early in th morning at 11am went in t Malaysia over t granny's place. it's her birthday along w my grandad's one and we're gonna have a meal tgt (: it's been sucha long time since i last saw all my lil cousins and they seemed t just grow so tall and big! i realise im so short and small there :/ th meal was great! but it got me so full till now. happy birthday t my granny&grandad, may you guys be blessed always, I LOVE YOUR! back home ard evening , god im soo tired. i only managed t catch like 3hrs or slp? & work tmr :/


im glad we're alright , nth turn sour
yes, be happy& im happy tooo :D

back frm monster's place. supper was fabulous! big thanks t our all-time big chef - monmon who went through so much t prepare this supper (: luckily mom didnt found out that i ran out :D im gg in granny's place in Malaysia in like 4-5hrs time & im still not sleeping. i feel fat aft th supper , super sinful :/ alright overall i enjoyed myself this 2days w my loves (;


sorrry

yesterday night at partyworld was awesome! i had so much fun there and i drank alot and got myself sooo high. but i did enjoyed myself w my loves; mummy,monmon,yunyun lover (:


monmon was busy snapping our photos. i got really so high that i tied my fringe like some small girl

afterwhich th whole singing session ended and we cabbed down t maxwell market. ate some soup prawn mee but i know im soo irritating that i kept on talking nonsense :/ then cabbed back home t mon's place f overnight (:

had the evening dinner tgt like what we 4 would do in th past. then Roy left f work while we headed out t th mart t buy groceries f tonight's supper! back t mon's place t place all th things before walking t my hse f mahjong session. monmon jus left and im still waiting f daddy t come bck before i can sneak out t monmon's place! :D i know i know im sucha bad girl, fancy sneaking out. alright I'm offf and bck w photos later

sigh, things wont get bck
it jus seems alright on th surface yet inside it's still th same old feeling

i've got th urge t blog now . being very random.

I really need t let myself rest
all these while , I've been suppressing it all inside
I cry t myself at night & fall asleep
sometimes I really have th urge t go there
but I know all I get is disappoinments
so I choose and not go anymore , never
I'm tired people , let's get drunk on friday night
& cry my souls out


painful&puffy eyes t work

it's been a long & tiring day f all of us. time f a break. we all need t really have a good rest. friday's th night f us, t talk it all out. im having a bad headache and i really need t rest myself or maybe i need a dung too. too tired t think of things now, i might go mia f a few days. bye people!

mac f lunch (: & being nerd is th new sexy , yo !


12twelve

yes I want you t be happy & laughing always

we shall always be th best friends ever , yo !

just being very random , so ignore me (:

strangers & coldness are what we felt ,
how could time defeat what we call B O N D S ? weeks compared t years
B O N D S that was formed and built through many hardships
but time let me into knowing it could change anything anytime
over - sensitive , jealousy ? no , its not these . thou it may t your
neglections are often said t be part and parcel of it & that everyone will go through
but what if neglections leads t being strangers ?
salvage it before its too late , yes we did but wasn't seen & felt
it just shows our act of failure
thinking of th past , tears just formed
i long t be back in th past where everything was simple yet perfect
but i know there's no such thing as forever
& silent g o o d b y e s


my bed's calling f me (: nights!

thats my happyTWINfriend (:
& yes my brother wears socks as gloves t bed :/
LOVES <3

yes, work today (: tiring yet enjoyable w monmon~ & mummy came all th way down t find us (: how sweet of her, loves! was late f work luckily didnt get fucked by Vincent. Fernnie , me and monster was high up at work. & I dun understand why Peach tea & Ice Lemon tea causes me t have diahorrea always ): many things came t th light today . supper over at maxwell nasi lemak stall again :D then over t Tantric t catch up w Roy and bus-ed home w loves (: my contact eyes was being sucha pest along th way :(


11eleven
yes mdm, i mean sir (:

town today, was a very last min plan w mummy. disappointments came aft another ): dinner at Cine foodcourt, ate alot due t being in a foul mood. a phone call which made me smiled (: outside t Cine t slack while waiting f alibaba. Monster&co came afterwhich followed by alibaba's arrival which made me smile. fun time over at Cine's arcade & I got high up & wild. then sat outside Cine & met alibaba f awhile before she left f pool. bus-ed home w mummy aftermath.



10ten
thats the last thing I ever wanna know

9

family dinner was cancelled off th last min so i met up w mummy. train-ed over t Vivo, t find our beloved, MONMON~ i loveee dogs even more pls! they're freaking adorable, okay i must say I LOVE PUPPIES (: but still I love Golden Retriever th most ! & Diaso is a good place t create mess & play around :/ I took unglam photos there man, yeah I LOVE BEING UNGLAM :/ met up w Monmon and we train-ed over t Outram and walked t Tantric t find Roy dad. Watched th movies, The Ant Bully & Happy feet ( i think). found both quite nice actually , i know im kuku la cause th movies are even out of cinemas alr :/ cabb-ed home ard 12plus ?

Photos f th past few days (: we looked like we're some posters but we're actually on th bus !


& photos f today , before gg out (: then over t meet mummy , so here we go

here comes my oh-so BEAUTIFUL "model shoots" laugh yr ass out pls !


dont they just loook soooo coooool pls :/ & lastly, true friends hang on t each till th very end :D


yes, you can do it!
pls let it continue this way(:

sundayyyys are forever soooo boring. meeting mummy at night (: hope she cheers up and dun stress herself up so much on her piano exams which is on th coming monday, loves!


nine
& sometimes i wish things were simple

been moody th moment i woke up. decided t vent it out on my hair and so went f a haircut at Hair Profile. I'm quite satisfied w th cut (: mummy came over t far east t find me and we went window shopping. walked all th way t Cine f dinner & Roy and Monster came (: slacked around. but I'm glad that me&mummy had our heart-to-heart chat just now, i got so much advice frm her. thks mummy, loves!


eighth
i decided , a diff approach (:

late updates due t work. I'm sooo tired, can literally close my eyes on th spot & fall into a very deep sleeep. been waking up in th morning like 7am f work & training. & I'm glad I managed t go work and didnt came up with execuses like what I used t do :/ colleagues are all super nice (: friendly enviroment t work with and even th people frm other counters. a tiring week indeed, more work on th next coming week :D "slog f money" (:


7days, gg on fine (:
I'm glad we talked it out, I'm sorry and now its me,myself&I!
no more hiding ,
more days t come by w you (:

YCDI-1

6

th 2 photos below are acts of our retardness & us imitadating our classmate! :/

GOODBYE T VIVO CITY, KIEHL'S ! (:

i admit i got a lil bit too high as it was th last day , so pardon me :/

our lunch! finger food , walking & jumping ard (:

GOODBYE VIVO CITY KIEHL'S , welcome raffles city !

last day of training seems great. it was a fabulour 3day training at Vivo City, Kiehl's. didn't really interact with th girls until today. i learnt so many things about face care, body & hair. i'll be working at Raffles City , Kiehl's tmr! my new permanent workplace & i hope i will like th place & th colleagues. gotta admit, me&monster misunderstood the senoir and she was really nice t us. samples,samples & more samples! I've yet t try them on :/ time f work and money that comes rolling in, await f me LV (:


strong and stable
i can take on all that comes (:
& yes, i misss you

5

training today wasnt that bad compared t ytd's. time seems t pass some much faster (: bought many samples back f my mom & sister t try on . Terry darling surprised us today at Vivo ! didnt expect t seee him! LOVESLOVES . I wanna go cut hair soooon :D & many says I cut my hair when I did not :/ hehes . tmr's last day of training & I'm sent t Robinsons Raffles City , Kiehl's counter t work (: so come & visit :D


it seems weird thou

4

work was super tiring , i swear. guess it's been long since I last worked and thats why i feel super tired! sat there frm 11am-8pm listening t th trainer talk about th products. & i swear, there are so many products I need t know well at my finger tips . she only managed t cover 1/3 of it :( its worst than "O" lvls period and i rather go bck sch t study than t study skincare products ): luckily I had monmon with me if nt I'm really gg bonkers, i swear! lunch was boring as well :/ everything is boring!

this is what i ate :/

BUT MY LOVES CAME T VIVO ! roydaddy , zombiemummy , brian qiangda , yijian , kenneth and brian's friend (: i so love them! they made my day (: I LOVE ROY DADDY CAUSE HE BOUGHT ME ANNA SUI MASCARA ! BEST DAD EVER. I LOVE MUMMY WHO WANTED T SURPRISE ME WITH HER PRESENCE (: IN ALL I LOVE THEM (:

& last of all ; I LOVE MY MUMMY (:

MY LOVES MADE MY DAY (: but kiehl's ruin my day ):
lastly ALI BABA made my day toooo !