sometimes i wish i could just fly high and freely

im so so so exhausted right now, energy level = 0.1%
am going to just fall dead anytime now!
i wonder what's got into me recently, my body's feeling tired easily
sometimes when i go for work w/o doing much things i can feel so tired
when there are alot of things to do thats even more tiring
anyway work was boring and tiring but most of th time i did NOTHING!
which is so contradicting
i did NOTHING much but im TIRED
seee i told you, i don't know what's with me recently too
but no matter what i shall live life happily everyday
& i mean everyday, even if it's unhappy i will still smile (:

alright i just pamper myself with ice-cream! & it's my fav
i loveeee this ice cream, vienntta since im young!
im not very sure whether the spelling is correct but th ice cream is like damn nice
you will simply go whoo la la after 1 mouth (:
after eating this, im feeling better

&&& im glad he's back
hope he's feeling so much better, darlings always !

alright time to resttt
i shall blog again if im aint that tired

somethings are better left unsaid ...

whooooopeeeewhoooopeeee duuuuuuu :)))
right now im blogging & watching VCDs at the same time!
it's kinda a oh-so-boring sunday but im feeling cool!
i like! the weather is neither too hot nor too cold
just right and i feel so cool (:
i've decided to change my nails colours weekly?
or maybe monthly? hahas & i will have a collection of nail colours!
i just changed it to brown & nt the old old brown
nxt week will be black.maroon etc etc..
ooh i can't live w/o coloured nails!

oooh yah btw i need to change new skins!
before doing that i will need to take lots of photos!
meaning i will need to find more places to take
places like old keppel railway station & all
woots im getting so so excited about taking new pics!

ooooh today is sunday! and tmr is monday!
big big yawns* there's work tmr!
sigh sigh i don't want to work its so boring & tiring
hopefully time passes fast & work will end faster!
btw there might be check up tmr , sigh sigh sigh :(

alright im so bored that i can die of boredom!
byeeeeeeee people!
btw HAPPY PAPA'S DAY to daddy (:

alright i was in e2max just now typing this BUT it just disappear
cause i was so dumb & click onto smth and my whole post disappear!
so i will re-type everything that i typed just now again!
it started with ...

alright i'm in 2emax chambers now
while im blogging, they are dota-ing
i think i'm nt cut out to play dota
cause im simply a NOOB, when i say im a NOOB,im definetely am!
trust my words cause im damn damn noob in that
bored bored bored boring!

alright let me see what i shall blog about
hmms, nothing much for me to blog about
life's seems to be just how i want it to be (:
MY LIFE
it's always so fun & filled with laughter
cause im blessed with wonderful angels around me
the love they gave me is awesome!
i must say I LOVE THEM TO THE MAX!

WORK
never talk about it, cause it's oh-so-boring and piss me off

initially i was supposed to think of what to blog
BUT all thanks to monster, i didn't managed to!

MONSTER IS RIGHT NOW BEHIND ME
HE'S SUCHA IRRITATING FELLOW
WHO KEEPS ON PIAK-ING ME
THINKING THAT HE'S HELPING ME TO MASSAGE
WHICH ISN'T AT ALL
& NOW HE SAYS THAT IM LAME WHILE HE'S THE ONE BEING LAME
what can i say, monsters are dumb (:
*monster i know you read my blog, so DO TAG!

so like i was saying i typed until this para and everything gone!
but now i ret-typed everything (:

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HOME NOW (:
a sudden downpour came
resulting me not being able to make my way to tke th bus
so i went to eat with them at pasta
they "play" and eat at the same time
playing with all the cheese,tobasco,salt and spieces
i shall say they are enjoying it
& roy is being so irritaiting calling people!
he missed call me,nicole and imran
can't tahan & he keeps on miss calling me
i know he sure miss calling me but he need nt do it now!
& it's continous! :(
he gives an impatient face pretending he's calling others
end up he missed call me again , urghs
what's wrong with him today? childhood delights for him (:
hahas, i shall take my revenge soon uhs, YUANYUAN :x

PISSEDWITHMYMOETHER
i was supposed to be home ard 11?
but due to the rain i can't really go
so i have no choice but to stay till the rain subside and i'll go
mom actually called me beforehand to ask me to buy food forher
i rang her back at 11 to tell bro that i can't make it bck hm early
& i did tell him to pass the msg to my mom
well, i don't know whether he did pass it anot
my mom actually called me at 12 screaming at me!
i rebutt back saying i told my bro to pass the msg to her
she didn't even give me a chance to explain
since im outside, i didn't want to agrue with her
shall get back home & settle everything
the moment i reached home, i told her everything
well, parents don't like to lose face
so she just rebutt me saying this and that
alright i was tired so i didn't want to argue anymore
sometimes it's really nt my fault & she claims its me
so i just let it be
i know she's a nice mom cos time & time again she hasn't give up on me
but sometimes she makes me feel so sick
i love my mom still maybe it's just me

ENGLISHEXAMS
SEAB posted me the details of my exams
the venue's over at teck whye sec
& my oral will be on the 22nd Aug which is just mths away
& my paper will be on 29th Oct
soooo for this few mths, i will really push all out for english revision
i must get a pass this time in order nt to waste mt effort & money
well im glad everyone's motivating & encouraging me in a way or so
like my colleagues who kept on encouraging me
also to dumbdumb to answered all my unknown vocabs
PAPAwee asking now and then whether i did study
zombieMUMMY who taught me things
also to my mom who paid for my books and stuffs
thanks a million to you guys!
i know by getting a pass for english will be a gd reward to your (:
don worry i will try nt to disappoint your

PARTYINGTHISWEEKENDS
alright i'll be out to party this weekend
main purpose is to celebrate zombieMUMMY's b'dae in advanced
so we will be gg to club and also to partyworld
i'll make sure this will be her most memorable 17th b'day
aside to this, i will give her a wonderful b'day gift (:
big big secret & you shall seee (:
but before that i must get th approval frm mom
i hope she does allow since dad will be away on hk soon

it's 135am now!
still freaking early for me to sleeep
my hair's still wet & im nt sleepy yet
i've things to do tmr, alot!
i must get alot of things off my TO-DO-LIST
im gg bugis tmr to look for some stuffs
hopefully i can wake up earlier to go to the clobber's to get shoes done

THANKSROY(:
anyw on a seperate note, i will like to say thanks to laoda!
about what we talked just nw on the bus
will be between us yah?
no worries & trust me what i mentioned is all true frm my heart
i won't lie to my friends cause i want everyone to be HAPPY like me!
soooo whatever it is, happiness matters th most (:

my messenger's spoilt & i cant log in :(
*cries & hits the laptop continously!

anyone knows whr i can get long/short sleeved collar shirts
that will be long enough to tucked in?
if you do, tag me at my board pls (:

i realised that my blog is getting soooo dead due to the lack of updates :(
sorry peopl about that so once & for all i will update
have been really busy working & meeting friends after work
sometimes i get home so late like 11pm and i will be too tired to blog

WORK
work is forever so tiring & also ....
i dont know how to express out, maybe it was all due to my neglience
thinking that being a receptionist was easy when it wasn't
thinking that i was the youngest & didn't know much things will be fine
but i was wrong
i shouldn't have been complacent about it
resulting to the cryings that happened during work
the scoldings i get from people
& when they scold me, i will just hafta be quiet and nt rebutt
now i really experience how work can be so stress
&drive people to the extend of breaking down
hmms, maybe nt everyone break down but for me, i did
alot of times at work, i cried in th toilet during lunchtime
when everyone is out for lunch, i just wept silently
cause sometimes it stress to the extend i really can't take it
&&& those people who kept calling
i really can go mad if i nvr let it out
i'm sucha person who needs to let all out when i can't tke it
& after so many breakdowns, it made me a stronger person
to learn to take things easily & positive
to relax myself & nt put so much pressure on myself
to add on, i've wonderful colleagues
cute ones,sweet ones,pretty ones,marvellous ones,funny ones, nonsensical ones etc
they all made up my working life so much
also to PAPAchoon (:
&& dumbdumb & PAPAweee (:

FRIENDS & LIFE (:
hmms under this, they've never let me down yet
the love i had for them is big and to the max!
when i need them, they will always be there to listen
they will also try to cheer me up
also mad around with me
i really really thank god for blessing me with my precious
precious includes:
zombieMUMMY,yvonneDARLING,monster,roy
nicole,terryDARLING
i really love them so much!
thanks for all the love & this coming friday we'll gonna go party-ing
HOORAYYYYY-NESS!
cheers for my precious, may god always bless them!

hmms went shopping today, bought a number of things
clear some things off my wishlist
im sucha happy lil girl!
mama gave me bucks to shoppppp (:
i bought a spag frm Zara, a dress frm Bugis,nail polish cum remover, NY tee
more things to get, god i need to clear my cupboard!
new ones will come and old ones will go
of course i wouldn't throw away but i will give away
i met really nice people today!

1st person
i was caught in th rain at th bus stop
resulting me nt being able to make my way to the hosp
so i stood waiting for the rain to subside
so along came an uncle who offered to shelter me over
i was damn damn happy & grateful to him
all thanks to me, i didn't get wet!
may god bless him (:

2nd person
after my therapy i went to the washroom before making payment
when i came out, a lady before me was making hers
so i waited behind her
on the other side of th lady, stood an angmoh man
he was also waiting
after the lady got done, the angmoh man told the recept to let me go first
i was really happy once again & grateful
also the recept was grateful to him
may god bless him

BUT I DID MET NASTY PEOPLE YTD!
this girl around my age was with her 2 other gfs & bf on bus
so they were standing in the hub of th bus
& they were talking away
i was listening to my music and thinking things
i didn't even give her a look or stare at her
when i moved inwards the bus, my back was facing her
also to add on, i had my hair tied up
so as you all know i put hair extensions
so she was saying so loudly to her friend EXTENSION CRAZY
i was freaking pissed with her but i didn't rebutt back
i called mummy and we talked on the phone
so i told her about the girl who was fucking rude
anyw before she alighted the bus, i stared at her
pls don't ever let me see you again
if nt i don't know what might happen

alright frm now on, i will be nice to everyone! (:



this is what i do when im bored at work

sometimes i love him but sometimes he piss me off

see now you know why im getting fatter?

i miss the owner of this shoe (:

alright enjoy people!

*SORRY PEOPLE FOR THE LACK OF UPDATES!

life's been great & tiring:(
everyday was all about work & its tiring
somemore you will hafta face the big stress
now i totally understand how stress it is, work is like STRESS
you get scolded for nothing
& you cannot even rebutt back :(
some suppliers are really nasty
even some customers are too
well but that's work, we cannot really change things

but i managed to motivate myself to be more hardworking
the things that i've doubts, i will ask&find out
everything that i don't know i will want to know
that is how working is like, initiative
&while im typing this, my space bar is irritating th shit outta me!
its so HARD to press!!!!!!! *&*#&*&#(*&#(&
anyw i love my lovely colleagues
they are all adorable and awesome!
not forgetting my beloved precious

big big big big love to :
mummy
monster
yvonne
terry
roy
nicole

they rock up my life so so so much (:

alright but i hate my space bar to the max now :(

maybe the wait wasn't worth cause you don't even know

work work work was all about today!
*sorry people, no photos today cause i was really busy
i was busy the moment i stepped into the office
piles of work waiting for me to be cleared
i just absent myself for therapy 1 day and work could be so much!
anyw i just worked my way till lunch, went for lunch and work till 6pm!
didn't even realise it was 6!
in between there was BLACKOUT like again -.-

i was super busy till i went abit mad
or shld i say im even more mad than usual
when the big boss came to take the pass frm me,
i was like nodding my head continously & not replying me
i didn't even know and boss was laughing at me!
superb paiseh !
then BLACKOUT was another thing!
someone kept on scaring me with darkness!
scare the hell outta me -.-
but BLACKOUT didn't stop me from working
no choice and my table was in a real mess!

anyw i was abit pissed today when dumbdumb kinda say me
i know he didn't meant to & i was real stress
but sometimes i feel what he says was right, useless
alright lawerence papa gave me a fright
but we had a big big chat and you know
we laughed our ass-es out loudly
since then, he became my papa (:
i feel super tall today cause i wore heels!
thats what uncle/papa choon says
i was so ladylike today (by shirley)

anyw i felt so satisfied of myself
i finally bought my assessments and essay books
also i managed to alter my belt (spent hrs searching the shop)
i didn't get my heels expanded :(
anyw my feet was so tired but aft a massage i felt better
more work to clear tmr :(
i will die 10 yrs earlier if i worked in RB forever!

tired me, nights!

sooooo like i said, i went to find monsterrrr,roy & nicole
nicole slept over at their hse the night before
roy,nicole&me went to get food up before we went monster's place
we ate and watched tv till its 8 and we left for town
while roy left for work at 7 plus

anyw we went to cine and had a drink
then headed to walk ard heeren while waiting for terry darling
after he came, we went to cine food court to eat
halfway, kellie came and find us, imran too
then we went to lvl 9 since they wanted to play DOTA -.-
initially was to challenge against MY & gang
but then end up only th 3 of them playing
while i sat nxt to monster and watch
after which, nicole decided to go hm
me too, so they send us to the mrt&bus-stop
in th end i took the cab hm cos i was tired
but inside the cab, i felt so eriee
anyw im glad i got home safely
but i detest the driver, he's another god-damn rude bastard

alright, i need to get smth done tmr
hopefully i will (: