mahjong at 5am. chilled, dung-ed and laughed plenty. everyone who was there was dead tired. left at 7-ish to have breakfast. the feeling was great cause its been long since i'm up soo early :/ the rest all headed home. playground with tweeny next, talked alot. really alot. home then and i thought through many things on my way home. it's been a night since i slept.

i just stood so stone, looking outta of my room window and holding my drink. the feeling was pleasant yet i dont feel good at all. it seems like a moment where i can stop and breathe slowly and take in the morning scene. the clear blue sky just make me stone their and thoughts just run through. i know i'm tired and i need to rest but i just can't clear my mind.