23rd feb (:
met up with mummy and we headed to darling monster hse (: Roy and monster came down to fetch us. and they were half awake -.- wearing their forever-so-nice coca cola shorts and shirt. evern their hair was not combed! initially they wanted to smoke but no lighter so they headed back . after they washed up and stuff , we started to play MAHJONG ! ah-ha its beeen so long since i've played mahjong la . all of them won except me . i lost like shit . =( after a few rounds , monster suggested to head to town . then they prepared and change and we headed to meet darling first before we headed to town . cabbed down with darling and mummy . oh man it was raining like shit la , we were abit drenched . ROy and monster catch up with us after which .


we slacked at cine cause it was raining and we couldn't head anywhere . so we talked and slacked there while they went to buy clothes and stuff . envy them with so much money la . i also want things frm Revoltage . anyone ? haha . then we waited for terence and imran to come before we headed for dinner . at that point of time , somethings happened . not that we are angry with you but we are just very disapointed . after dinner , we headed to kbox and sing sing sing ! omg and i lost my voice la . due to th over singing of mine . terry and qiqi came back to find us . then monster , qiqi and terry left . before that i had a talk with monster . broke down in front of him .


he told me not to cry cause he was at fault too . we had a tiff earlier on and we were kinda short tempered . angry at each other for small things . i don't know why im like that . maybe its because everything changed . how i wish things will remain like how it will before o levels ): monster told me not to cry and stuff and he gave me a big hug . after which we were better and headed back to th room . before they left , he hugged me again and told me not to cry anymore . thanks (:


alright me, mummy and darling left shortly after which , mummy went home . me and darling went to find monster and the rest . then we slacked outside cine till 1 plus and left for maxwell . they had their supper there and we had a camwhore session there (: aft which terry , qiqi and monster went off first while me and darling sat and talk with imran . he's a great singer ( i swear ) . then we headed back home in a cab .



reached darling hse and we went dead . after washing up we went to bed . so tiring la . we fell asleep immediately and darling woke up every early th next morning . while i slept till 11 plus stll very tired luh ! then headed for mac big breakfast and after which polyclinic and i left . i was super duper tired and it was drizzling . came home safety (:


*to our beloved monster(:
maybe you won't get to read my blog . but just wanna tell you alot of things here . alot of things changed after o levels . we nvr really contact as much as before o levels . mayb it was due to the reason because you are attached . but to us , we nvr look down upon you and even welcome you th idea of being attached . at least there is someone who can take gd care of you . but then maybe we met up so much less often and ytd's misunderstandings happened . im not saying we are angry but we are just disappointed in you somehow . actually we all hope to go back into th friendship that we all once shared ? that was so close and everyone was happy ?we all hope . but somethings once its changed , maybe it won't be back . not saying that anyone had changed but maybe our friendship changed for certain reasons . we just hope you know that we still love you as our monster . 8 yrs of friendship is hard to maintain and come by. may th obstacles be there but we'll be there to even clear it . no matter wad has changed , we will always love you as a whole . our friendship will never change my dear (:



alright feeling emo now :(