the pain just wont go away


totally down now, totally
when i know i shldn't, cause people gets worried for me
but i can't help it either
sorry to those who care
im super sorry
i've hidden inside for so long
let me take a long rest


the feeling of losing is terrible
when i don't wish to but i hafta
i lost too many things in my life
i just hope that i won't lose anymore
i don't wanna cry but i did


im sorry
i wanna be alone now :(