&dats goofy love <33

i just finished playing audition with roylaoda
funnn game i can say
anyw laoda , no need to thank me for playing with you la

sudden urge to blog again
many things in mind now but don't know how to express them
the best thing is to keep them to myself & no trouble caused
i rather happy days than miserable days

life is filled with so many beautiful things for us to explore
& i believe god is fair in each&every of us
i wont want my life to go a waste and thus treasured it
i wanna explore more beautiful things in life
& i wanna learn how to be on myself when no one's there
i wanna enjoy the beach breeze someday by myself !
i wanna listen to the waves lapping on th shore myself
i wanna enjoy th beauty of life

i wanna learn ....

ben flew offfffff just like that :(((((((((((
& he's only gonna be bck in nov during the holis
sooooooooo may the nov holis come fast ! (:

went to send him offf along with qianyu&jez
he made us walk ard and find him :(
in the end we all found him with his friends
*hints we wanna meet u tonight uhs (:

catch up with him a little & so many jokes la
he's so mummy's boy luhs , everything also mummmy ~
he told his mom so many things bout us saying we're his wife :x
he&his craps and alll , gonna misss him for that
camwhored a little with him
come bck fast uhs & don run away with any girls !
yr wifes will wait for u (:

trained to somerset with jez slut (: and bus-ed home
camwhored on th way home , <333
seeeee slut i loveeeee you loads !

finally i can upload those photoe we took with baby ytd !
here it goes (:

simply adorable right ? loveeee baby loads !

anyw i did the most painful thing ytd to myself
nopenope not cutting my wrist or anything , *laughs
I PULLED OUT ALL MY HAIR EXTENSIONS ! *PAINS
since it was left with only a few , i decide to pull all out
who knows , it's sooooo painful can ?!
& i managed to pull them offfff successfully and now im left with my short ponytail (:
i swear im nvr gonna put them anymore !
cause makes my hair goes headwire ! :x

& so being a real good girl ytd, i helped moma with housework & i slept early!
i managed to fall asleep aft reading a few chapts of my book
& i woke up early this morning ard 11am ?
i've got a tunny ache that ached me till i woke up :x
anyw nt really used to nt seeing the long hair but short ones :(
no worries , i must stop cutting my hair and let it grow LONG (:
finally i can comb my hair straight down all th way
if i stil haf extensions , i cnt comb it thru cos it HURTS !
sooo i was bored aft i took the out ytd night & so i camwhored !

was trying to show my shirt ponytail in some shots but i guess wasnt able to ?
YAY-NESS i bought new tees online again ! i must stop spending money !
have been splurging online for clothes and stuffs

layss : im soooo excited for the krunk summer party (:

today was supposed to be staying at home but i hafta get some stuffs
so moma was also free to acc and so monmon,me&mummy went town
roy did went with us for a while to play audition !
IM SO IN LOVE WITH AUDITION ! (:

dinner at cine and met up with terry
the moment he came , he hugged me and cry into my arms
everyone was stunned , know smth was rather wrong
so we tried to pry him aft we cooled him down
kinda know what happen , i find it rather saddening tooo
cheer up my dear ! (:

yunyun&alex came to meet us up like finally aft so long !
then we all headed to Lido before that to topshop
tried on smth but doesnt seem to fit me so i gave up the idea
inside Lido , yunyun created so many jokes there about birthdays
also to add on ,she's real down on luck ,falling down TWICE IN A ROW :x
poor her , hope she's alright (:
left for home and missed 3 bus-es cause they were toooo packed to be boarded
read my book on the whole bus trip , simply engrossed !

we took photos with baby today but couldnt be uploaded :(
we wanted to play with him using th hola hoop but he went under th sofa again !
but still lovesssss the cute dog of mon's , simply adorable !
k , i'll be staying overnight at his place this coming sun ,
&laodo say we go sentosa nxt mon !

im so excited cause i miss the beach and the sand <33

as mentioned in the previous post , today's th opening of Nicole's shop !
i loveeeee the design and mani colour of her shop ; red (: nicenice !
her desserts were nice too ! i bet she was urber happy
& we saw a small lil puppy that belonged to her friend , soooo cute !
we had buffet there and created so many jokes ard with terry darling

today was a mad day for me,terry&moma
went super mad playing ard and when we were eating
we ate and went for the 2nd round tgt but moma gave up
then we camwhored so much tgt , terry's the flasher of the day !
with his vintage clothings , urber funny (:

the lanshop just above Nicole'shop was BIG !
like some sort of cinema seating with computers around
but the place is filled with "ah bengs&ah lians" , so we left shortly
offf to usual hangout place over at paradiz (:
but i had dinner with moma&terry before we headed there
TERRY'S PSP IS FUCKING FUN WITH AUDITION , I LOVE IT I LOVE IT
can someone just buy me one PSP ? i want a PINK one !
*slaps myself , im dreaming again -.-

thenthen we camwhored during dinner again
manymany fun things happen during dinner
im sorta became terry's PA , answering all his calls&msg for him
but he lent me his PSP to play then i totally fell in love with it !

i swear i look like some happy kid in the photos with my fringe clipped
i had so much fun with the them during dinner
but bad things happen *details missing ,
moma cheered up after that & we went to find terry
he look like a mosquito inside the photos!

booohooo the day was fun with everyone ard ; the precious
never had sucha wonderful feeling after so long
a pity yvonne the banana wasnt here , well misss her
hope she's doing fine in studies cause i heard she's having some probs
anything can always call us up uhs !
may god bless you for o levels and jiayoujiayou ! <33

tmr's start of a new weeek (; we shall all work hard !

the swing make me go wooo-la-la (:

im a very good girl this few days cause i have been staying at home
instead of hanging out late in towns and anywhere else
& that saved me quite alot frm transport & food (:
*claps and cheerrrrrrs

i was so tired today that i didn't managed to wake up to go to the market
& there wasn't sun today so we didn't go sentosa :(
when can this rainy season go away ?
I WAN TO TAN SO BADLY :((((((((

went to meet monmon only at 5plus and we auditioned
he's sucha pro fellow la , I MUST WORK HARD
then laoda chara and mine can marry (: JYJY
we popped by to see sadness awhile (: *hugs
then i went home cause im tired ? hehe
cause i wanna play audition !
okok im offfff to play alr (:

happy kid goes lucky , wheeeeeeee !

to the previous post , feel free to ask me who that whore is (:
& i'll be oh-so-happy to tell you guys or even send her photo to your
i'll make sure she gets what she deserved for being sucha whore
& i feel that using the word whore on her totally insults the word
but i guess no more words fits her perfectly other than the word WHORE

i had late night supper ytd with my family !
my sis drove us down to serangoo gardens there for supper
i swear the food was damn fucking nice can ?
i wanna go there for supper next time but its sooooo packed !
after suppper we headed home , managed to reached home only at 12 plus
watched it started with a kiss all the way till 3am and turn in

so like today(which is now) i just finished the show
ohmygod the ending was urber urber funnny ! *laughsmyassoffff
im anticipating for part II of there's (:
now i know why wendy used to be mesmerized by zheng yuan chang so much !
cause he's simply handsome ! esp his eyes

i bought a new boook ; SHAME by Jasvinder Sanghera
it's lying right next to me now
ooooooh finally found a new book that interest me to start reading alr
&&& i must get a job soooon to buy more boooks (:
the story is briefly bout some girl who got forced into marriage and got abused by the husband
i don't know why but i love this type of books
after reading , i will feel that im totally blessed to be living here

mummy's out for NDP preivew with her family
awaiting for monmon to wake up & reply me to see whr we shld head
yvonne's studying hard for o levels (jiayou!) <3

ALRIGHT IM SOO EXCITED FOR TMR ! cause nicole's shop is opening !
finally we will get to taste her desserts & drinks !
&&& we will be gg down tmr to th shop !

anyone know whr i can get cookie monster lanyard ?
or any cookie monster hp accessories ?
if u know , tagg me in my board ok ? tks tks (:

im offffffff to read !

ohmygawd i realise someone out there is being a total WHORE !
YES WHEN I MEAN A WHORE , IT'S A WHORE !
come on , she should know im refering to HER !
don't try to deny now or anything CAUSE U'RE FUCKING DUMB TO FALL INSIDE

bitching about others behind their back thinking that they don't know
always thinking that SHE'S THE PRETTIEST IN TH WORLD
or shld i say , SHE THINKS SHE'S TH SLIMEST IN TH WORLD
; she obviously LOOK TOTALLY HOT(pukes) IN HER B'DAY SUIT
& anna sui doesn't belong to you only for god sake ,
i guess if they wanna find a spokeman for it, THEY WILL NT FIND U !
it will just leave their make up oily can !
trying to act like some INNOCENT GIRL saying that she's shy
mygawd, why did this type of WHORE exist ?
trying act rich with the ONE&ONLY LV BAG that's nt even hers
moreover she can't even afford a decent b'day present for her friend !
telling her friend that she bought some BRANDED gifts for her
end up it was some clothings that SHE DIDNT WANT
come on, u treat yr friends as rubbish dumps ?
I BELIEVE GOD HAS MADE A WISE DECISION FOR UR BF TO DUMP U !
*claps and cheers , congrats to the guy
finally you walked outta hell aft 1 yr , pity you
& don't ever depise fat people cause you're one too !
& not knowing that you're growing fatter daily
come on those jeans of yours are bursting , BOOOHOOOO
i've no grudges against ppl who are fat but to THOSE WHO ACT PRETTY
& ACT INNOCENT AND SHY
actually you can be a scriptwriter , interesting tales you tell yr friends
to try to gain sympathy , ohmy are you so pathetic ?
im sorry but sad to say you seriously are !
come on wake up & look ard if u still have any friends , i doubt so :x
they prolly are so sick of yr oh-im-so-chio charac
IF U WANNA BITCH , COME STRAIGHT TO ME !
DON BITCH BEHIND OUR BACKS , WHORE !
be prepared for judgement day to come (:
IM TELLING YOU IF U WANNA MAKE ANYONE'S REPUTATION BAD,
I'LL MAKE SURE URS WILL BE URBER BAD THAT U WONT COME CINE ANYMORE
IM SERIOUS , FUCK OFF YOU WHORE !

beware people of this WHORE , you know she's god damn evil
i don't want anymore victims (:

rainy day again :( urber urber sad , which means NO SUN = NO TANNING !
when will the rainy season end ? i want the sun !
anyway i hope saturday won't rain cause i'm gg tanning
sooooooooo may god blessss me to be able to tan myself (:

didn't really felt energetic today , im not sure either
maybe im in neeed of more sleeeep
sometimes i wish i could fall asleep the moment i lie on bed
BUT it's impossible , sleeping has somehow been a prob to me nowadays
im not sure why either , tooo much problems inside me ?
or maybe im used to night life , sleeping only in th day ?
every night i seem to force myself to sleeeep , its bad , real bad :(
i hope to be able to sleeep well again
cause even if i managed to fall asleeep , i end up waking up at times
then i'll be back to sleeep and wake up again and bck to sleep
how bad could it get to ? maybe i should see a doc :x

town was all about today , been ages since i went town
urber boring is what i can say bout town , i dont like chilling there anymore
dinner with them was great ! things are fine (:
went to eat th-always-sinful waffle again -.-
it tastes sooo nice whenever i eat it but it cost a BOMB
so it isn't an often treat sort of thing , just occasionally
cam-whoring with my loves ; mummy&monmon

im feeling tired & sleepy now but im afraid once i lie on bed
i will be awake and nt tired at all :(
& my eyes seems to be growing smth somewhere causing a lil pain when i close it
i'll try to be a gd gurl & sleep early today *provided if i can

now till forever (:

alright some photos to go first before i blog bout today ! (:

anyway this is me&mummy when we went town someday

followed by me&baby (th forver so adorable dog)

then it was me&greedy when i went bck to OB that day <33
then it was pizzas when we made ytd (: freshly in the oven ! seeing those cheese makes me hungry , th cheese was awesome!
lovessss cheese to bits can which i don't know why too
i guess he can just eat cheese as his meals everyday lah ! *laughs

i swear benjamin is sooo irritating ! which he nvr fails to be
but we still do love you , ben (:
sending him offff for his flight on tues night & i really will misss him
takecare of yourself while in brisbane & do misss us as well :x
hopefully dec holi come fast & he'll be bck !

photos of the day (:

doncha think he sure look like th cartoon charac GOOFY ? URBER LOOKALIKE can?
shall always rmb this goofy look of his (: may god bless him
ooh yahs, he's sick so GET WELL SOON
&&& seee you on tues (:

im beginning to ponder why