yesterday's clubbing was a mistake. got myself wasted in the end when im not supposed to. my image was totally gone. also made plenty of people worried about me and people breaking down in front of me, i dont feel good at all. a million thanks to those who took care of me, esp: ben(: and next will be Mr Boyfriend, sorry for making things worse & also carrying me over to maxwell, i guess i weigh a million or even trillion. oh wells, im glad everything's over now.




seriously my temper and attitude's getting worst and it sucks):