It's only wednesday today and im already totally worn out. Rushing of proj and assignments is really killing me so much. Everyone has been like coming early to school to finish up their reports / projs. I wanna get this week over and done with. Then i'll be left with only 2 projs ): on top of that my health still hasn't been improving. sigh, esp my appetite. and now gastric has just comes knocking to the door. arghhh, i miss everyone so much!

i hate to take medicine. i hate all the side effects. i feel super terrible now )':

Met up with loves yesterday for dinner. to be exact only twinny, me, K, C, B & D went for dinner at PS Mos Burger. i feel like im wasting food nowadays when i eat. i only had 1/2 the burger yesterday and a few fries. And today's dinner, i ate only half the rice and dishes ): so anyway we had a guest at Tantric yesterday. Everyone was so not them and right after the guest left, practically everyone went wild and mad. haha. D came over to fetch me home. Pretty tiring and i continued on with the proj after i got home last night until 3am and i woke up at 9am to prepare and go school to continue on.



So i just came home from the doc's. pretty bad by what the doctor says. i guess the rain today adds on to it. i hate to take medicine. really. i used to throw / pour them away when im young. but in fact now, i can't do it. if i don't get well, its gonna be even worse. i think im gonna go back to my proj now! Goodnights



in silence i cried

I have been busy. doing projs and assignments. Friday night was awesome with happy pills around. I promise to upload those photos we all took soon :) Everyone had a bit too much except those drivers and bikers. Im super grateful to LH for sending me home, my first time riding in a bike. one word for it = super shiok. its a Sunday today and right now I only have 4hrs of sleep and im up to rush for my proj again. I slept at 6am. Sigh i haven't get well at all, my appetite seems to be getting worse. i dont wanna see a doc cause im so sick of medicine. Dinner with Twinny, Roy and all later. I can't wait cause i really miss them :D

my laptop screwed up majorly on me. the keyboard totally went headwire thus that explains why i hasn't been able to go online not to mention updating of my blog. oh well, it sucks to not have the laptop as your company during the night when you're up to study. majorly sucks. so anyway i dont know wad went wrong with my body system. my appetite has been BAD. i mean really BAD. i used to have 3 normal meals per day and lots of junk food in between. but right now im having one meal per day which is really BAD. i'll feel happy nowadays when i wake up in the morning if im feeling hungry BUT after i have like 2-3 mouths of my food, i totally have no appetite and instead after that i feel so nauseous like right now. and i actually puked out my 2 small mouths of lunch yesterday. omg i really feel so terrible and i dont wanna actually be like this )': you know someone i missed so much now is TWINNY. i must must meet him on Sunday cause i've too many things to tell him. oh well my cough on the other side isn't getting any better. instead i think its worse. i lose my breathe very often nowadays but just walking to school. i seriously hope i don't die so soon at least let me pass my 21st birthday!
School has been going on well. i have been trying to rush my projs and assignments all being due. Finally Friday will be the night to relax with happy pills :) ok i really wanna get well, i really wanna get well!

Monday = Monday Blues = school ): oh wells accounts was for today which makes me even have more monday blues. lecturer was being so stuck up today but he's a rather good lecture thats what i'd say. Im going to use this whole week to complete my projs and assignments. then i'll definitely ask for help from Angie love for accounts. Friday night = happy pills night :D tonight im going to complete my revision for accounts. then bed and proj tmr early in the morning in school ): & this week i MUST find time for lovelys. i haven't seen them for a week alr! Alright back to accounts now.

HAVOC BBQ AT CHENG'S PLACE :)

this fellow turned out to be so MANCHO after entering poly, look at his chest and you'll know! he does look like superman (:
so we all loved him and did the same pose as him.
i haven't seen them for ages! look at the sibeh auntie fan and i kinda spoil it :/
Miss this girl! my first sec sch gf to go town and my first neoprint was with her!

snap snap snap!
lovely eleanor!
again!
now another fellow i havent seen for million yrs! Mr Lee :D

Xinya called us potato chips :/ hahaha

by then i was kinda high? my face was blushed! chienchien~
brother ben and me :)
sisters :)
superman!


the mad ones 1

the mad ones 2
the mad ones 3, i seemed exceptionally SHORT cause i blocked Eleanor's head and had to squat
loveeeees!
lovely (:

So anyw i gave a missed for Homecoming due to projs. I decided to meet them aft that at Cheng's place for bbq :) its been like ages since i went for bbq! we caught up ALOT and we laughed ALOT as well! those good old times that are worth mentioning million times and never seem to bored us out, we just laugh whenever we mentioned them. so so happy that night cause i've never seen any of them after i graduated. and we went on with ZHONG JI MI MA. killer games with drinks and ended up with gone victims lah. zomg. i blabbered nonsense and we all danced around. hahah. it was really fun. anyw i've got to thank Mr Lee for taking the cab with me :) a million thanks my friend! aww i knocked my knee when alighting th cab and i didnt realise until this morning when i saw the bruise with a lump ):

i miss those lovelys of mine. guess them, T, R, C, B & D :)