alright i went k box today!!!!!

i sing, sing and singgggg :DDDD

met up with eunice at cck and i was late. all because of my eye lashes and u hafta get a new one! qiqi teach me how to past can? i suck at it =x we met up with chang at je and we headed to clementi to meet woods. had a very hard time locating where he was and when we were waiting for th lift, he came! haha, then we went up and we went singing!!!! so fun (: took th k lunch package and th food sucks! th chicken rice is really chicken rice! with only 2-3 pieces of chicken and th curry chicken is only chicken rice plus curry gravy! and it tasted like horrible. i din even managed to finish it up cos it was really disgusting and tasted so horrible =/ will nvr go for k lunch at clementi again!

we left at 2 plus and cabbed to town. was a damn hot day la. and tats why we decided to cab and it will be kinda cheap. me and eunice love taking cabs nowadays! haha, we really love it la. and somemore nowadays i really spend alot of money on cab. =x and im gg broke soon. went window shoppin and rejected th interview thingy. *details missing* eunice and me left for dinner and cabbed home again! so imgaine how much money i have spent on cabbing alone. haha.

heading for a new direction and new life ! (:

thanks for everyone who stood by me (:

i hope mummy is feeling better. *smoochies*

i loveeeee my friends!

alright much of th things are done for my poly thingy. just hope that everything will go thru smoothly and god will bless me (:

i went to rp today with my dearest clique and mummy (: rp is really far frm th mrt station cos we walked there there and th sun was scorching brightly at us! omg, i could haf just got a heat stroke there. even though i wore spaghetti but it was still very hot. so we brisk walked there and after an hr or so, we left for lunch and head to town while mun and kohs went home. so there was me,mummy,eunice,woods and chang left. we trained to town and th journey was longggg! tat is wad i hate bout taking mrt la. its like forever not reaching. but FINALLY we reached orchard and it was like ages? haha. we make our way to fep to shop ard (:

saw nothing nice that i could actually get for myself. saw shuxian too! miss her damn hell loads. aft tat we headed to heeren and window shopped ard. went to find renee who was working la. that naughty lil girl, went smoking again! and saw sam too! (: we headed to cine and window shopped again. went to haf kfc and monster darling came and find me and mummy. hugged him real tight la. haha and i HUGGED qiqi too!!!!! she's my gf cos we wore th same top for th day! LOL. they left for movie and we went walking ard and we saw someone (: i just OMG OMG OMG. mummy went blushed! haha. went revoltage !! my fav shop for now. i bought myself a nice top and eunice got 1 too! then we left and mummy and me cabbed home. within 5 mins, we got on a cab(: must be god blessing us.

to my dearest mummy:

somehow when u told me that u wan to change yourself into any you just now, i was really disappointed in you. not that i will dispise u or anything. i will for sure wont allow u to do that just because of some reasons. in this world, i believe everything is fair and square. so wad if someone who is pretty and has everything but not able to do anything? will she be able to be like this forever? i believe no! im sure god is fair, some ppl will get th fair share of beauty, of being pretty, slim and everything. some ppl will get th fari share of being intelligent in sports or maybe studies and thus they excel. some ppl might be getting th fair share of wad others may not get. even if u din get wad u wan, im sure u still haf smth that is for sure others will deprive to haf. don look down on urself so much. look ahead and put urself high. don be affected by wad other says u. believe in urself and u can. i've been thru alot of things recently. wad impt is now, is to learn to really look ahead and not find some other solutions that will be impossible to be done. i've learnt to look ahead and go ahead with wad i wanna do and set myself to do it. myabe for now, workin hard in every apsect of me is needed. cos i wanna change myself for better. to be haf my temper changed and attitude and everything. and also working hard to earn money and get myself things that i like. being happy is th thing. mummy i can tell that u haf things inside u that u nvr tell me. i can sense u are unhappy and sighing every other day. but i just wanna tell u, tink thru everything carefully now before u make ur decision. nxt tue when i meet up with u, i hope u haf at least made a decision tat is wise (:

lotsa love and hugs (:
frm ur beloved darling daughter!

oh im so tired. im gg to sleeep now! (:

thanks mummy for helping me with my skin (:
and lastly i need a tagboard, hope tat it will be done soon :DDD



busy busy me (:
toodles !

04 march (:
another new day that begins!


alright, as planned we went cycling. and guess who i went with?my sis,bro and my mom! hahas. sis drove dad's car and it was kinda fast. reached there and went to have our lunch at mac. aft lunch, we went to rent bikes and off we go! me& mom one bike, my 2 sis one bike and my bro himself alone (: we made our way to th bedok jetty and rested ourselves there and aft which we continued on all th way and make one big round before we head back. cycling with my 2nd sis was so funny! she keeps making me laugh. omg i really cant stand her la. aft cycling for 1 hr plus, we went to jurong point. sis drove all th way there and we went window shopping before we left. headed home and showered before i met mummy (:


met mummy and we went to find monster and roy at monster's hse. monster hair is cool la. and then we heaed to town in cab. i bought myself a pair of nice gold pumps! im sooooo happy (:then we headed to cine for dinner. before that i went GAP and got my pay, same old thing, monster hafta act as my guy. haha. something happened before, you know? haha. then we headed to cine and ate our dinner. we took neoprints la! so damn cool!!!! th machine allows th neoprints to be infraded to our hp! so i got them posted up! enjoy th pics ok? (:


i loveee monster and mummy!
i loveee lovers!
i loveee everyone!
my life is damn great <3

04 march (:
sorry for being MIA this few days. LOL
was busy town-ing with my peeps



2nd march (:
met up with ming today! he's damn nice la, cos he got me a wallet as my belated b'day gift and also treated me to lunch. hahas. see how he dotes on me (: thanks ming. we were both late in meeting up and i was so damn pissed when th damn maid from nowhere nearly snatched my cab but luckily i was fast enough to react. met ming at jurong point, after getting th wallet and had our brunch, he headed to je while i met with beloved (: he was late la. ended up waiting for him and off we went town! he wanted to go ps to get his pay and stuff end up we couln't cos it was raining like no one's business. so we stayed inside ps and rot ard and we saw imran (: that irritating and cute fellow. had so much fun with them and aft imran finished his lunch, we headed to cine by cab and we waited th cab for like 2o mins cos of th quene. imran was singing all th way till we got on th cab. i loveeee his singing is really nice la (:


anyw we met this nasty auntie who seemed irriated by imran's singing and kept staring at him. we purposely made fun of her and also imran sang loudly! hahas. she was damn pissed and when she got on th cab her skirt got stuck! LOL. was laughing our ass-es off. we headed to emax chambers and stuff. mummy came and find me during evening time. off we went to haf our dinner. monster darling was coming to town :DDD


met up with monster and terry. saw beloved qianyu and her friend. she came to look for me. hahas. thanks girl! and i loveeee u too! (: after monster came, we went to find ashely and aft which slacked ard before we head to paragon for dinner with monster's parents. was such a full-filling dinner i had! and was very delicious all thanks to his parents. after dinner, we headed to NUM at heeren and then i went OMG !!!!!!! i just kept on OMG all th while when i was in NUM. hahas. *details missing* I MUST GO HEEREN EVERY DAY!


slacked ard and took kinda lots photos before we head home with noel. cabbed home and was super tired la. tmr meeting eunice and woods for job hunting ! (:


3rd march (:
woke up, prepared and went out kinda late. they were even later than me! so end up we met only at 4 when we are supposed to meet at 2. but its ok. i saw a number of ppl. like jacklyn and crystal and i got to know th very interesting game they were having. soooo fun la. after woods and fui came we went to eat and decided to catch a movie. walked ard and shopped ard before our movie starts at 7. fui got herself a new tin box and a wallet but she regretted la. cos of th love shapes and stuff. wanted to get sam to help but cant help also. nvm! u will like th wallet as day goes by ok?


and i went NUM again! and i just went OMG OMG OMG again la. haha. damn excited and mad when im in NUM! aft which we headed for movie. we were gg to catch th movie "letters from Iwo jima!" hahas and i don't even know how to pronounce the word Iwo cos no one else does too ! :DDD the movie was nice (: 3/5 stars given ! after movie went to find darling monster. and we slacked ard before we cabbed home. damn pissed with th cab driver la. how could he?! so we lodged a complaint against him. haha. alright im tired :( im gg cycling tmr (: and meeting monster and mummy again!!!!!! i loveee them!


sorry im lazy to upload photos. :x
toodles people !

01 march (:
first day of march !
a new mth and a new life ! :DDD



woke up ard noon. was fucking hungry cos mom din buy any lunch nor breakie for me. so i wanted to call mac but decided not to cos its rather fattening. ard 3 mom told me that we'll go out for lunch tgt. she hafta go to th bank and handle some stuff before we head for lunch at lot 1. it took kinda long cos the quene was long and aft that we headed to lot 1. still raining la. hate rainy days cos everywhere is soooo wet but love it cos i love the breeze and coldness (:


after lunch, we headed back home. qy texted me. i forgot that i din reply her messages. so i replied and rang her up. talk to her bout her stuff. i guess she's kinda sad over wad her gf has done to her. well i hope she cheer up ok? anyw so i decided to meet her at cine for a talk or dinner. prepare everything and went out. th bus ride was rather long. she waited for me like 15 mins? sorry darling. we saw Mattew la. it was so coincidence! so we all had dinner tgt. we were talking bout GAP stuff. Mattew said tat he's glad that we are all safe and sound and are happy and he can leave for hk with no worries. i was like stunned ?! hai , looks like he's another ben who is leaving =(((((( cos if he leaves for hk , we will nvr come back to s'pore anymore . hope he changes his mind (:


after dinner , we went heeren and walked ard while Mattew left for Robinsons. headed back to cine and decided to go Rocky Master for a drink . and i happened to see Mingyang there la! so i went over and "hey". he joined me and qy and qy was gg mad frm laughing too much cos of Mingyang and his actions when he talks. qy had a lil chat with her friend as well. then we all headed back home. kinda tired . but mingyang is damn nice! he's gonna help me with my nails !!!!! teehee and tmr i will meeet mummy and also monster they all (: enjoy !


no photos today (=