A sudden urge to blog now. Words sometimes mislead us in our thinking and how we see things. It can also anger someone easily too. That's when feelings inside starts to get up and everything will come out of your mouth naturally. Sometimes i wish i could jus d-i-s-a-p-p-e-a-r for a period of time. To hide from those words, feelings and things that makes me feel so stuck up. The feeling of giving up and trying and giving up and trying is sucky. Disappointments then come in one after another. Thats why you'll feel upset and all and start to rant. But thinking about it, it may feels different to certain people, afterall not everyone shares the same thoughts. So sometimes even when you rant, they feel nothing and the pain is all on you. Taking it out physically doesnt help AT ALL. It seems stupid to be holding the penknife destroying the wonderful picture. Even fi you're half dead drunk, its all still on you. The pain tends to lie there so long. I guess someday it'll explode. wait and see.






me. random