Finally getting a getaway in October! Twin and I are going away on a trip to Genting from th 15th to 17th with Noel & Co. It'll be my first damn time with this bitch. Hahaha. I really can't wait for it to happen! But well, I'll still not go for the more extreme theme park rides there. I think I'll faint even when I see it. Hahaha, so TWIN YOU BETTER DON DRAG ME TO PLAY THE ROLLAR COASTER OR WHATEVER SHIT OKAYZXZXZ ;] I wait for you below, giving you my best moral support! :>

Anyhoo, sch wasn't at its best. Being late for class started my day off and bumping into asshole during my break. How small can the world be?! I've been spending money on scrap book materials which made me feel so sinful! Cause I always ended up getting things I don't really need. It's because they look too adorable and I can't resist the temptation lah! But good thing is, I managed to settle the theme and colours for the gift, all thanks to tiffy ;> I left to FEP alone in search of new jeans in the early noon. Well, no new finds but bought this "I'M-SUPER-IN-LOVE-WITH" floral dress. Planning to wear it out on Saturday night. I cannot wait at all!! Photos'll be up ;)


Trip the the doc's was PAINFUL!! Dr Goh had to put this damn long thin camera right into my nostril and down my throat. Fucking disgusting experience as you can really feel it! But I can see how badly swollen it is, plus I SAW MY THROAT! :DD and now I know why my voice is so coarse!! Heh. Im prescibed med with a spray. Bad thing is, I'm refrained from ALOT of food for 3weeks): Good thing is, a easier way of slimming down. Hah.

Finally got the photos developed and I started on it. Hopefully things goes pretty smooth ;) Anyw, got to run along for bed soon!

Yesterday was awesome! My initial plan of retail therapy was half fulfilled. Bought a couple of steals from FEP before I spent a bomb over at Laines at Wheelock. It's like once I go there, I always spent close to an hr there and everytime I go, the bill never fail to be more than 50bucks. I'm planning to sign up for scrap book making classes at MWL! Can't wait at all! So it seems like I did had my retail therapy but my plan of heading home around evening was crashed since my lovely girlfriends(Candy and Sandy) came down to find me! They wanna give G sis a surprise at her workplace. G sis came down to FEP to join us after she ended her work. We wanted to head to ECP to bowl but its pretty far so we changed over to Orchid Country Club at Yishun! Damn fun to be bowling with them! I nearly fell down while cheering cause I striked! But the person was f.up. After bowling was billard before we finally ended the day. Thanks to Wenhui for sending us all back. Dropped dead on my bed after I had a quick shower.


Today, I had sucha hard time waking up for driving lessons. The weather was very good for sleeping in! Finally completed stage 3 of driving and am now left with revision lessons before TP in Oct. Aww, can't wait to get my license but pretty nervous for my TP! Hope everything turns out well :)


Sept marks my 1year in Cotton On. Gosh, I can't believe that I managed to survive in a job for 1yr! I think I might even be working for another yr or so until my uni ends. Uni is getting much more stressful nowadays. Im trying to handle all my modules. I guess I just need more self discipline. Work hard Rach!


There's classes tmr and its freaking 830am! And my appt is at 3pm. So am gonna make use of the time to shop for a new pair of jeans:)


BYE WORLD!


Oh before I forget, Xinya, what happened to yr eyes? I saw the freaking photo in FB!

M's photography :)


Eleanor, Thanks for the concern babe :) I hope I never recover from the huge loss of appetite! Haha, I wanna slim down and not have any inch of fat any where on my body. My mood affects my appetite too. I think it's all PMS.


Vic, Thanks love! :) I hope you're doing fine too(cause I can tell you're not).

My moodswing this time round is very bad. I feel tired very easily, I don't feel like talking to anyone at all, I just wanna be in my own world and do my own things, I hate every part of my body because it spells F-A-T, losing 2kg seems like 0.000000002g):, going anywhere just makes me uncomfortable, dont know where I should head to, feeling so empty inside, have the urge to splurge on clothes, bags and shoes, wanna get an Iphone ASAP, wanna go Bkk, wanna escape from this island, wish that I need not study so hard for a fucking cert. My moodswing can get really bad, when it gets bad, do not even try talking to me, I'll probably scream off your head.

Wasted 5bucks on a average prawn mee at Food Republic just now as I only had 4-5mouths and Im pretty full. The prawns, meat, veg and 3/4 of the noodles was ALL UNTOUCHED. I just had NO appetite at all suddenly. When I was about to leave town for home, I went into 7-11 and to my surprise, I found this papaya milk drink I've looking for! With no hesitation, I bought it and chuck it inside my bag. Probably this was something thats worth to be happy bout for a shitty saturday I had. Shitty because of a complaint -.- I dont know why I look into it so much this time round where I used to not pretty much bother it last time if I were to hear about it. Maybe because like what Fel told me, I'm giving myself unnecessary stress because I wanna achieve something at work this year. Fuck it, sometimes when I'm supposed to be making it perfect, I screwed it up.

Nevertheless, I'm still fine. It's just a saturday. Tmr's sunday and im gonna be working again-.- sounds boring isnt it. Gonna get a good night rest tonight and charged up for work tmr :) Goodbye fags.

hello world,

Thank god its friday, marks the weekends!
Nothing much for this weekends, except w o r k. Next weekend would be better





Goodnights world.

Half a bowl of fishball noodle in the morning was my brunch and dinner for the whole of Thursday.
My appetite went fucked up again, im back to one meal per day, soon aneroxic is gg to hit me.
I'll be skinny fries thin, I wish that happen. No flabby arms and legs, no pertruding tummy
But again, NO! I'M GONNA BE LOOKING LIKE A FREAK.
Photoscape's pretty fun, look what I tried to edit, might not be as gr8 as you think,
At least, it's something to me ok, ME LIKEY :)
Sometimes it's just fate, you meet people you see on the streets online.
Having so much things on hand to complete these few days,
Gifts making/shopping, cutting hair, MWL, work, revision.

Talking about today, I realise how one can hold on so strong to all the sorrows and tears
The empty feeling inside will never go away,
It seems like yesterday that someone was just next to you,
And the next thing you know, you can never have him there anymore.
It seems cruel but it's true. Its the damn fact we can't change.
In fact, I felt so heavy upon witnessing it. The way she gave me a squeeze on my hand.
I gave her back cause thats my way of giving her support:)
Be strong A:)