M's photography :)


Eleanor, Thanks for the concern babe :) I hope I never recover from the huge loss of appetite! Haha, I wanna slim down and not have any inch of fat any where on my body. My mood affects my appetite too. I think it's all PMS.


Vic, Thanks love! :) I hope you're doing fine too(cause I can tell you're not).

My moodswing this time round is very bad. I feel tired very easily, I don't feel like talking to anyone at all, I just wanna be in my own world and do my own things, I hate every part of my body because it spells F-A-T, losing 2kg seems like 0.000000002g):, going anywhere just makes me uncomfortable, dont know where I should head to, feeling so empty inside, have the urge to splurge on clothes, bags and shoes, wanna get an Iphone ASAP, wanna go Bkk, wanna escape from this island, wish that I need not study so hard for a fucking cert. My moodswing can get really bad, when it gets bad, do not even try talking to me, I'll probably scream off your head.

Wasted 5bucks on a average prawn mee at Food Republic just now as I only had 4-5mouths and Im pretty full. The prawns, meat, veg and 3/4 of the noodles was ALL UNTOUCHED. I just had NO appetite at all suddenly. When I was about to leave town for home, I went into 7-11 and to my surprise, I found this papaya milk drink I've looking for! With no hesitation, I bought it and chuck it inside my bag. Probably this was something thats worth to be happy bout for a shitty saturday I had. Shitty because of a complaint -.- I dont know why I look into it so much this time round where I used to not pretty much bother it last time if I were to hear about it. Maybe because like what Fel told me, I'm giving myself unnecessary stress because I wanna achieve something at work this year. Fuck it, sometimes when I'm supposed to be making it perfect, I screwed it up.

Nevertheless, I'm still fine. It's just a saturday. Tmr's sunday and im gonna be working again-.- sounds boring isnt it. Gonna get a good night rest tonight and charged up for work tmr :) Goodbye fags.

hello world,

Thank god its friday, marks the weekends!
Nothing much for this weekends, except w o r k. Next weekend would be better





Goodnights world.

Half a bowl of fishball noodle in the morning was my brunch and dinner for the whole of Thursday.
My appetite went fucked up again, im back to one meal per day, soon aneroxic is gg to hit me.
I'll be skinny fries thin, I wish that happen. No flabby arms and legs, no pertruding tummy
But again, NO! I'M GONNA BE LOOKING LIKE A FREAK.
Photoscape's pretty fun, look what I tried to edit, might not be as gr8 as you think,
At least, it's something to me ok, ME LIKEY :)
Sometimes it's just fate, you meet people you see on the streets online.
Having so much things on hand to complete these few days,
Gifts making/shopping, cutting hair, MWL, work, revision.

Talking about today, I realise how one can hold on so strong to all the sorrows and tears
The empty feeling inside will never go away,
It seems like yesterday that someone was just next to you,
And the next thing you know, you can never have him there anymore.
It seems cruel but it's true. Its the damn fact we can't change.
In fact, I felt so heavy upon witnessing it. The way she gave me a squeeze on my hand.
I gave her back cause thats my way of giving her support:)
Be strong A:)

After the sudden phone call from Brandon about what happen, I realised life is really short
We really don't know what might happen next,
maybe we couldn't even say the last goodbye to our loved ones around us.
It seems so scary and my heart really pounded upon the news.
I hope you're doing fine, A :) Many condolences from the pills to you.

Monday marks the beginning of a new week. Aug flew by in the blink of an eye.
Sept is approaching and this marks 2 additional units to school. I might be meeting twiny
for "The Proposal" tonight. Can't wait cause I heard it's a pretty good show. I went to the supermarket this morning but I can't seem to find red-skinned potatoes for my potato salad. So frustrating man! Having my driving lessons later at 4pm, I'm so tired even though I have 12hrs of sleep last night. What's wrong with me?