause my exams are just next Monday! my headaches are gettin' so frequent nowadays): save me!


Mr Kfc
Pls cheer up dude!
let's jus row our boat away, i dont wan t sink cos i cant SWIM :/

th day where i gave th diary t you

Goodbye long hair


hello short hair (:

cut it f some reason (: newhair, newlook and new me!


Town t have my haircut and Zombie came over t meet me at Cine. saw OVEN! Foodcourt f dinner and over t ArtFriend at Taka t get lover's birthday card materials :D again, we created so much jokes and madness inside. Peter, th friendly staff joined in th fun man, yo! laughed like some mad ass-es. Decided t call off Haji's plan and went Clark Quaye instead. Fashion Bar t pass alibaba stuffs, drank and chilled. Cabbed home and now back home(: there's gonna be work tmr ):

thats th backview of how my hair looks (: & its nt tricky hair anymore ;D

coolest picture of th year, yo! alibaba and me (:

20th Oct '07 , 6.17am
th end of everything, bye ababila


slept at 7am this mornin' and woke up at 2pm! dont ask why i slept like at 7? i just know i had a really tired&tough night. todayyy was so-called th family day f me,zombie,monster,roy&darling. th feelin' was great! it's been longg since we all had ourselves t each other and so much laughters tgt! i love 'em(: town t LV and frm Taka t DFS and frm DFS back t Taka, all thanks t th LV at DFS): vill'age t have our "dinner" and mygirl, miyake came!(: Cine t find lover and did a lil bit of catchin' up and back home now :D

daddy called me dear today, how weird :/


&i've decided t cut away my hair(:

town t have dinner w monmon,roy & kenneth. then over t Heeren's and sent monster off t work and went Far East t window shop. Baby came t meet me, oh pls i miss her! dung-ed and chill outside Far East and over t Cine t meet lover!(: she look totally gorgeous in her new hairstyle. dinner again at Hk Cafe, laughed like mad. Terry came over t find us and then back t Ck Tangs t find monster and back home(: i've got a splitting headache right now, feelin' nt good at all):





everything's gonna end tonight
i dont know how t be fine when im not

last night was a tough one, i didnt know why i broke down in th midst of writin' something. my pillows were wetted frm my tears. i hate t be in this state, its so nt me at all.




i guess i missed you too much
& i've so much left t say

met zombie today, she's finally well!(: everything's in a mess today, we rushed our way t town t meet up w monmon f lunch at mac.madness pls, Mac's tissues :/ ArtFriend was next t get everything that we needed. spent some time down there and we were like creating havoc there :/ t add on t th madness, there was this real friednly staff, Peter who was so damn cheeky!saw Claudia along th way t Rockey's t get our things done. quened f dounuts over at Raffles City, Donut Factory. got it like within 1/2 hr(: then t Tantric t pass th donuts t Roy & became drama mamas there by causin' a 'fire". did some catchin' up w Roy before we left t Tangs t wait f monmon t get home tgt. & now im back home.

yes i saw you & i didnt know wad t do
in th end, i walked over & said "Hi"
i guess that was th best way t show you im fine

i've been workin' f th past 3days, tired is all i can say. more work is gonna come & thats all i wan, till fill up th empty-ness and prevent my thoughts frm runnin' wild. i hate cryin's everynight t bed cause thats so not me. my fingers nearly went on th button "Send" but i stopped. my head hurts but my heart hurts even more. i dont know how t be fine when im not.


i saw it all myself
&yes my heart hurts so much right now
i wish you would tell me you're jus lyin'
but i know you wouldn't
so i got myself into all these
& i dont know how t pluck myself up
everything of you ran through my mind
yr image kept on appearin'
i wont smile like how i used t anymore
everything is gonna be th fake version of me now
or probably i wont trust th word l-o-v-e anymore

HAPPY BIRTHDAY T MONMON'S DADDYKINS!(:


met up w mon and we went t chill and dung before getting t his place, t like help him refurnish th room. hell, it was tiring but funn! he walked me home afterwhich. im freakin' tired now. one more L word before bed, just one more.


yr msg came out of th blue
& my smile came back(:

L word rules & Shane is friggin' hot!



it's just th L word(:

pluck yr earpiece and say yo!

its another oh-so-boring saturday again. im proud t have won 50cents frm mahjong! :/ & i love my loves; monmon&mummy(:



when it gets so cold outside
i've my lil baba&blanket w meeee(:

photos f ytd's night out :D

its FRIDAY WHICH MEANS "LOVES NIGHT"
yeps it my so-called new thing in our clique man, yo! every friday night shall be OUR night! (:
but even if i cant meet Roydaddy up on fri, prolly drop by Tantric during one of th days frm Mon-Thur

i met mummy, she didnt went f class! naughty TEACHER :/ cabb-ed over t town and its her treat(: headed over t CK Tangs t find beloved monmon f dinner along w my fer neh neh! Lucky Plaza t find th Nasi Lemak stall closed! so changed over t eating th other Nasi Lemak stall which sucks totally :/ a phone call made my mood sank totally, yes i mean TOTALLY. but i tried t kept myself high and happy. after fer neh neh & monmon went bck t work, we went FEP t shop f bags! & i saw pretty nice vintage bags which im definetely getting it at th end of th mth! oh yesss, thats when pay comes in;D

& we went manicure over at CHARMED at FEP cause of my mood which is downdownDOWN.
the lady who served us was a deaf but she's real pretty & nice, her name's Qq (: we went Rockeys' t chill and get ourself a drink.


back t CK Tangs, Kiehl's t find monmon and saw his parents there! they're super lovin' parents, i swear! alright monmon wass sweeet! he gave me & mummy a kiehl's bear eachh(: we both were sooo happy like kids and camwhore ard w our bears! mine is named lil baba (: some shld know why we waited f him t knock off and went bck f supper. couldnt suppress what i've been holding on inside and broke down along th way. im much much better now. cabb-ed home afterwhich. i dung-ed many today, pls stop! i love lil baba (:
it's jus like a small version of u
& i'll always carry it w me



who doesnt experience heartbreaks?
i do and i know how it feels
im waiting, alright im(: