TGIF :)

finally saw this monsterous twinny of mine ytd :))

Finally stats proj are done and handed up. what's left is only accounts. Hope for a pass for th proj and i'll be glad. Class ended off early and everyone seem so high in mood. Dinner with classmates. Ended up with buddy and me. We went around searching for his games and he treated me to a drink! :D Went down Tantric and had a couple of drinks there. It was fun and i went backstage too. Quite a nice chill out place. Cab home with R afterwhich. Felt so tired when i reach home.

pissed


im feeling super duper pissed now. majorly stressed up and have super screwed up members. i hate projs. and whats more stucked up members who don't bother to do much things but demands. when asked for meet ups for discussions, they simply try to get away with it. when everyone is trying every bit of their effort to complete the report, what are they doing? Nothing i supposed. things assigned to them were already considered the simplest yet what they gave was whines, complains and attitudes. i seriously swear that next sem i will not pair up with such people anymore. really, im fucking stressed.

Thuradays!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDYKINS! :)

Say hi to the china doll :/

Clems and i got so stressed up from doing stats that we decided to snap a photo
hohoho see i caught Jason in class!
lovely Angie and me! :)

tmr is friday = doom's day = Stats proj due date. i guess i won't be having much / good sleep tonight. i hope everything turns out pretty fine tmr too! right now, waiting for things to be sent over before i could actually start. pre national day dinner w classmates after school tmr. Sat is national day and i guess im probably gonna spend it at home or even outside at KAP with my books. my dad, mom, sis and bro are going over t Genting this weekend f a short trip. i didnt tag along maybe because i dont pretty much like Genting. Casino is the fun thing there but it isn't fun when you can't enter at all. So my house will be left with my big sis and me. Maybe i should ask someone to stay over my place so i won't fee so scare. back to project! :)

Wednesday.



it was a pretty fine morning. but i couldn't sleep in more due to stats and i got to be in school at 1030am ): cost me so much of my sleep. urgh anyw Clems was late and he was nice to treat me lunch :) so we chiong stats from 11 till before class. i swear i felt like going home but i've got to stay on for lectures. lecture was really dry. but it was all important for the upcoming exams. got home, washed up and had dinner before i make my way down to KAP to mug. 3hrs of intensive mugging with S was really good. I managed to clear alot of doubts on my stats. looking at those past years papars really freaked you out. you'll be panicking cause so many things you still have a big question mark on. im taking every opportunity nowadays t study as hard as i can and at the same time get my projs done. this is stressful but i believe it pays off. i got to turn in early. finally tmr we're getting the report done and friday is doom's day. i hope to pass with a B :) Goodnights!

I think school is getting me way too stress with the projs on hand. I haven't been sleeping well at all. Sleeping enough and well is 2 different thing. I may have enough sleep but not good at all. The stress adds on to it. Been having nightmares for a few nights. I dont know why too. They seem so superficial yet true. I dreamt bout twin too. urgh. I think i miss him too much alr. To add on to the stress, i received warning letter bout me being late for class for 3times and i know no fuck bout whether i need to appeal and all. I've checked my attendance and found it t be 92.5% overall and local students will need to pass an average of 75% attendance. I hope nothing bad happens and im able t sit for exams smoothly. I guess i got to start to be punctual nowadays for lessons. Anyw Angie is finally back in school tmr! I miss her so much and now that she's back she could share my burden with me :)



I think i've been pressurizing myself as much also. Im glad i cleared somethings which isnt supposed to be on my mind now. But i guess i really put too much stress on myself when comes to studies. I seem to be number 1 super kan chiong for everything. Like those projs, I just wanna get it over and done with fast. Then I can start mugging very hard for my upcoming exams in Sept. It worries me so much. Im afraid I can't do as well as how i did in sem 1 or i need to retake certain modules which i told myself i will not allow that to happen at all. I need to pull through another busy week again. Meaning i will not have time to meet lovelys up ): I've seriously been missing out alot of updates & dinners together. I wish i could join them soon.



im so worn out

Saturday!

I spent my whole evening till midnight with this bitch over here. It was a kinda last minute plan to meet up kinda thing. She treated me to pasta mania f dinner. Had a very bad craving for it that very day. Then we went to TCC @ Lido. I swear th ambience and layout of the whole tcc was awesome! It seems so class and you feel so princessy inside sitting on those chairs! What's more to say it wasn't too nosiy as compared to another end of orchard. We had really good time reminscing the good ol' times working tgt. We decided to hit down t Tantric since i told twin i'll be popping by to see them cause I won't be free to meet them up on Sunday itself. Everyone practically exclaimed when they see my hair): ahaha. but anyway i've got to grow my hair long long long now! We had bottles after bottles of Heinkein. Initially was to drink for chilling but the temptation grew so strong for more. Left around midnight f home :)

Sunday!

I was supposed to reach ECP at 10am. But everyone turned out to be late. Amos pick me up from TM and we headed to ECP t meet the rest. Lynne and Julian were like us, the early birds and we had big breakfast! :D the rest came around 11plus and after they settled their lunch we went off to cycle. The sun was being a bitch that day. It was totally hot and now im darker! ): cycled for 4hrs. it was totally tiring. Everyone left to Brandon's place to wash up a lil before my sexy biker rode me home again. I nearly fell asleep a couple of times during the journey. And he was being sucha ass by dashing through thr red light. Super retarded. Oh well i had fun with my loveable classmates :)

Monday!

I think I need to take more photos in school. I would love to do so. My blog seems so dead with no photos, nothing. I hate t be blogging when there isnt photos ): So anyway today accountings lessons was average. Class ended 5mins late. Sexy biker couldnt send me home and so i took the bus. pretty occupied with stuffs nowadays. i hardly have time for myself. I wish i had 48hrs a day to complete everything on hand t be due. Its been rather long since i can sit myself down to have dinner with twin&co with nothing worrying in my mind. School's being a total bitch. Exams are approaching in 3weeks time. I got to work hard cause I wanna go sem 3 happily! I think i got to go bed now cause Sexy biker's coming at 11am to pick me tmr. Goodnights!

He bikes me t school everyday now :)

Hair,

Everyone including happy pills all pro claim that i look like a fucking china doll after my new free hairdo :/ arghhh i feel like killing the person who did this t my hair but oh well what can you do bout free stuff? ): and im sure twinny is gonna hate me and not love me anymore cause i have BANGS and he hates people w bangs. Im trying to love my hair as day goes by and sometimes i feel like my hair is dropping. so scary. i fear that even before i hit 30 my hair has dropped majorly! :/ sounds way too exgerrating.

School

Everything has been the same or rather all along it is the same. Projs still not done yet and revisions not started. i've been t coming to sch early due t my sexy biker. i claim free rides t school everyday and i must thank him f coming to pick me t sch everyday w/o fail. maybe not everyday but rather almost everyday of this week. It feels cool yet dangerous t be on a bike but i trust him :) We had a mini celebration in school for Bei Ying's birthday. her face flushed with redness when she saw us with the cake and i bet she loves it :) Happy 19th anyw!

Anyway I've been feeling rather stresed up in school nowadays. esp these few days. i dont know why too. I feel everything's rushing in and i have no time for other things. i've got so much to do. and seems like the stress just stumble on upon me totally. I've got to take charge of certain things if not it will go way outta place and no one will bother doing it. Standardizing those meetings, discussions, people and all is really tiring. I start t ponder how i am going to pull through this week or rather the whole of sem 2. thinking back in sem 1 i would still have time f revisions even if im rushing my proj but now i can't even have time to mug let alone say doing things i'd love to do. Majorly stressed up. Certain things we do in school like mini birthday celebration and all cheers me up in going school.

Personal

I miss alot of people. I'd love to meet them even if its just for dinner. I miss going shopping, you know, i haven't been doing any shopping for WEEKS alr! I miss having so much fun outside with lovelys, spending quality time together. I miss laughing out loud with them, doing retarded things, laughing at people, sharing our things. Seriously when can i find the time to do these things? this week will be another week where my weekends are going to be burnt out ): im glad i made it home early today but again, im too tired to do much things when im home. its like a cycle ; sch, home, eat, sleep and everything repeats again tmr for 365days.

k, i gtg. update again :)