i miss alot of people but recently i just don't know why i tend t feel so low. in front of my loves, i will laugh and joke like nothing happen before that's because i don't want them t worry. i had a nightmare last night, in it i realise i always seem t nt being able t shout out f help. it's always the same old thing happening where i want t shout but can't seem t do so. i guess im really too vexed nowadays resulting me in nightmares.

dun see me as someone strong, im actually as fragile as a glass inside