i had alot of fun this 3 days !

i must definetely thank roy , monster , mummy and von for this !

loveeeee them lots ! BIG BIG THANKS ! =D

13thmarch

mummy and me met up and off we went to monster's hse . the 2 pigs are forever sleeping so me and mummy entertained ourselves in th living room . congrats to mummy who got in TP (: &&& also to gf aka khookohwei who got into SP ! we ordered mac delievery and baby kept barking at th delievery man ! i tried to attract him with food but doesn't work and his barkings woke roy up . anyw we headed town in th night . wanted to catch a movie but there wasn't any nice ones . so we headed to partyworld to sing sing sing ~ had lotsa fun in there with terry boy along (: we left at 3 and headed to meet imran & friends at newton circus . we had late supper tgt (: *yummylicious* cabbed home afterwards . dead tired .

14th march

woke up ard 2 plus . feeling hungry , mummy and me suggested cooking noodles but we don't even know how his hse stove works ! and we used more than 1o mins to figure it out . but then in th end , we decided to on th gas and light it using th lighter . and aft like 1 hr or so , we finally had our noodles cooked ! vonne came ard 6 plus and we headed to town aft preparing . town

again ~ haha . slacked there and walked ard . went to th arcade and i saw JULI ! (: miss her damn lots . gave her a hug ! catch up a lil and we left . headed to th kopitiam near cine and ate supper ? terry boy came and we continued to slack . left ard 12 plus and cabbed to monster's hse . had 1 pot of mahjong as usual . th main highlight of th night was : truth or dare ! roy and me drank and we both were superb high la . roy is super duper high . haha . well he's my 15 yrs of hubby ! LOL . we've been married for 15 yrs . slept only at 8 in th morning !

15th march

woke up ard 3pm ? argh , super tired and super cold la ! caught slight flu . showered and everything , woke both of them up . headed to lot 1 for dinner , buy hair dye etc etc . packed dinner back and roy dyed his hair while we ate . then ard 8 plus left and headed to lot 1 and monster had his dinner . we headed to kodak and get their photos washed and they headed to night safari and they cabbed and dropped us off . super tired :x

had so much fun within this 3 days with them . monster somehow got our msg . and frm wad roy told us , im glad that actually he treasured us alot too . glad that our zhoujia 1st anniversary celebration was a successful one . much thanks to roy aka my 15 yrs of hubby , he really helped and gave in alot to this celebration . our frienship will forever stay strong and never fall . a wonderful 3 days with them . thanks monster , we love you too (:

i loveee cookie MONSTER ,

i loveee mummy ,

i loveee vonne ,

i loveeee roy

&&& i loveee them real lots ! thanks ! (:

my MONDAY =(



din go out today . super boring la . at home , also nth to do other than go online or read books . argh ! and daddy is being sooooo .... i just don't know how to say him . everything i do nowadays , he looks and pays so much attention . he doesn't pay attention on th good side , but th bad side . inside him , he keeps on thinking that im turning bad , turning into a chao ah lian , being in gang etc etc . i don't know wad is wrong with him . and i seriously dislike th "him" now !


home is a place for us to rest and relax but i feel otherwise . whenever i do anything , he stares at me , making me feel so uncomfortable ! argh ! this kinda feelings really irritates a hell outta me you know ? i hate people to control me or my freedom and now i've alr been very good and i reached home before 1o everyday ! so tell me ,wad does he want ? i know he's my dad and of course , he will be worried for me . but sometimes i feel that he's over worrying toooo much ! and till th extend i cant take it . so now i don't really talk to him . i can feel th distance between me and him . i really dislike th current situation now ! piss me off and makes me don't feel like staying at home .


i hope someday , daddy will really change his thinking . cos i believe wadever i wanna and set myself to do now , to him , seems like rubbish and crap . its just nothing to him . simply cause he thinks im a failure in studies ! im not like my sisters who are so brilliant to be able to study up to uni level , tats wad he thinks inside his mind . let him compare then . someday when i really make out something BIG , i will for sure show it to him !



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may god bless me for tmr's appealing results to be a successful one (:

10march (:


went to m'sia in the noon as planned to visit my uncle who just had an op in th throat . so we went there ourselves and the custom is seriously packed with ppl ! and everyone is squeezing till
i cant even breathe . and i sweated alot while queneing up cos th quene is damn long . omg . when can th m'sia customs upgrade their customs ? LOL


we arrived in m'sia at ard 3 plus close to 4 and we cabbed down to one of th malls to haf our late lunch . ate mac cos we din know wad is nice there . aft that we shopped ard and cabbed down to my uncle's factory . my aunts were still working so we went in th staff lounge to watch tv and rest cos its air coned ! haha . th weather is fucking hot . bth . ard 6 we left to my th other uncle's place and visited him . he seemed to haf lost so much weight and seems pale due to th treatment . poor him . may god bless him to recover soon (: aft which we headed to haf dinner and there was this bunch of irritating ah bengs , who are so uncivilised . :x


aft dinner , we went back to th factory and i continued watching tv with my bro . watched all th way till 1am before i turn in to bed .


11march (:
happy 1yr 1 mth to eunice and woods ! (:


early in th morning got dragged up by my mom . so freaking tired . th other night i slept 1am and i need more sleep ! but mom suggests gg over to th big shopping mall , so we left at 1o . th cab arrived damn fast la . within 2 mins . haha . cabbed down and had our breakfast = kfc . lol . then we shopped ard and i bought bras ! th bras there are fucking cheap and nice ! next time i must go shopping with my friends when im older ! we headed to HARRIS th some sort like s'pore kinokuniya . went there and bought a few bks . and its fucking cheap la . i managed to go in roxy and their stuff are really cheap ! i wan to go shopping !!!!!


we saw th dunkin donuts shop and the donuts are like wow ! so damn yummylicious ! some of them are so cute to be eaten !!! we bought like 6 and we went to sit down and haf a rest before we head back . was freaking tired . cabbed down and stuff and reached s'pore like 1 plus? heade back home straight . was to meet mummy at 3 .


so faster prepare and everything i went out to meet her . bus-ed to town and managed to get her cardigan . and we went to find eunice at mango lingo ! then we went shopping ard and i saw MICHY BABY ! loveeee and missss her lots ! she was with wenjie . alright im gonna meet her up soon this week before her sch starts ! we saw woods when we were on th way to cine and we decided to shopped tgt . then woods left for movie and we went to monster's hse for mahjong ! met them down at lot 1 . someone bought me an anklet and in turn i bought her one ! (: then we headed for dinner at LJS and monster's hse . saw liying and had a catch up with her .


had a few rounds of mahjong and we lost badly ! haha . so poor thing . then we headed home . while roy and nicole cabbed home . so freaking tired . party tmr ~ (:


toodles people !

sometimes somethings will never be back :(


i hope monster gets to read this (:
i really hope monster gets our hint and know it inside his heart. hope he doesnt ask anything on tues and hope everything will go on smoothly and of course everyone to enjoy to their hearts content. i don't even wanna lose anyone now. cos its been 8 yrs of friendship that we shared.


hope he knows it (:

09 MARCH (:


mummy rang me up early in th morning at 11 plus! and i was sleeping and was in my beauty dreams.lol. she called and asked me bout th meeting time for later so i told her when i wake up then i will ring her back. i fell asleep aft she put down and ard 12 plus, mummy ( my real mummy) called me . argh ! disturbed again ! another beauty dream gone ! she asked me whether i wanted lunch but i told her im gg out . so after she ended th call , i couldnt slp anymore ! and i texted back zombie mummy and told her th meeting time . *yawns* tired tired .


prepare everything and went out to meet her . went to wash th photos and stuff and we went to get th board . after which , we headed to sakae sushi for lunch initially but their buffet starts only at 3 ! duh . so we went to ajisen instead . its been so long since i went ajisen ! *yummys . after eating , we left and walked ard . ard 4 plus , i suggested to mummy that she come my hse and do th board thingy for someone . so we skipped to me house ! haha . literally skipped la . reached my house and i went damn high and go bonkers . we actually rented VCDs to watch but th show wasn't nice so we din watch . started on th board thingy and watching tv at the same time .


we joked and crapped ard so much . mummy thought there was smth wrong with me . lol . cos i was really so high . anyw we managed to complete it within 2 hrs and we happily called that someone and told him we are coming to give him things . we sounded so dead cos we wanted to make th atmospehere . but end up one of th photos flew away when we were on th way and another one we managed to find it . (: than we hafta cabbed down to his house and meet him . and th person is none other than darling monster ! we gave it to him and he was touched but he din cry ! tat is our main aim : make him cry ! but we failed !!!! nvm .


we stayed at his house till 7 plus and we left for home . we took th bus back and was really happy and stuff . alright im tired and im not sure whether im gg m'sia tmr . oh ya , i haf bee real good , reading newspaper and gg to th library to borrow books . may god bless me for my appealing . i need some time to sort things out and put them back to where they were from . maybe sunday ? not sure either la . see how . alright bye !


i just love everyone now ! (:

3 things that i hope god will bless me in (:

1. friendship with M (:
2. mummy's stuff
3. my appeal thingy (:


may god bless me thru all this 3 main things now. they are impt to me and will for sure make a mark in my life somehow or another. so i just hope everything will really go smoothly (: