maybe im the thorn :(

for 3 days i haven been talking to anyone in the family
th wound in the gap will seem to never heal
it seems to heal and then cut bigger again
i feeeel so tired of being sucha bitch alr
my parents are also tired of me alr

is it me who cant seem to understand them?
i also wish someone will understand me
but in this family, i cnt find any
im sucha bitch, a real bitch
& i donno why im tearing so hard when im typing this
i still love them but i donno how i shld

i don wan anyone to worry, im must brace up a smile later
i will try to wipe my tears and be strong
see the happy layss later (:

don worry im not ok :(