disputes


i need temper management so badly and im serious. it has been so long since i was this angry. and i guess not one of them have seen me this side of me before. but one thing i gotta say is im sorry t shocked you guys. but this is the side of me that you guys have seen it and now your did. i guess when im really angry, no one bothers and they actually let me cool down myself. the bus ride home from school today was a long one? thoughts just ran through my mind, many in fact. upon looking back it was something small yet the tension is high now. i guess lets all cool before we actually speak it out again. i dont wan anymore unhappy school days cause i know myself, for then i will hate school. i fear lonely and in fact i never like being alone thats why im always surrounded with friends. nevertheless they always seem to replace the emptiness i feel inside. i may have been harsh with words but i never meant it. i guess no one would really have a right mind when they're angry. instead sometimes i wish to be like some, being neutral and knowing so lil. it does you no good to know so much. i never wan to flare up so badly. but i just did. what's done is done and now lets all cool, i guess thats the best.




oh well enough of emo nemo! i met twinny todayyyyyy ((: he's gotten himself a really vok hair colour, sliver. but apparently it looks more of a white-ish blonde. everything was good today. things went smoothly and nothing bad happened. i love today and its nice seeing everything so wonderful. we had so much fun today. even i was a lil tired from school and bad things happened but after seeing them, the sad side of me went away. i guess i was never really happy like today after so long. ((: