last night met up with them over at xinya's place.then we headed down to westwood park with satays,otahs and baileys.chien came along with barcadi(: we played games like ICE MAN, so much of childhood delights please.hahahaha.decided to go for a spin and ended up over at west coast park(: it was again much fun with the swing!reached home around 2am.it was a good meetup(:

moments ago, i felt really happy.cause i saw monmon,prince,roy_d!i really miss them alot!:Dbut i received one bad news,they're going thailand for holiday from 8thfeb till 12th):

im fucking drained.last evening was worked till closing, so my dinner was teh-ping+100plus?hahaha!then estee,sandy,derek&ginnie came over to pick me up and we headed over to st james.we were lucky to find that the quene was good and we got in shortly.but the later part sucks.we came to know that we had to quene for those effing free drinks!it really sucks cause by the time we've gotten it,i think we'd have died or something.HAHAHA!so we decided to pop a bottle of martell(((: my favourite among all liqour!rabia came in later and also was the first to knock out.ming and me were still good.but i didnt headed to the dance floor with some of them cause i hate dancing in a limited area.we left at around 330.ming,derek and me headed to a nearby kiosk to pee and had bei bei mian!:Dbut clumsy me spilled the noodles and the hot water just came down right on my leg)))): and my pants was filled with chili crab smell!urghhh!!!got home around 430am.im sorry mom for making you not having enough sleep.she's really someone whom i love the most on earth:D




im trying to upload those photos((:and next month when my birthday comes,i wanna go clubbing with the girls!i really love them!

AND I MISSSS MY BEST BEST TWINY HONEY ON EARTH!

the new year has been treating me well still.i've many things i need to complete by the end of '09.say my studies and my driving(: i believe even more changes are coming along the way,yet to come by.im not sure whether im able to take them all but i know it's all life and we must all learn to accept it.one moment i feel so depressed inside and after awhile of being alone,i actually think i feel better.just like today for instance,i was supposed to go down topshop and get my things but the outlet at isetan doesnt carry that top,so i left for other shops and in the end i got nothing but i feel so much better inside.before that i just feel so bad inside.as if the whole world crashed on me and i was left to fend alone.


sometimes i just dislike the way you talk.i dont mind we having fun teasing each other but it just gets overboard everytime when it is you.i used to think that it is such a small matter and why should i mind.but as time goes,i realise its not bout being all petty but its about you.i enjoy those fun moments we all had together,laughing at stupid things we all did but it slowly becomes you saying me to the extend i feel very upset.i used to think no no,we're all joking and it all goes vice versa but im beginning to think that i can't take all these shits inside my mind.i will go mad anytime soon.is it me or me?i dont know either but i really want to let it all out tmr night.or rather some other time.


for now,goodbye.im going t rest(:

mark's ns farewell dinner:)

today was the first day of school.i felt so different from the normal old times whereby i always look forward to school reopening.but this time round the feelings were totally different.no feeling of excitment nor all hyped up.school was cool for the very first day.i realise as you go higher in yr semesters,there's no such thing as first day of school kinda thing whereby lecture would be nothing much except the interaction between you&the lecturer.we started straight on those thick notes on day 1.and we had so much pointers for this semester's exams, all taken down.i feel this semester would be easy.i can't play too much.but still,i'll manage my time properly for everyone:)



turf city after school.it's like a damn ulu place except that you see steamboat shops all around.but their food were all cheap and not bad.we had desserts there and went looking at those interesting seafood,i'd say.evening time,met up with colleagues at Novena for jap food.it was for mark sis who is enlisting into NS tmr(: best of luck sis!:D then we spent some time outside talking bullshits and laughing so much again.cabbed home with derek.once again im spending money on cabs,arghhh control!and today is a sinful day cause i ate ALOT!fuck the buffet, really.nevermind day5 without meat t come by!goodnights to all.

my mom has been the cutest thing on earth, look at what she is doing! playing DS lite,mai siao siao ok.

it was too boring for a saturday afternoon, i was off from work(kinda surprising).and not very used to it though.my mom dragged me to the salon with her since she wanted to do her hair and i was getting so sick and tired of my humouguos hair that i decided to straighten it:) the price was cool and the turnout was good?i never have any vok haircut this time round,just simple and nice.felt like settling in for something simple.we used up the whole day just for hair and got home with dinner and a pair of my broken sandals): pretty upset about it because i've not worn it for more than 2months.but nevermind im rewarding myself a new pair tmr:)


im going on a meatless diet now.i dont take chicken,pork,beef nor duck only fish.trying to get myself used to it anytime soon:)i dont know why maybe this is going to be a good start for 2009.or rather for the chinese new year.monday is the official start of school, can't wait cause i miss happy pills alot.



and my mom is being very cute,she wish she'll win in the lucky draw, fixing her eyes onto the tv.LOL!