Happy yet ....

Even though UOL accepted my application for Bachelors in Business BUT I'm very confused right now. Both my sisters are on different sides :/ And this can get really baddd though.


My big sis suggested me to go ahead and try it out. If never try, I'll never know. While my second sis feels that UOL isn't that easy to manage since they do not have projs and minor exams and they only have 1 major exam every year and I have to pass if not I'll have to wait again for the next year's intake ): She suggest I go try out Curtin University or even RMIT in UniSim. Now, I'm SO confused! Right, I guess I need time to sit down alone to think through everything that concerns my future. It is just so important to me.


I was actually thinking of going down Charles&Kieth this noon to check out some bags over there for school use. But then, I was too lazy. So I've decided to go tmr instead since Im working right after school tmr, yeah right, fancy working right after the 1st day of school. And one good thing is, it's in the morning class but Amos's class is next to mine ): Oh well, we do meet still nonetheless.


And today is "Qing Ming", so you can imagine I woke up like as early as 6am to go pay respects to my ah gong with my uncles and aunties. Thank god, this year was so much better compared to the last. The weather was effing cooling and I'm so glad I didnt have to fight against the sun. Anyw we got everything done within an hr or so and my parents & I left for breakfast. K very tiring.


i'm going to meet my best buddy AMOSI now!

Think I need some new colour lip gloss, my lips are effing pale. Not nice!


These are my catch for the day! :D very satisfied know.
Happy!


Down to Vivo in hope of getting my brows trimmed. Was praying so hard that Na Bei partner would be working and he really was working BUT he was super shag cause he did not have any sleep after his clubbing last night and he turned up in the morning straight for work. When I saw him, he was like stoning on the chair, bout to die anytime. Hahaha.


Walked from Zara to topshop to espirit to F21 to Riverisland and I saw nothing much that caught my eyes. Only managed to buy a few accessories in F21 and a skirt from Zara! :D Then I had to go down Plaza Sing, Coldwear. Got a full set longjohn, scarf, beanie and gloves for him. In total I spent 80bucks plus just inside Coldwear. Not forgetting I spent close to twenty dollars when I was inside Vivo City, Candy Empire. Trained down to FEP and had my all-time fav snack ToriQ and sugarcane juice.


My catch inside FEP was the most! I bought 2 dresses at a go and I still feel it isnt enough. Shall shop more next week. In the end, I didnt managed to get a bag for school. So i guess gonna live with my longchamp for now :)


When I got home, I fucking saw this UniSim envelop on my table and I was damn damn happy that I quickly tore open the envelop to read the contents. Hahaha. OMG! Fucking happy cause UOL finally accepted my application for Bachelors in Business!!!!! :DDDD Thought I couldn't get in but managed to do so! :) Starting school in roughly June :)) Really very very happy.


kkkkk today is the BEST day!

Shopping on a monday afternoon

K, im going out later to run some errands for my moma:) Since my grandad is going away to Korea with his friend soon, I need help him get gloves, scarf, beanie and a full set longjohn. And then im going shoppinggggg :DDD YAY! I think I shopped too often, seems like im shopping every monday of the week. Urgh, gonna control even though moma pay for everything I buy. Hee, awesome much isnt it? Love moma:)

K today was half good/half bad.


I was super shag and was having this bad headache when I woke up at 2pm despite turning in at 6am in the morning! K, it was super tiring kind. I didn't wanted to get up so early but because mommy bought me noodles for lunch and if I don't wake up to eat it, the noodles would turn soggy. Somemore Roy and me were supposed to meet 1230 @ Lot 1! Hahaha, but we were both very tired so we didn't. They called me around 230 telling me that twin's mommy had cooked dinner so they're not cooking tonight. So after lunch, I headed back to sleep till 430pm. But still I was feeling very very tired know. Crashed twin's crib to realise he just got up too when I called him. Nua at his crib before his parents came home with more food for dinner. And after Roy got up, we(me,twin&Roy) headed down to the supermarket to do some grocery shopping. Twin got all his army necessities and we bought half a peking duck for dinner back. Dinner with his parents and brother was good? But I wasn't very used to it so more than half of the time I was busy eating away luhs. Think I'm a pig :/ Left his place around 7-ish before Roy dropped me off at my crib and he left for work.


Very happy cause I hadn't had such a wonderful sunday evening! :D more to come by!

28th

Think I'd be trying me best to get down the best few moments of best friend aka twiny's NS life :) So, today(28thmarch) was his first book out after 2weeks! Very very happy to see him you know. Initially I called him and he told me, he was at Heeren's with Roy and I had to hurry over for dinner cause Roy had to rush to work aftermath, in the end when it was nearing 7pm, I saw him coming in Cotton on! ;D Indeed my loves!
Lovin' every bit of my eyelash now!
We settled in at Heeren's Waruku at Level 5(: awesome much! There was a cute baby girl sitted at the table next to us and we were playing with her. Kids are so adorable yet terrible. Hahaha, but I bet she's a really good girl for she isn't picky on food when her mom feeds her. Nowadays very few kids are like that. Twiny ordered the most again cause he hadn't been able to have good proper food for 2whole weeks! Imagine eating cold hard rice with awful dishes plus the supper and fruits also CMI. It's really so terrible! Thanks to the government, girls need not undergo NS. Even before the food came, we went snapping away.
Look @ him botak! Very adorable right. His new name is Da Tou!
Wo he Da Tou!
Look at Da Tou's NB face.
And my spasticness!
Twin with Roy:)
Roy's all time fav - cold soba!
Twin's side dishes! yummy!!

OMG, seeing those pictures makes me hungry now. I didn't have much though cause the herbal tea I drank got me way full before dinner. Cineleisure to get tix for Street Fighter "The Legend of Chun Li"! Sibeh chio the girl! And when she fights, she totally owns!! Admire her for her courage! Moreover she is so pretty!! The story part was a littel boring but the fighting scenes made up for it :D We left Cine and bused down to Tantric. Effing packed with humans everywhere, I didn't went in cause I don't like getting to squeeze with many others.


Left for PLAY. The newly renovated PLAY seems way spacious! Back to Tantric and we went to sit down at the back alley we always do! Camwhore a little, had a drink along with vr.
I think we both look nice here but just look at the effing skin colour! Oh man!!!







I like this picture that I took :)
My newly arrived Ralph Lauren Gold Pony!
I tried self timer, it cut away my face! But still, it looks good :D
Complete the puzzle will you:)

Ok, twin suddenly had this bad tummy aches yesterday that caused him to puke thrice! Goodness! It was that bad that he actually felt weak all over. Luckily he didn't faint inside Maxwell's toilet if not I'd have cry and not know what to do. I saw BENJAMIN LOY while waiting for twin to get done inside the toilet. Boy, was I so happy to see him! :DD The last I saw him was at Raffles City for dinner. We caught up a bit before he left to PLAY while twin and I sat down and waited for him to rest. But he didnt get any better so we decided to head back to his crib. Showered and blackout. While I watched the tv in his room waiting for Roy to be back before I head back home. Managed to get home like 5am? After blogging, I totally black out.

Sticker photos!

Speaking of sticker photos, I havent took them in ages! But me was very happeh yesterday caused I took with yunyun! :D


Hello yesterday, it was awesome! We dined in at Pasta Mania since I had a bad craving for pasta that day. K, very full indeed. Ordered a soup, garlic bread, 13inch hawaiian, pasta and 2drinks. Boy, I was feeling damn bloated after the meal. Isetan @ Lido to get her burberry weekend and I collected my clinique products! ^^ Then Anna Sui, she bought herself a pink liquid eyeshadow. Surprised her with her fav gloss from AS as well(: All thanks to her, I've got the burberry weekend body lotion!! It's not for sales and is just a complimentary. Hee. Down to Bugis "Ji De Chi" for Ice red beans with balls, beanstick w gingko & mango puffs! :DDDDD It was such a sinful day cause I overate ALOT lah. But I enjoyed myself alot with her!! We then walked over to City Hall and spent an hr talking and sharing some thoughts. Homed at midnight, effing tired to the max. Showered and BOOM black out!


I've got work till 7pm later. MY BEST FRIEND IS BOOKING OUT TODAY LOR! Happeh like ali baba. We're going for a good feast before we hit tantric at night for some drinks! Oh my, I can't wait to spend the whole night out with them :D Haven't seen them all for approx 2weeks, esp Mr See!! It's going to be a wonderful night ahead but I think i'm going to get super shag the next morning and im intending to spend my whole sunday sleeping at home :)


My sis has got a super BIG purple bruise around her left eye and that makes her left side of the face swollen. Poor thing her, hope she gets better! :) Love her cause she bought me a 100ml burberry weekend from DFS! :D


My brother was such a retard yesterday that he actually woke up in the middle of his sleep, singing to me some stupid songs and BOOM he fell back to sleep. Retarded asshole! My dad was like ' must be watching too much tv progs". Oh wells.


K BYE FOR NOW!

1moreday!

Bad news, my sister fell down and injured herself badly in Phuket. She's like taking the flight back to S'pore tmr. Poor her, hope she gets well soon! :)


Eh just now my bestfriend aka twiny called me know! Happy like happytreefriends :DD Kk, this time round we managed to catch up more through th phone since he is having his free time inside his bunk. Me very happy for him cause he seems to have grow up a little. Hee. And we're meeting for good food on saturday evening and confirm can talk alot!


Oh ya! Zouk last night was awesome much! :B First,we got in really fast and we even bumped into Tiff's MI friends who were just in front of us in the quene! Hahaha. Next, I had a flaming lambor. With buddy like Amos, I always have really wild drinks. And it's my first time finishing it ok! Taste damn alcoholic, yucky but yay for baileys ^^ Long island tea, heinkein, some milky drink all followed by. The kick for flaming labor came real fast! But I was much better this time round because I wasn't in my vague mode whereby I would always think I did something or went somewhere. From phuture we headed to mambo. Meimei was enjoying herself totally! :D The music for mambo was good la! Dan was the best for mambo songs! Fucking saw amin aka muthu my brother brother! We all damn happy when we saw each other :)) Caught up a little and promise to go club again together!


Left around 230? I was fucking shag to the max. My hair was in a mess, felt so sticky and tired. Just wanna hit home fast, shower and black out!


Best thing is, I didnt suffer from ANY hangover this morning :) But I was super shag during work that made me damn quiet. Hahaha.


K BYE! AM MEETING YUNYUN TMR!

Morning.

K, up early for breakie with mom :)


Wow, march is ending like just next week! I can't believe time really flies. It's gonna be April and I'l be getting even busier with work,school&driving. And I must survive okkkk, if not my dad will murder me. He's like constantly telling me 'girl, must make it once for yr TP ok" when my FTT is in may5th. kkk, he's always THAT annoying lah.


I'm thinking of having a noon nap if not I'm so going die inside zouk tonight please. One promise I made to myself, not to have too much tonight. BUT I ended up drinking over what I should have because of very nice friends like Mr Win and Mr Amos and of course with their accompliace Mr Brandon. I don't have that thing for mambo so I think Im not going to dance much but just chill with them at Phuture.


ok, very sleepy now. probably reading up my FTT at the couch and nap(:

Brother - Pig?

I think my brother looks like a little fat pig when he's sleeping! K, that's totally random.


I could do 10 somersaults around the shop floor today because it was way too empty! The sales wasn't that good afterall. Fel and I just kept saying the same old thing over and over again " Hi welcome, Cardis 2 for 25 and shorts 2 for 30." For an hr, we just kept doing that every other 10seconds. Hahaha, we even overheard one lady telling her daughter "they very nosiy". And what we did was to continue. HAHAHA! NB, it's the XXX who expected us to do ok. You think we're very willing/happy doing that? Man, it's tiring one. Try doing that for a whole one hr and you'll know. Tiring know. Sometimes when we approach you, you don't wanna care or want our help. NB, when I doing my things, you start to ask me for this and that. Or even worse, mess up my newly fold pile. Irritating know. kkkkk, ENOUGH FULL STOP!


Met slut and daph baby! Matthew is really a bastard, last min(really last min, like 2hrs before meeting time) text me saying he can't join us. Darn irritating one. KKK, we forgot bout him and decided maybe we should play bastard next time round. KFC, finger snacker for dinner. AWESOME MUCH! I had huge cravings for KFC so badly that day. Kept thinking bout my popcorn chicken!! :DD Aftermath,we wanted to settle down for some coffee at Coffee Bean over at Paragon BUT it was packed with people. Left and guess what? We were too tired for SB @ Liat towers that we settled outside takashimaya siol. kkkk, sound so mud :/ Many surprising gossips and secrets all revealed. We really had so much fun talking bout everything under the sun. I guess it was due to us being all busy w our own stuffs that we seemed to have awkward pauses here and there and then we will go talking non-stop again! Hahaha.


Enjoyed w my 2 lovely gfs today. I wish every month we would meet up for at least once but we're all too busy(probably thats excuses), time is never enough, it's how you manage it well. kk, my time mgt really sucks but I've improved much better compared to the last time. Freaking cabbed home since I was all shagged out from a day's work&meetup. The cab driver seems short sighted, he leans way forward from his seat when he drives, for a moment, i was afraid i might die in a car crash and may not see everyone again. HAHAHA, i know this is retarded.

And my papa MR ROY CHAO is sick, GET WELL SOON! (:

Tmr zouk! K BYE!

Monday Blues

It can be a good and bad thing to shop on a monday afternoon. Good thing is when there're much lesser crowd and you'll wont get wait for very long to pay or even to try. Bad thing bout it is (well at least to me), sometimes when you really wanna go shopping so badly, many nice things are all around but when you really go shopping, can't seem to find anything much (very demoralizing though). Urgh, town is like so boring. And I never seem to shop around enough. Think my wardrobe is bursting anytime soon );


I spent quite alot today. Pretty sinful. Hahaha. I spent the most @ bobbi's on cosmetics. Went down to Isetan @ Shaw House since Wymond(NABEI PARTNER!!) is working for the event today so went down to find him! :) Very very long never see him and we managed to catch up a little and he commented on my hair growing damn fast! Eh please lor, I very long never see you kkkkk. And somemore say i bo xim! Just because I saw him in Z when I was tipsy and i totally forgot to say Hi to him. Idiotic him, but well know he's kidding bout it. Eeee, I missed the eyeshadow platlette luhs! )): Nevermind, im finding him for some eyebrowing trimming soon (:


My whole intial plan was cocked up. I didn't went home after getting my stuffs instead I head over to find my dearest Sandy Ng Wei Li just because I heard from Candy that she's in FEP doing mani/pedi alone. So Candy met us for lunch and we went to shop a little for their wedding stuffs aftermath. So exciting and sweet please! I really can't wait for it :D but I've never wanna get married so early. kkkk, anyway it's still too early to talk about such things. Taka, CO body, Isetan just to find lingerie & pyjamas. Oh man, it's tiring at the same time. So many things u've got to do for a wedding preparation. And they left me for home while I spent 1/2hr inside Kino. Met G sis,ben & Derek after their work. We ended up at Pasta Mania at Lot 1!


We, as usual, gossiped ALOT, bitch ALOT and talk about work ALOT. But we meant no harm, just fun talking about funny things going on in the shop. And at the same time, I learnt how to give my best advice to people and listen to their opinions. Listen is respect. I still have alot to learn and I realise I mustn't give up now. We're not perfect afterall, right?


Many a time, I keep certain things to myself. People may see me as someone who is as loud as a loud hailer and someone always wild&hyper. But there're times where I dont share with people. I don't mean sharing things in the sense. It's just some thoughts and feelings that I'd prefer to keep it to myself. Sometimes I may not be voicing it out but you'll never know how or what im thinking inside. And there're times where we just have to face the reality. I told myself before, since I have and now I will. I can't control the things that are going to happen or even predict the future. But each mistakes lies a new beginning for me. For now, I will learn to cherish more and that will be a good key to now and the future. Indeed, I might not feel so good sometimes when thoughts bout it runs thru me but I know it has all along been like that. So I've learnt this, accept what is done.


So tired right now, going to hit the sheets now! KKKKK BYEEEE!

I think I've refresh my email page countless of times. Hahaha, I'm still waiting for my seller to get back to me ASAP.


Anyway, im feeling so hungry. You know work was baddd. Mainly because customer flow was bad and that explains why we could all gather and gossip. Ok, I was named the joker of the day simply because of the inside joke about Steven who lives at Stevens Rd. kkkkk, im like super bitchy just now man! But they were all laughing so hard at my jokes la, tsk. Bad luhs, make me the bad person here.But I just love them alot!


I've this really weird side of me, which is I love going out alone and doing things alone. Can't really explain why either, probably I'm someone who loves being free? Not that I don't enjoy the company from my friends, in fact I do! Well, I always have awesome time when I've meetups with all of them. But a part of me loves being alone. Well, im random (i'd say), because I can be happily staying at home, shaking my leg with the tv on and suddenly I might just feel like shopping! So the next moment, you'll see me getting dressed up already. Hahaha, then I'd head out to where-ever I like luhs. Even though sometimes you will get weird stares from people on the streets but I dont really care. I can spend the whole day myself shopping, having starbucks and eating all alone. The feeling is damn shiok! And then when I simply get too tired to shop, I'd head home. I've some friends who thinks im crazy but I just like the feeling of alone. It's good, some other time u guys shld try out! :D


Alamak, why when I want the seller K to reply instead L replied me! Hahaha

Tomorrow.
Post Office for some mailing.
Town for bobbi's,borders,CO and lastly coach
I've got a list of things to do/get
Guess it'll drive away those Monday blues (:
And another 5more days to twiny's bookout!

Saturday

My saturday night wasn't planned at all. I had work in the morning till mid noon and I left for home after I had lunch with Rab over at Shaw House Mac(: Bobbi's brown event caused such a big crowd and I couldn't get to look at the eye-shadows! How disappointing!): Dinner with mommy over at Sakae later in the evening, and boy, we got so full just from eating those Ala Carte! Salmon skin tasted awesome as usual! :DD But we were too forgetful! If many of you know, you'll have to ask for the bill and so the person can count the number of plates. But boy, were we so forgetful and we simply took the paper to the counter for payment and no one stopped and asked! Hahahaha, so we told the person we roughly at 10plates which I think we did had more than that! Lol, I guess it was a gain for us in the end :)


Qy baby texted me up and I called up and we decided to meet up for a drink! Since the night was still young and she didnt wanna head down so early to St Jame to join her bunch of colleagues. We met up at Shaw first and then we headed to Alley Bar. So loving the atmosphere there! We talked and chilled over 2pints of Heinkein! I don't know why either, I find beer damn awesome! We caught up alot and have never ending topics to touch one everytime we meet! But it's going to be such a pity that she won't be joining for dinner on Tues along with me, matt, slut & daph baby! ): Nice catch up and she left for St James around 11-ish. I cabbed home feeling ever so tired because I woke up as early as 8am for work that morning. Got home and received a good news! (: Thank god for that.


I've got work at 530pm later! Got to run along now!

Results

I got a C+(65-69) for both Otqm and Econs and a surprise B+(75-79) for my finance! Hmm, I really didn't expect that I'd get a B+ for my finance because I NEVER pay attention in class only for a few lectures, eh like only 1 or 2? Hahahha, most of the time either im sleeping away, day dreaming, talking or eating! I think im such a glutton in class, i can eat non-stop!


Can say didn't do as well as last semester. But im already very contented as I managed to pass every of my module without getting any D in any of the 3. Pass is already more than enough since I started really late this semester and the modules are effing tough. 3/4 of the time im day dreaming away in class cause i simply can't focus! But i'm glad because we all made it to semester 5 together(but dont know whether same class or not) and we're going to graduate together as well! :D But I definitely hope we're still able to be in the same class even though we're in different proj groups.


I think sch starts after next week? Eh like so fast! I dont feel like its holidays at all man! Probably because I've been working almost everyday and either that or I'd be at home doing stuffs. Didnt know that March is ending. 2 more months to graduation, my last and final lap! Work hard layss((:


I had a pretty busy morning today. Make my way down to the post office to get my things mailed out to mei mei. After that went down to ICA at Lavender to collect my passport. Took around an hr to get my passport. I think the crowd there everyday never seems to cease at all! So scary, the amount of people waiting for their passports is like OMG. Anyway im glad I managed to collect it this week cause next week I'd be as busy as a bee.


mon-dinner with ex gappers
tues-work
wed-zouk, mambo night
thurs-work
fri-work
sat-work and TWINY BOOK OUT K! we're going tantric!
sun-work!


and other than that I must make use of my free time to read up my FTT. And I realise it's 10x harder than BTT. NB, why driving must know this and that one! Somemore all the practical slots kena taken away in April, only May got! CB leh. I think I must book alot alot at a go, be kiasu if not I'd be losing out man!


Anyway it is time to save more! The first 21st birthday star is in June and is Mr See. ok, SAVE $$$

Passed!

Passed my BTT. And I realise driving centres are rather efficient, they already reminded me to book all my 25 driving lessons now! But it's like most of the slots are at night which is more expensive): Anyway, after looking at the time slots, I realise I need a new and bigger planner cause I've more and more things to jot down nowadays, my memory is getting bad.


And tmr is going to be a busy day even im off. I've got to run some errands at the Post Office in the morning before take a train down to ICA to collect my new passport! Then I was thinking of going Bugis to get new denim shorts and shop for a planner. If not I'd be heading towards town to look for my planner instead(: And lastly before evening sets in, I must make my way down to Toh Guan to get my Samsung fixed and later in the night, dinner with my paternal side. K, my ah ma is giving a treat to all. Don't know why she happy happy give treat, can't be bothered anyway.


Anyway maybe most of your thinks Im pretty mean in the way I say bout my ah ma. But well, I can say almost all my aunts&uncles(her real blooded sons&daughters) do not even like her. She's an old, paranoid, noisy, fussy old lady one could ever think of. Nothing pleases her at all, and I mean NOTHING! She bad-mouths my parents to my uncles&aunties but of course they take it as she is blabbering nonsense,but isnt she mean? And she can such a hypocrite, making up many stories and spreading tales. Since I'm born, I wasn't even close to her at all. Im much more closer to my maternal side. Even for cousins wise, my sisters and I clicked on better with all our cousins from M'sia! Probably when we were much younger, mommy always bring us back to popo's house and we always spend the whole week of holidays there and it is always so fun with my cousins around! We will run around bare-footed, going down to the basketball court to play bb, playing with those crackers, buying ice-cream and not forgetting CHEWING GUMS!!!! But now as we're all adults, we tend to sit around and talk during CNY period(: And we always recall back the good old times we had when we were young(:


Enough of my ahma, kkkkk later my blood will boil if I were to talk about her more. Anyway she's just someone so horrible one could ever imagine.


Anyway I'm waiting for my Ralph Lauren bag to come!! I can't wait at all and do Post office allows you to check whether has your parcel arrived? I really am so excited about it! :D


I forgot to mention, Daph baby came down to shop visit me when I was working yest. And I met her for a while after my work at 7pm and we went up wisma, NIKE to find Matt! OMG, I havent seen him for effing long and everytime I bumped into him in town, he give me the look like he doesnt recognise me at all! So i always ended up not saying Hi or Bye to him. And I complained to him yest bout it! But he says he rmb me lehs. Hahaha, and he reminded me bout the last time thing when we were in GAP, we used to be effing close and we always made up stories like we're married and he's a millionaire kinda thing. Well, shall make it more to find him at Nike next time again! Jez also came by that day! Oh man, this auntie girl makes me miss her auntie style so so so much ok! She promise to meet me on Monday for dinner and im calling daph and matt along! Its going to be fun, and im going to call up qy baby and asked whether she's free to join too :D


MY YUNYUN IS FINALLY BACK FROM MACAU!! I EFFING MISS HER AND SHE BOUGHT ME GIFTS! :D meeting her next week for dinner too.


Anyway I got to run along for dinner now. Goodbye!

Mid-week

Yay! Finally we reached wednesday- mid week! Weekends are finally going to be here and though I've not much programmes on but it's my best time to sit at home and shake my leg for all I want! :) But gonna be working this weekends )':


Good thing! My bestfriend aka twiny called me just now from his camp! I AM VERY HAPPY OK!!! Like that botak and me managed to catch up a lil. Glad that he settled down and everything is going good for him (: Just some matters here and there but I'm really happy for him :D


Anyway ROY CHAO, GET WELL SOOON!!! :)
And YUNYUN, GET BACK TO ME WHEN YOU'RE BACK FROM MACAU!!:)


I'm trying to plan my day tmr. Probably have a good breakfast with mom, head for BTP&BTT. Then to the clinic to get my ear washed )': And I'm still thinking whether I should head to town to pass G sis the cream and also to get some stuffs. Oh, finally im not working tmr&fri! Intending to stay at home :) Spend it with all my dvds. Sounds good? Yes?


Wooh, next saturday twin books out and we'll head to tantric!((:

Pinballs

Right, my daily new addiction is the pinballs. Can't live without it and I've to have a few everyday esp when I'm using my laptop :D


K, today was work, work and work. Happy thing was tiff&win came down to fetch me frm cotton on(: Very happy to see them both because we havent met up ever since exams ended kkk!!! Anyway Amos is an asshole because he cannot meet us! But we'll forgive him since it's because of Joyce, give Joyce face kkkk Amos Chow!


Walked alot today! I HAD MY AYAM PEYANT AS DINNER!! Haven't been there for VERY VERY long!! I misssssss it ALOT. Anyway recalling, it was S who brought me there. Enough enough, it's all the past. And we started off FEP as the first for meimei's present(: Came down to a conclusion, bought her a bag and a top. And we're going to mail it to her! Going to give her a BIG surprise! Hahaha. Then to taka, finally to Cine when the couple went off to collect their car over at PS.


Met G sis over at Cine with fel. K, we talked/gossip/bitch ALOT! Can never get enough of them though. Then was home with Sito Benson! Again ah, we gossip! OMG, im sucha no.1 gossip queen kkkk.


I don't know what to wear for Zouk on wed for mambo! )': And BTT on thurs! )':

Keep it under yr hat

That's the #1 rule in the book "The Rules of Life". I think Im getting too much into the book nowadays. But it's really something very very inspirational I'd say(: Thumbs up sehh!


830am for the effing training held in store. K, there were some fuckers who came up with many excuses for not being able to make it down. Right, some of them still did make it down but why can't your? Brief and short and we ended the meeting, off to have breakfast over at Macdonalds!! Damn shiok, I tell you! And I think it has been long since I managed to finish up the whole set of my hotcakes meal, normally I'd be full by the end of the 2nd piece. Came home and called off my BTP cause I was late. I was half dozing and half watching my dvds. Ended up having 2hrs of wonderful nap! Shiok to the maximum ok!! Tonight must read up more on my book to get myself tired to sleep.


And I think im going so mad about the ralph lauren gold pony small tote. It's selling 80bucks on ebay and right now im deciding whether i should get it. What's more to say, they even have the medium A4 size one which I can bring to school lor!! The buyer has been super nice, answering ALL my qns and I know it seems a bit irritating though. Hahaha.


I think im like the best. The past Rachel always love to go out so much that she went out almost everyday! Either to town or anywhere to chill. And the Rachel now is always cooping herself at home with books,food,dvds and the most awesome bed! Hahaha. You know, I think my bones are failing on me, I get aches and tired so easily whenever Im out even say for a few hrs only. But it has been good because Im trying to scrimp and save for many things and not to even use up much money since I didn't work much last month. My mom came in with a 50bucks that day, asking me to take it for allowance but I rejected it since I still have my savings. 50bucks to her, can buy so many things but to me, can be used up within days. So I made a mark that I shall only depend on myself (: She's too nice to the extend she always sponser me for whatever bags,clothes,shoes,accessories I want to get. And therefore, things like allowance should be dependable on myself and not her.


An old friend called that other day asking me to make it down to his 21st birthday chalet over at Pasir Ris on the 22nd this month. Im still pondering whether I should go since I've work and im pretty lazy to travel down and home again. In the end, what I'd do is to cab home which is equilavent to wasting $$ on redundant stuffs again -.-

And next month, I've 6 birthday stars! Goodness knows how broke I'd be. Urgh, even before I managed to earn money, im spending it already luhs. This isnt the way it should be and it's a veryy bad habit ok.

Meeting tiff&win tmr to get meimei's present!!(: Hitting zouk next wed man! :D Pretty excited and hope nothing crops up t go wrong like my dad always kp about me staying out late, snorts -.-

Accept yourself

Saturday

Had a super last min meetup with Ginnie and Zhizhi(our no.1 fav boy). Met up outside PS and I swear we 3 can really talk and made the outing budget by not spending money on anything except maybe a cup of super big gulp and vr?Hahaha, it was good man :D we talked non-stop, never ending topics and gossips.And we planned to go JB for a day trip in April after we get our pay!! Anyway we shared alot too and we shift over outside Cathay and continue talking till 2am then we decided to walk to Parklane's atm and then check out tau huay! :DD Had tau huay and half a you tiao with the other half shared with Zhi! Satisfied my craving for tau huay that day man!Went home around 3am in the morning?So tiring): But nevertheless I enjoyed with our fav boy&ginnie((:
Sunday

Work early in the morning like say 10am? OMFG cut my toe man): Luckily my toe nail wasn't chipped, if not I'll cry cause I painted it 2days back lor, still nice and new kkkkk. Fun working with only 3people in the store when it's morning, not much customer flow and we just kept on talking and having fun around. I likeeeee(: Around 2pm, had lunch with my lil girl, Rab. Managed to grab a few lingeries today over at Body and no catch at MSF and TS)': Wanted to leave for FEP but decided to pop by borders. I was effing random when I was crossing th road towards wheelock. My mind was telling me to go borders and my heart was saying FEP! Hahaha but I headed for borders instead. Got myself a book "The Rules of Life". I'd say such books NEVER attract me and this is the first that did. I realise nowadays im always getting into deep thoughts and after reading each rule everytime, I'd always stone. Hahaha, I'm probably relating it to my personal life I guess?

But it was a WRONG/GOOD choice to go borders first because when I was done, it was pouring so heavily outside and I don't have the habit of carrying an umbrella around in my bag. So I was stuck inside wheelock but the good thing was I found a good book!(: M.A.C next to cut time, gosh their eye shadow are tempting me much to get 'em all! Got myself a new eyeliner, as said by the makeup artist that it works for very oily eyelids. You know Im on the very verge of giving up on drawing my eyes cause everytime I draw, it smerge so much! And at the end of the day, my eyeliner inside the jar becomes so hard.Urgh!! Hopefully this works for me! See I drew it myself, NICE NOT?!!?!?!?
Got pimple, no say kkkkk.
My new baby((:


My knee cap is aching very badly, probably due to standing too much lah. OMG, im so young and im suffering from all these aches. It's so bad luhs. Anyway I need to trim my fringe alreadyy, so long it's tickling my eyes so badly!!

I think i'm going to be busy tmr, going for training in store in the morning at 830am tmr, then going for BTP at around 12pm or 1pm and head to anywhere to trim my fringe before I go home. Still thinking whether should I head down to toh guan and fix my phone luhs.

Okok I got to run along now, going to rest myself well tonight and prepare for the tiring week ahead!(: Whee, after next week it's left with 6days before we see botak twin!

Friday, 13th

It's friday the 13th today, till now then I realise. And it hasn't been a very good day for me,prince&roy)':

This was taken before work on some random day. Love Majolica Majorca mascara! (:
Today, we all woke up as early as 7am in the morning for twin's enlistment): Met him over at his crib and his parents drove us all down. The sun was a bitch and we were dying from the heat. Had a "mini tour" around Selarang Camp before we went for a talk and finally we all seperated from him))': Told myself never to cry today and shall make it even happier as it may seem so that he'll won't be so upset either. But when he hugged his mom, my tears just welled up so much already): I can't help but feel very upset bout it. Then when he came to hug me, it was worse cause I had to control my tears and be happy at the same time. Sigh, why NS?! Nevertheless, like what his mom said, we should be happy for him since it is going to be a test for his mentality and physically. I can't wait to see that botak head 2weeks later!(:
Hello bestfriend, hang on there yeah? We're all with you(:

Left the camp, his parents dropped us over at Paya Lebar and we all shared a cab, dropped my them both over at Suntec City before I headed home. Too tired to go for facial so I postpone it to next month instead. Anyway mommy bought new eye cream and collagen water today! ((:


Think this 2years, I've so gotten used to having a bestfriend by my side. We always have crazy ideas of doing crazy things together. And nevertheless being there for each other as and when we can. Time to time, meeting up for a dinner feast together and not forgetting having celebrating each other's birthday together(: Happy times don't last. God is always fair, he gave me 2years of good times with my bestfriend and now 2years without him so often. But not to worry, im sure it'll be good(: Anyway got to get enough of being so emotional now.


I've got work tmr and the day after. Omg pretty tiring but I like, time passes so fast without me knowing. I presume results would be out next week, OMG OMG OMG. I'm very worried, feart that I might not do well): Got to hope and pray now. Anyway I still haven't got enough of shopping, im seeing pretty tops everywhere I go can! Nevermind, going to shop again on Sunday when I meet D,his boy and prince.


kkk, going off now!

Reflections

Today I learnt something new, something which trigger my memory of the past. I'm not emotional, just feel like getting all my thoughts down. Starting from today, self-reflection would be essential for me before I hit the sheets every night.


We always make choices in our life. And no matter what,we always would think it as a choice that will bring the best for us. Just like how I chose to study instead of just bumming around with an O level cert which I know will not get me anywhere far. I presume or rather I'm very sure my choice was right, if I put in the effort to go far in my studies, I'd make it one day. Till now, where I'm just left with one semester before I graduate, I've never felt it was a wrong choice. From the day that we were brought into the world, we're taught on how to choose. When I'm just young kids, my parents would ask us to make a choice outta of the 2toys, in which I can only get to buy 1. I always ended up choosing the one we would feel best comfortable and have the best liking for. I realise that all along, my parents will never the ones who make the choice for me, forcing me into taking things that I do not wish/like to take. Instead I'm given the freedom to choose what I like best.


Now, I totally and thoroughly understand what's the real definition of "forced". Not that I don't understand it all along, probably I should say I've never felt what it is like physically. I do have moments where I would say "forced" to do certain things but looking back,it was something I had to obliged to and not being "forced". The feeling of being "forced' isn't anything good. Not only will you feel uncomfortable but it is just not something you want. Years back, I made a grave mistake which took me to realise only years later. "Forced" already shows to forgo the feelings of one. When I was on the bus ride home, I realise everyone have the right to choose and we should always respect and listen. Even if, I wasn't the one being chosen, it doesn't imply anything bad still. Because we're humans and we differ, thats why we made different choices. Thus, we should always learn to respect each other's choices. It does bring good for a relationship, kinship or friendship(:


From now, I'd learn to listen more. Listening is a respect. I learnt this saying years back when I was still in secondary school. And now I found it pretty useful in my life. At this point of my life, I decided to make a turn. To turn my attitude towards everything in life to be totally different from the past. I'd learnt to love and cherish people around me more, for instance my mother. I had a thinking the other day, what if one day my mom is gone, I will never be able to have another mom totally the same as her. I'd probably yearn to be her daughter once again. This makes me realise that my life is filled with beautiful people like my mother. She is always the most beautiful woman in my eyes and I love her.


And what's life without friends as well? I just have a grp of really loving people around me. We care and share for each other. We listen and respect. We shower love and concern for one another. And we give each other support. This is something I'd call a friendship. I thank god for letting me met this wonderful people.


I believe this is a turn in my attitude towards life. Hopefully one day I'd earn enough money to be able to travel round the world with a camera in hand, taking down the beautiful moments in different parts of the world(: Goodnights!

Sunshines(:

K my mom woke me up early in the morning before 9am,

mom: Girl, you wanna go eat breakfast not?
me: *thinking she so nice jio me, ok lor go with her* ok lor, give me 5more mins to sleep can.
mom: Ok! Actually hor, I want to cook curry tonight for dinner so I need you to help me later

NB! I thought why she so nice to jio me for breakfast, in the end she wants help from me to cook curry -.- But I got to say my mom's curry rocks my undies ok. Sibeh nice, I like! :D

K lah, had fishball noodles for breakfast, now my stomach getting indigestion from the noodles alr. Think I ate too fast, see lor gei kiang everytime.

Yesterday Derek(my brother brother) share so much gossip with me about what is happening to the store man. Damn exciting. Our store has very happenings love stories & gossips all years round, and we(derek and me) are like the no.1 paparazzi ok! Think they should present "the best paparazi" award for me!


kkk, meeting my boys after my work ends in the evening, either ktv or movie. it's TUESDAY ALREADY!! NB, 3more days my bestfriend going NS. OMG SADDDDD!! Going to emo now by peeling potato,

K BYE!

And i think i suck at peeling potato skin, i accidentally cut my finger and IT IS PAINFUL OK!!

K BYE AGAIN!

Z

We popped the bottles last night. Music was good, kept all of us going down to the dancefloor. Had a bit too much and by the time we went out of Zirca, I was pretty lost on what I was doing. Everything seems so vague. And I pretty much assume I've gotten myself into some embarrassing shit again. Oh well, when Rachel gets high, you'll never wanna know her. But anyway it was seriously a good last night out before twin goes in for whole 3weeks(: I believe everyone had a fair share of fun and alcohol even the one who doesn't club much.


We were at Le Noir first for some show before we hit Zirca. And right, the show was so "exciting". We waited like an hr there just for the show to start. NB, could have hit Zirca earlier to enjoy. Many pictures taken in Le Noir when we were all so bored from waiting. I was too afraid I might lost my camera that I didn't bring it with me when I'm inside Zirca.


Yunyun(:
twin&yunyun, 2 of the most important ones in my life(:
Looking so adorable, hahaha!

And then there's Lionel!! Fucking miss this little sweet chap here(:
Wonder why he takes fugly face photos with me everytime): bastard!
Well this is SO MUCH better k.
Flashy flash flash
Twin, me, yunyun
Once again, I thank god for having this 2 angels beside me when I fall. Love you all deep and hard ok!
Our faces never changes, HAHAHA!
See, even some random lady wanna join in!
Neh neh leh, she looked here luhs.
Hahaha CUT HER OFF !
I think we look cute here(: and I like!
Swear this guy who works as waiter in Le Noir, damn cute & build!
My man all so happy taking pictures with him. and FYI the mancho guy was tip toeing. HAHAH
Darling and me. Say hi to his NB face. Hahah

All looking great and ready to party their asses off I swear



We were bored bored bored to the maximum, so Imran tooks photos for us!


12years and counting, I thank god for you. And take care when u're in NS k!
All of them, I LOVE!
We're all looking so happy together!


Finally my grey contacts looks so greyish in this picture, love it! ;D
A big fat kiss for you my twin!
With love always k!
And my papa and my twin, 2years and counting! They're also 2 of the most impt people in me's life!
Twin, papa & darling(:
I hate the aftermath of alcohol!!


Great damage done to my health, face and pocket last night. When I crashed twin's crib after the night ended, I vaguely remembered I puke and shower(I really dont know whether I did). And I think I didnt even remove my makeup? Goodness and right, this morning a few came popping out on my face! You know clubbing ages my face so much! I always look and feel damn cui after clubbing. Got back home say in the morning at 11am? The whole day I felt so cui. The alcohol was obviously still in control of my mind and body. And I kept wanting to vomit so much. Even I could still smell the damn volka. Got a 3hrs nap later in the noon and waking up to feel abit better BUT my gastric cramps came and I was feeling damn uncomfortable. Didn't had a proper dinner at all.


Called to work for tmr. And yes finally after for not working close to a month, I'm finally back. But I've got this super bad feeling bout something bad is going to happen tmr when I return to work. I don't know what it is but I just don't feel good. Kk, mayb my mind is taking too much control over me. Let's hope for a good first day of work tmr!(:


Eh I need time, time to go down toh guan to fix my damn cui phone and time to go for BTP! I was even thinking of doing a collage of those very fashion models but Im afraid I can't find space to put it up. Urgh, annoying!


Really love nights out like yesterday(: And big thanks to yunyun&papa for taking care of me. Love you all!!