SUNDAY 29TH APRIL (:


same script , diff cast (:


alright had a plan in mind today
hope it turns out well , end up we din carry out
nvm (:
instead we went to play mahjong !
like again , haha
we are all mahjong freaks !


*details missing*
may god bless roy & monster (:
*loves & hugs !
also to bless terry boy toooo !


after mahjong , went home
working the next day :(
after i had a shower , went to prepare
& went to bed early (:


MONDAY 3OTH APRIL (:


went to work as usual
but i was really tired , couldn't wake up on time
spent some time dragging on the bed
like finally i went to wash up


the bus journey was smooth
listening to repeated songs over & over again
i like it (:
work was a total bore again !
nothing to do at all
just transferred some songs and photos
edited some photos too
make some coffee here and there


after work , went FEP , find shimin
then went to find mun and kohs
talk & eat and laugh !
took some photos too !
mun reminded me to post her nice photos up !
*laughs !
so i MUST !
then i left to meet monster and mummy
went to find monster's mom present
had some ideas in mind
went off to the LAN shop cos they playing DOTA
sadness and all came
they started their game and we left (:


*details missing*
may god bless everyone right now
&&& hopefully everyone get blessed !


end everything with a smile !


PICTURES !

see how she loves camwhoring !

then she camwhored again ! then she edited it , become like that !
even ask me to post (:
she loves it!

then we had the 1st shot

& the last one !
NO MORE (:

boredom can just kil you :(


well im feeling not tired at all
so im back to blogging
time passes just so fast , it gg to be may soon
and soon june wil be coming
well , half of 2007 is gone just like that
i wasted too much time on unimportant things
though they used to be , but not now


JANUARY (:
still working in the god damn GAP , they kill u
just with their working hrs & their ppl
like their supervisor ; jos***ine
i guess many could figure out who she is
doesn't even have time for anything ; shopping & friends
wanted to quit but was held back by colleagues
they are super duper nice ones
(: & i nvr regret knowing them
so went on working also had a fun time with mummy and all
also ling , yi and pengyeow
who always go home tgt with me (:


FEBUARY
FINALLY quitted GAP like 1 day before my b'dae?
its so shiok to the extend that i go mad
haha
i had my brithay but then things weren't fine
had some conflicts with gfs
but was settled (:
also some personal things on hand , life is getting so tough
was blaming god for it , but not now
got my O's results as well ,expected !
i din do well , i can sense
anyw its not the end of the world
had really a tough time for decisions
EVERYTHING was practically a decision
finally came onto 1 and is now working for it
i got hurt
everything wasn't pleasant and i lost someone
depressed and cried everyday
life is a total shit to me
i hadn't got well
wtf am i doing to myself ?
wasting my life and time on shit things
when i know these things won't be in place anymore
back then i was really a dumbass to be so foolish
but someone came to wake me up
she's none other than my mummy (zombie) scoldings from her made me wake up hugs from her assured me a lil standing by me makes me feel safe i love her (: *thanks
its 28thfeb when everything came to an end
that i feel that its a relief
of pain and sorrow
im glad i made the right decision (:
thnks mummy !


APRIL (:
life got on better , definetely !
i went on finding jobs , no use
tried so many interviews and even RE
everything wasn't working out
so no choice i did tried myself , was even worst
i got lost in some place
but thank god , my prayers were answered
i got a job at last at ROBINSONS & CO !
&&&& i met alot of new ppl
funny , pretty ,weird , cool etc etc ...
i love mynew colleagues ,my boss & my friends!
my life and my family !
who somehow let me stood up from the failure !
family are always the best
i swore to god , i will nvr make her cry again (:


life is great and going on even better
days with work make me feel satisfied !
cause at leaast i accomplished something
friends like zhoujia makes me feel assured besties like my clique makes me feel safe my family has always gave me the protection
i love my life & will always wil
cause i know how terrible it is to waste it away
at least , i could tell u in my prayers
i did live better off without you (:

i was his love for many nights (:


whoopee dupeeee (:
HELLO KIDS ! ARE YOU READY ?!
YEAHS !


went work today , it was wonderful
totally kept busy the whole day
no time to even look at the time
so time passes so fast
learnt much more stuffs today (:
mummy went work with me
i showed her ard my company too


lunch was over at cine , chicken rice
knocked off at 6 and went window shopping
looking for more clothes
&&& me and mummy aimed for a GUCCI hp strap
its only $230 , kinda cheap for GUCCI stuffs
plus its PINK ! (:
gonna save , save & save
plus the GUCCI bag im saving for
i guess it adds up to ard 1.6k
i MUST get it !


i couldn't find anything i like
so im kinda sad :(
haha , actually im just being emo here la
alright some couple at topshop stared at me today
*rolls eyes
are you trying to show off your HANDSOME bf ?
when he is NOT HANDSOME !
just some COWARD
&& when mummy stares at him , he tries to avoid
fuck this kinda bf , USELESS !
&&& you are neither that good
look at yourself before you look at me
hate people who are so arrogant like you
TOTALLY DIGUSTED !


went some lan shop near PS to find mon & gang
they were as usual , dota-ing
it gets exciting to see them dota
cause when they dota , they scream & shout & laugh
haha , terry came & he bombarded the whole shop
with all his laughters & shoutings
everyone practically stopped and looked
we were laughing our ass-es off


bus-ed home luckily we had seats !
was thinking of some stuffs , listening to some songs
i love some songs cause their lyrics is god damn good
they totally describe how i feel
well anyw lets not get emo here (:
cause im a whoopeee dupeee kid (:
oops a kid?
YEAHS !


anyw tmr im gg out to get some stuffs
had some new wearing styles in mind alr (:
LOVES EVERYONE ON THE EARTH !
BYEEEEEE PEOPLE !


PICTURES FOR THE DAY (:

byyyeeeeee people !

FRIDAY 27TH APRIL (:


ITS FINALLY FIRDAY !
beeen waiting & waiting for the weekends to come
& finally they are here (:
*big grins
&&& nxt wk there is 1 public holi
which means NO WORK !
hohoho


sometimes when you work , time passes fast
but when there is nothing to do
time passes fucking slow
you find yourself looking at the time over and over
but the time goes so slowly
5mins by 5mins !
i read the mag for like 3 times !
same old mag somemore !
i played HEARTS for like countless times
win like i don't feel like winning
POs all done and packed !
no new email from anyone
&&& everyone is busy with their work
except me :(
so work may not always be GOOD
it can be sooo bad
with no internet & just a computer



but work can be fun !
i get to laugh like mad
cause i've got a nice employeee (:
then i always get to meet new people
get to know more people
learn more things
click with my colleagues
say hi-bye to my colleagues
camwhoring alone (:
nice colleagues like maryanne
sooo sometimes work is fun !


oh god , im stuck between gd & bad
haha
&&& what shall i choose then ?
anyway i love and hate working at the same time
as i mentioned it can be good / bad at times
depending on the situation
i love taking off my shoes
showing my toes under the table
i love eating choco
sipping hot coffee
these things are so nice
PLUS
i've got really sweet colleagues
who caree for me so much
who make me laugh
who entertain me
who play nice songs for me to hear
soooo i think i love work more !
cause i get to be paid (:


got to realise quite a num of smokers ard
esp ladies in my company
they smoke
which i don't understand why
cause i think they look real pretty
but i just cant tell by their looks they smoke
well , it doesn't bother me also la hor
*evil laughs


work was a total bore
i swear !
i had done all the POs and only a few more came in
after doing , i read my mag
read everything inside
time passes so slow
&&& many clients came in today
so i was busy at times & free at times
i camwhored , but manage to get 1 nice one
i found out i could bring my USB cable to work
i can edit photo in the com
when i got nothing to do
haha , im so evil
looks like im being paid to just sit there
actually they also don bother much
so why should i ?
HAHAs


after work , i met up with mon , roy & mom
then we went window shopped and they had DOTA
roy left for work while terry came
went taka and bought things
terry wanted a bag but couldn't get it
don't be sad , darling ! cheer up
then we spent so much time at GUESS
left to some shops to look at things
terry bought a furrry hairclip
he want to drag so he can use (:
headed to the bus stop
the bus today was SLOW
and PACKED !
so we missed 4 buses before the 5th came
stood all the way till i reached home
we were so thirsty and tired for the day
*swear to bring waterbottle with water everyday
haha
im tired :(


its not like i never give it a shot
i did give in my best
but i expected the outcome
whatever it is , i know i won't try anymore
cause no matter how hard i try to be ,
i won't be the apple in your eyes
im so sorry to say that
i lost a someone like you
it doesn't bother me much now
cause i've got everyone with me
whether you are inside , it doesn't bother me



PICTURES (:

THURSDAY 26TH APRIL (:


work work work !
other than work , not really much things happened
but today there happen to be a BLACKOUT in our office
so cool right ?!
everyone was rushing & running ard like mad
i was calm and shouting for help
-.-
&&& the fucking door kept having the BEEPPPPP sound
i was irritated !


after a while , everything came back to normal
luckily & everyone was like PHEW !
continued with work & went for lunch
lunch wasnt lunch !
due to my forgetfulness i forget to bring my time sheet
so i hafta cab home to get !
waste money !
nvm , since its for my pay
cab home and cab back
nearly vomitted cause of th rides !
rushed back in time to cover Zai


worked on my POs and stuff
time passes so fast
anyw i need to upload more songs in my hp
i've been using it to listen songs
so i wanna have more songs
if not im dying of boredom
haha


maryanne is really nice
knowing i didn't eat she wanted to offer me biscuits
but i rejected her cause im knocking off soon
i must rest more for my backbone ! (:
get well soon for LAYSS !


went off to find monster , roy & zombie
had dinner and we had mahjong
after which roy left for work
then we had a BOXER FIGHT
i knocked my head !
damn it , hurts a lil
alright but i like it i like it
haha

headed home
damn tired &&& im so happy now !
i don't know why tooo . haha


toodles !

WEDNESDAY 25TH APRIL (:


& that a hero comes along


hey ! *waves*
im back from work alr !
work was tiring today
initially it wasn't until Jess came & teach me more stuffs
so i was working my ass off


woke up late today :x
due to talking to mummy last night
we crapped thru th phone la
haha
missss all our crap so much
& my bro slept like a pig
i was talking at the top of my voice
still , he was sleeping so soundly !
LOLS


i rushed everything & brisked walked to catch tthe bus
managed to catch 1 with seats availabe !
*phews*
i was so tired that i slept on the bus
felt so sleepy when i alighted at Heeren
went to buy my breakfast
had it & bought orange juice & went up


nothing much to do , all i did were
open the door , stamp the invoice , deal with the suppliers ...
OH YAH !
also SENG CHOOOON is sooo pesky :x
he makes me laugh with his nonsense
&&& his nonsense is really nonsense !
e.g the email thingy
omg omg omg
he loves 5566 LIKE ME TOO !
SENG CHOON ROCKS LIKE ONE KIND !


aft lunch , work was more
i did all the POs and then phoned up people
also to fax over POs
Diana called today !
so happy to hear from her !
hope time passes fast and wishes her to come back !
i miss her (:
i told her Seng Choon loves to bully me
she told me to report to Rosilind
haha !
i'll report to JOHN CHESTON ! wahaha

i camwhored a lil during work when there was nth to do
alright im like so tired can
&&&& i need a long long sleeep !
toodles people (:


sometimes i wish you know ...

TUESDAY 24TH APRIL (:


HAP HAP HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YENG SHIMIN !
<333333


i went work today
tired , tired & tired
couldn't wake up , but no choice so i dragged myself up !
but work was a totaly bore !


i found myself NOTHING to do
pratically nothing !
so i either flip through th magazines or play HEARTS
you know those games inside th com ?
&amp;&& i don't know why my com doesn't have internet connections !
i feel like bringing my own laptop !
so work is a TOTAL BORE today !
since i have nothing to do
i camwhored ! (:

time passes fast & slow & fast & slow
finally !
time to knock off !
oh yah i forgot something !
MARYANNE IS A NICE LADY
she really dotes on me
&amp;&& helped me alot alot !
thanks MARYANNE !
my so called godma (:


after work i skipped to th bus stop
took th bus to lot 1 to meet mummy & monster
went up monster hse to look for them
then we headed to lot 1 tgt
i ate while they had finger food
then we went to buy some food & went to monster hse
we found this at monster hse !

A POWER RANGER MASK !
&&& its black ranger la
haha he kept it for soooo long
wonder why did he even buy it in th first place ?
nvm , monsters are normally cute in their actions (:
went home ard 9 plus
after a shower , i feel so relaxed
thats how i feel after a day's work (:


more work to come !
hopefully we are going century square !
i love

-my clique-
eunice.mun.kohs.min.xians.chang & woods

-zhoujia & darlings-
mummy.monster.yvonne.roy.terry&qiqi

they are always my love of my life !
smoochies !

MONDAY 23RD APRIL (:


i went for work today
cause i couldn't wake up & my back was painful
so i texted Jennifer about it , i went back to sleep
woke up at 1 in the afternoon (:
gosh , i was feeling awake !


as planned to celebrate shimins's b'day today
so i went out after mom went out
initially she didn't allow me too
but i just went out :x
mummy &amp; me trained down to J8 to meet terry & qiqi
while waiting for them , we went to lunch at LJS
i had chips while mummy had a meal
they came & we went window shopped


initially wanted to go home and change into jeans
changed my mind and trained to town
met up with eunice & gang at FEP
while waiting for kohs & xian to come
we went window shopped !


after they came we went for dinner
didn't have much appetite
so i didn't finish my noodles
we went Pacific plaza after that to buy shimin's present
mummy left to meet monster & roy
i continued staying with them
*details missing*


headed to mango lingo straight
got ready everything & we managed to surprise her!
she was moved to tears la
omg !
haha , which means we are good surprise-ers !

we slacked ard while waiting for her to knock off
went with mun & kohs to buy choco & saw terry , qiqi
haha they cut BANG too !
soooo cute !!
they cabbed home and i went to find th 2 of them
rang mummy up but she was playing Dota with them
so im going home with eunice & gang


after she knock off we went Zinc to find th rest
they were painting their nails there
after they got done we went home
eunice & me cabbed home
i treated her to it cause she's in a bad mood (:
alright cheer up baby ! lots of <3

im sooo tired right now
my eyes are gonna close anytime
*yawns*
im heading to bed soon
if not i can't wake up early tmr again
work again !
kampateii !!!


HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY TO YENG SHI MIN
<33333

although we only managed to meet for awhile
but i do really cherish eery moment
i misss times like this
where we hang out tgt
hoping for more (:
i loce my clique !!
<333333333

THURSDAY NIGHT (:


woke up at ard , i donno ?
we prepared & stuff & went out
going to TANTRIC at night !
super duper happy
its been long since i went (:



soooo me , mummy & monster went cine
we waited for terry darling to come
but he din pick up so we went window shopping
went apple mac & fool ard
look at ZOMBIE's blog for more ugly pics!
xie xie

then we went e2max chambers & rot
monster played DOTA while me & mummy watched VCDs
then we saw IMRAN !
he came in and said he was opp us !
then we went in his room and saw TERRY !
irritating boy to hide inside his room
&&& nvr tell us :(


he told me how he & imran struggled to hide
hahas
i was really laughing like mad
we cabbed down to maxwell afterwhich to eat !!!
then to find roy at TANTRIC (:
but it was crowded so we left & walk on our own
while terry darling went home

we came back after TANTRIC closed
to wait for roy
then we cabbed back to monster's place
for mahjong !!!
i lost 17 bucks can
my worst lossings ever :(
we played till 7am & turned in

___________________________________________________


mummy woke upo first & i was 2nd
went to woke roy & monster
then we cooked noodles & eat
my back was in pain again :(
sigh.
decided to go to th doctor's


so i went off first
while they ate and prepared
then i came back & off we went town tgt
roy went to collect his phone
then he left for work


so me , mummy & monster went cine
to wait for terry darling to come
went to find IMRAN first
he's th star for tonight !
we're gg PLAY to see him sing


so we went walking ard aft IMRAN left
then we bus-ed to PLAY
thought we were late but we weren't
so many people la
then IMRAN sang
*POWERFUL & MARVELLOUS !!







after which we clubbed there
danced & drank
i was drunk again!!!
i heard frm them i was really mad
haha
& i danced so much la
I LIKE IT I LIKE IT (:


aft that we went TANTRIC and find roy
then we cabbed back home
dead tired & had mahjong again
before we all slept
dead tired


went polyclinic just now
everything was fine (: thank god
thanks mummy for acc-ing me along
*loves


THANKS MONSTER , ROY & MUMMY FOR TH NIGHTS
ALSO TO TERRY DARLING (:
I HAD A GREAT GREAT TIME (:


&&&& im very happy today !
everything is fine now (:
thanks VIVIEN HANG !
I LOVE YA (:
*smoochies