Like any other days

I need a break from accounts, apparently im going mad soon from those questions.


I only managed to sleep like 3hours last night. Hit the sheets around 4am and woke up at 7am for school this morning. Accounts was what kept me up till so late yesterday. I can't believe I actually went through the whole question again and did it mostly by myself. & I regretted working today if not I could have done my accounts. But nevertheless, my lovely colleagues always make my day at work good. Even if how tired i felt just now, they managed to make me laugh and stay awake. Im even intending to get a small gift for both of my in-charge for x'mas. They're damn good supervisors to work with! :D But Im glad I managed to go off at 8pm from work. So D came down town with the intention of meeting me awhile and to actually buy things. I met him down at Heeren and in the end, he got 4pairs of havianas and Jay Chou's latest album (makes me jealous only!) nevermind that, Im gonna steal from him. Call of the idea of heading down to Tantric cause accounts which was due tmr kept weighing in my head so much. I decided to go home and D fetched me home in his car. I got to thank him a million cause he was heading tampines after he dropped me home.


I thought everything was typed out nicely and sent to my mail but ended up with a scan version. Sometimes we all feel it doesnt matter whoever that do the most for proj but it somehow matters in another way. Im getting so sick and tired of hearing things like " I lost my qn paper", "I can't figure out" etc etc. So what now? Me? Am I like some kind of born-to-be genius? If I were, I wouldn't even be here. Im not feeling pissed but I just feel rather upset by what happened. Seriously, I suck in accounts and yet I still have to get everything done. Even say for the slightest things like typing it out. No one offers to do it. I make concessions here and there but no one does for me. Nevermind this anymore, it just fouls my mood.


I really miss loves. Esp my bestfriend, twin. I don't feel good now, not at all. But one happy thing is, Im now good at dealing my emotions regarding affairs of the heart. I no longer long to press your number. im glad, i did it.

Fart art :)

Today was the day for HR presentation. The morning was good cause we had breakfast together before we headed for class. During break, we laughed way hard that everyone rolled on the floor. Buddy & bestfriend were the jokers for the day :D they made me always so happy in school la. I had to tie my hair into a pony tail way high :/ Everything was good and we had a good laugh at malt's. Accounts after school before we hit la senza at suntec. Happy like a jellie bean today :) MS was next before we hit home. So hungry, im going for dinner now!

Casting crew

I seriously can't wait for tmr's HR presentation to come by. It's gonna be filled with so much fun & laughters! and i'll be sure to snap really awesome photos of my pills. We're all having different outfits tmr. I wish everyday was so much fun like tmr, we could all laugh non stop happily without worrying much for other things. But again, face back the world and im gonna get back to my MA now.

busy bee

This morning had been a rather bad one. I woke up early despite knowing the fact that I can't make up my mind what to wear today and I took like 1/2hr to finally settle down on my dressing. I can't be in outfit whereby I dont feel good and I will whine & feel uncomfortable for the rest of the day. Next, I was searching so badly for my headband cause i merely took it off seconds ago and hang it somewhere near my mirror and I didnt realise and totally forgot! I tell you, my memory is failing. I can totally forget my things even if i place them just seconds ago. It's that bad, you see. Then I realise it was near the mirror and i went "damn". Lastly and the worst part, I broke my liquid foundation. I was totally pissed when I saw the mess. Hurrily cleared it up, knowing that I hadn't much time left for makeup. Even grabbed my cake and had it on the way to the bus-stop. It's never easy to eat cake using tissue, the cream gets onto your whole face. But luckily I didn't miss my bus instead I bought so many old school snacks to school and my mood was pretty cool probably because I didnt see you :) feeling all cool now. back to my day.


I think my laptop is seriously gonna pass away anytime soon. Seems like as each day passes, one or two alphabets begin to fail. Mommy was still telling me that we'll head out to hunt for one after my exams but i think it will be done soon? Had a fulfilling weekend, rather caught up with work and friends. Friday was school then work, saturday was school, project and work till late. Sunday was good cause we finally met up with Ben after like what seems to be ages. ahah. At night, I was down to tantric. Monday (which was yesterday) was sentosa with happy pills, one of our pills ( ivan-mary's 18th). And not to forget, it was in-di-an day which resulted in sentoa flooded with many of them. One thing I felt relieved was, we drove in and it save the hassle in needing to squeeze and smell their BO. Pretty promise to upload those photos soon at a go cause there are quite a number.

The rest of this week is bad too ): Tmr- school followed by project, Thurs- HR presentation, proj & la senza, Fri- school then work and maybe the need to crash any place for halloween, Saturday- school and work till late, Sunday (Finally)- Rest day? I'm seriously going to be badly drained out anytime. Including the fact that I hate to admit, I need to start all my revisions. I've got to give work a go and more time and loving to my books. My mom was actually planning on a 3D2N trip to BKK during nov! But I'll be in the midst of exams/study break and thus she and my dad called off the idea. Anyway, I shall await for Dec Batam trip with my pills :) Now face back the reality, ohmygod i still need to book for my basic theory tmr, help mommy get stuffs from town and projs. Tell me, this is a dream please.


Goodnights.
with love,
rach

Mom

I know i could write up to a 3000 word essay if you ever asked me to write about my mom. & i believe she has been the world's best mother so far inside my heart. No amount of words could describe her and my love for her. I love her all my life. She's the one who never seems to give up on me. Even no matter how bad I used to be, she always talks to me nicely and hope that one day i'd straighten out my thoughts and be a better person. She always try to gets me what I need and want. Sometimes even though I know I don need such things and probably just want it, she'll still understand and get it for me. I saw her smiling the happiest when we had our family photo potrait taken. Her smile shows all her effort she put in this family turned out well. I'll promise her to have a better temper, work hard for my future and one day im sure I can proudly hand her some housekeep like how she gives me allowance back then. She never fails to heat up the soup for me whenever i ended sch/work late. And she always stays up to wait for me to be back home no matter how late. She's the best love of my life :) I love you, mom.

Happy days like today :)

Even though the morning bus ride to school was bad cause there was a major jam around Bukit timah area and the bus was freezing cold but classmates made up for it. Today was HR and we went in pretty late for class and had a longer break, using the time to do some HR proj. Marketing proj was rather good? We managed to finish up by 2 :) We all left the school and i headed home cause i was feeling so sleepy from the good weather. Finally had time to settle down on my hk drama series and its been longggg since i took an afternoon nap. & it always feels good to have one :) Urgh, wtf is wrong with my laptop. It's now alphabet S that goes haywire la. I seriously majorly need a new laptop. Friday night, home? Sounds nice, yes? & im lovin' online shopping much moreeee. I got 2 dresses this month :)



It has been really long since we sat down together at the same old place we always meet and we did it for the first time after so long. I never forget at that far end of the place we used to sit there and that was also the place we last took a picture. When im alone, I tend to look and so much of those memories just come back. but it's all o-v-e-r

Finally work.

I always think boots are lovely. They can make someone so awesome but S'pore our sunny little island isn't so into that Everyone stares at you if you ever wear one on the streets. But I promise myself to get at least a pair of boots from Aldo. Their boots are so beautiful! Next yr birthday style; boots. Sounds nice, yes?


Back to today, it was school followed by work. Nothing much about school but we skipped the front part of the lecture cause we simply think her lessons can kill us. Mac harshbrown for breakfast! :) Lecture ended way early and we hit parklane wanton's mee for lunch! :DDDD Good food, i swear. They wanted tau huay but apparently, I couldn't make it due to work and Malt psycho-ed some of them his fav drink - each a cup. I swear, th moment he saw th shop, he was like honey green tea, MUST DRINK! hahaha. I gave it a miss cause i had t rush off for work ): Work was good. We spent 12bucks for 2 on teppanyaki! Happy like a jellie bean. I knocked off early cause there is sch tmr and I got the world's best supervisor! :D Goodnights.

Pretzels?

Im like having major headache on drawing pretzels ); I never knew the curling part was the tough one and in fact eating and drawing is 2 major different thing. hahaha i love auntie anne's pretzels but i hate drawing it! All thanks to the damn marketing project that we (me,angie & ivan) decided to come up with this Mcpretzel thing. & I actually pulled up 2 of the alphabets on my keyboard, namely A and O cause initially they were giving such hard time by going haywire. I couldnt press O and A and i was seriously so pek chek that I pulled it out and fixed it back. Now that it is working totally good :) I think i can be some IT technician. I ate too much hello panda and eclairs (dan brought it t school) that made me feeling so bloated after school that I call off the idea of having lunch. I spent like 3hrs to finally understand the damn thing bout iTunes. & now everything is fixed. Seriously i feel like im a magician today. haha. But im still going to ask dad to get me a new laptop ;D i know im greedy. heeee. back to drawing!

You

One fine day 3 months ago, I was emotional over you. I decide to mia one evening. You panicked and weren't nice when we were over the phone. You kept asking where I was etc. I refused to tell you and played on. Later in the night, it was the first after so long that I cried this hard for someone. I didn't want to hear those mean things you told me over the phone. I was silly and that was the last time you called. I never see your name appearing in my phone anymore. It doesnt ring like before where I get so happy over those text and calls. From that very moment I made up my mind to throw it aside and never ever open it up. Then again when I saw you for the very first time after a month, I was super reluctant on whether I should say Hi. In the end, walked away was all I did. I refrained for the whole month and when I saw you once again everything seems futile. In fact, I hated you for those mean things you said. It was always your say in the past for game-over but now, its mine.

Happy like a jellie bean :)

This is my first Ipod and im so happyyyyy :)))
Roy busy slicing his steak away to make sure its thin enough, hahahah!
fooddddd was good?
monsterous twinny eating hungrily :/



I look this cause we both look great :D
Shitheadddddds!
& i got myself a new pair of havianas :)



today seems to be a pretty good day. it was filled with nothing but happiness :)) I got my first ipod which I scrimped & saved with my allowance and pay. Even though the 50mins afternoon nap shot me down with a terrible headache when i headed out during evening, it got better when i met up with them! :) Aston's for dinner. It was my treat since I owe them one long ago. NUM and we all got ourselves something except delong. Delong left us to book in while we headed to Cine. We walked there and it really brings back so much of those old times when we used to do that often but now we hardly cause we're too busy with work. Anyway met up with Andy, ken and shitheaddd. And I left early cause there's frigging school tmr. Glad that I managed to finish up my accounts proj now :) everything went on so smoothly today and im really happy like a jellie bean!

Rainy Days

What do you think of when its rainy days. Sleep, hibernate at home on you sofa with DVDs, getting wet outside, puddles of water everywhere, cold, having hot caramel latte with the companion of a book, meeting up friends over for a warm cup of hot chocolate. These are the things I'd normally think of when its rainy days. I always contemplate alot whether to go out on rainy days. But today the shopping mood wasn't up either. Hence I decided to stay in and complete my report. (I hope to complete before 1am tonight :/) But right now i'm having a brain-stuck kinda thing. I can't seem to continue writing cause there aint any thoughts. Think I better brew a cup of hot choco and continue on my yakuza moon before I continue after dinner. Sounds good, no? Hahahah. It's a deal then!

Happy birthday bash, Alvin Kino & Gary Lanson :)

Urgh, didnt managed to take picture with Alvin ): he was nowhere to be seen!


I spend the whole saturday afternoon trying to catch up some afternoon nap, reading CLEO, watching tvee, online and stuffs. Practically locked myself in my room for 3/4 of the day. Feeling way to lethargic to move myself. The weather was a killer and it didnt give me any shopping mood cause the thought of travelling out in such warm weather already made it bad enough. Managed to get myself to the shower around evening and had dinner. Oh well, I was supposed to meet terry and lionel at 8pm. Turned out they reached at 10? Lucky me knows that i'll be either waiting for long or just awhile, I brought my yakuza moon out with me! :D Enjoying my smooth caramel latte from starbucks and reading it. Totally indulge in the book till i forget bout the time and realise its 9-ish. (ok i actually lied cause I kept checking the damn time). So anyway my stomach started to feel so queasy and was churning inside. I didnt had much appetite to eat even when we were down at maxwell where I could have my all-time fav prawn noodle. So we made our way into Play. Packed, majorly packed with humans! My god, I feel ultra small when im inside with the crowd. It seems t take ages to get myself to the baggae area to collect my damn bag. And when I was bout to leave and was finding Alvin, I was stuck! :/ Neither way could I move and some kind soul seeing me struggling, reached her hand out and pulled me over :) I think when im inside, i feel so short. By the time, Alvin was abit gone and I highly doubt that he'll remember I did say goodbye before I left. My stomach still feels queasy now. It's really bad and I wanna sleep so badly!

lil red riding hood

They said I look like a little red riding hood when i wear this.

I think I made the right choice to give a go for work. I was contemplating so much yesterday. Cause if i were to work, I would not have time to complete my marketing report. & I wanna do it well enough to get me a B :) I've completed like 3/4 of it already. what's left will only be th remaining 1/4 and im working all on it tonight, edit tmr afternoon and tadah DONE! It's been rather long since I went out to enjoy myself on a friday night. Miss those drinking and chilling times. Finally tmr is saturday and im going down club for some reason. Time to let our hair down and dance with the music. Cheers to Alvin & Gary, Happy birthday! :D Im off to complete some work. Oh ya, screw the 3 ulcers inside my mouth now ):

Happy Little Day :)

Finally some photos :) The day started out great in school. Though we(me, angie & ivan) didnt catch up much on tutorial cause we were busy doing up our MA assignment but it was all good. Finished it up by the end of tutorial. Next was pizza! Buddy and me drove outta school to the nearby Pizza de Donato. Our very first time trying and it wasn't as good as we thought. All out for our projs aft lunch. Much laughters were created and we bombard the whole room with our laughters. With them around, there's always fun and laughter. Decided to head back home first to put my laptop cause it was heavy. Met twinny & Roy aftermath at his place. We went to an interesting place today - Beauty world. I suppose it is one of Singapore's oldest shopping malls. We feel like we took a time-machine back into the 80's. Everything there was super old school! They even have watches selling at just 20bucks! & the used to be trendy BABY G too! The hawker centre is damn old till one could imagine. ahahah. We didnt head there for nothing but for twinny's visit to the doc. Waited for an hour for his turn. Back home after that. I had a really good time with the both today :) & i love the time we spent today. It was nothing special but with my precious of mine.













Thank you twiny for accompanying me to the doc's :)
you're th best twiny ever!
Rest early alright hugs!

I love you too twiny!

Mixed feelings

Having so much of mixed feelings right now. Look, its 11.06pm and im supposed to be in bed cause im having school early in the morning at 930am tmr. Yet i've th very sudden urge to blog out every bit of those feelings inside. I hate it when I can't find words to describe it out by saying but im able to blog them out. Contradicting, i know.


Im finally having time for twinny tmr and he is finally having time for me! :) I can't wait to see him cause i havent seen him for coming 2weeks! We meet almost once every week but due t our work & my school we havent seen each other for weeks. I've alot to say and i bet he does too. I must take prettaye pictures with him tmr. Bukit timah for dinner and then down to the doctor's together :D Before that I will make sure I finish up 3/4 of my marketing proj which is due next monday. Yes, I've only came up with the damn cover and contents page. Whereas ivan has wrote like 1000 words? I think it sucks totally.


Confused. Im contemplating what to wear. my red hoodie shirt or my white long sleeve. I very much want to wear both but I got to make a choice between the 2. I can't be looking like a retard wearing the 2 together. Might just died of heatstroke. Urgh, I wish I have never ending amount of clothes and I can wear different new sets of clothes everyday. But I think its totally impossible and obviously im dreaming.


Anger/Emotional? I miss him or i hate him? Sometimes I miss and sometimes I hate. Hatred comes right up when those words he said were played in my mind. And when I start to feel his absence, I think im not used to it. It has become a habit. I very much wanted to move away but I dont know why till now im still stuck at the same point. It has been so long. I've got so much t say t u but i don know how. I realise sometimes those are just ear candies. Every girl likes it but somehow it seems to be lies to me. & I really feel you're a liar sometimes. And I hate you for that.


i feel that 2008 has been a busy, tiring, fruitful & hateful year as well.

Tuesday Purples

im so tired ):



takecare my love, twinny :)

Family day :)

I always like it whenever my sisters and i are free to accompany my mommy out for some shopping in town. We're always busy with our own stuffs and hardly go out for dinner even on weekends. I think my body alarm sucks majorly. I guess im used to waking up early for work or school that I can't seem to sleep in any further unless im really really tired, say not sleeping for the whole night? lol. We went for lunch buffet at Mandarin Oriental Hotel. The variety wasn't that much and the food was still average. But anyway their chocolate fondue and cakes were really nice and their service was excellent! Had a comfortable and wonderful time there. Aftermath we went to shop around and bought myself a new pair of sandals and prettaye ear-rings! More shopping tmr after school, some stuffs to get in town :))) Goodbye!

Tired

I'm seriously SO drained from both school and work. It's a totally no-life thingy. Everyday is a repeated cycle of what I did yesterday mayb with the exception of mon,tues & sunday. They're my ONLY off days and days where I can actually spend some time with classmates for lunch after school, doing some self study, brushing up on my report (which is due next wed) etc. Hardly even have the time to go shopping at all! )): Now whenever I see those people with shopping bags and enjoying the company of their friends makes me way SOOOOO jealous! But nonetheless i'm happy working and schooling. & I believe in hard work = fruitful results. I just need to work hard for another 6-7mths before I officially graduate. Small things like having tau huay or mac makes me contented and happy :) & I miss monster chao and roy chao alot! :D

Best Friend

Oie, your big face featured here, please feel honoured and happy ok.
you know i miss you & roy both very much
so faster settle a day for me!
i love you very the much bestfriend, twinny.

Happy day indeed :)

I thought today would be a rather pissed off day at work cause when I came for work, the store was seriously and majorly in a HUGE mess. Clothes that were in neat piles were in mountains. But anyway it got on better later with me doing here and there. Saturdays are always busy and never will you see anyone standing there doing nothing like those normal retail shops. We're forever busy and thats cotton's on is famous for i suppose? ahahah. Estee & Sandy seriously make my day at work so so so much better! :D With them around = much more laughters and fun at work! They're like world's best in charge ever. Peanut toast for supper after work. We thought today would be bad but towards the very end, the store was much better than it was in the noon. Mainly because we only had 5 people doing closing today and we thought we couldn't make it but we did! :) To top it off, yeemun, eunice & woods dropped by to say hello :D I miss them! So much of those secondary school days together la. So anyway today seems a pretty good day in the very end.


Tmr is sunday. Finally a day to rest in for many stuffs on hand to be settled.
1. tuition for my brother
2. working out my marketing or HR report (I'll try my best ok.)
3. time for some workout
4. DVDs and youtube!

I can't believe first 3 days of school just passed so fast. Ok which means lesser time left for me to study. I need to get myself so disciplined this semster cause I'd need to go sem 4 happily :) basically because I heard from woods and some current sem 4 students that it isnt easy. Urghhh, Im working only on saturday next week so more time for rest and studies. Right now, what I need most is SLEEP :) so Goodnights!



& i miss alot of people!
twiny, roy, brian, delong, terry, andy, benben, derrick, calli, vincent, andrea ( think the whole of dasiious la.)
qianyubabe (so long since we talked on the phone!), ben-husband, jez-slut, daphbabe.

TGIF

Thank god its FRIDAYYYY but there's still school tmr in the morning ): urgh, fuck. Anyway I've been feeling really tired these days. Work & school at the same time isn't as easy as ABC. It takes so much effort and time. But when the thought of those money rolling in comes, I really don't mind slogging hard. The weather was sucha asshole today. It was really really warm everywhere. & I nearly died on the way to work on bus 171 cause it was seriously packed and humid. I met XiaoPang in school today, literally hugged him when I saw him! :D & the marketing lecturer talks alot but she's pretty good. I have to study hard and work hard, be a good girl :)


Anyway I wonder what made me took up the courage to text S yesterday after my work. I guess it was all a moment of foolishness. I regretted much later on. Cause whenever the past comes right into my mind, i'll just feel so so so pissed. Even though everything's has been a past and it has been like 3months? But then whenever the thought comes into my mind, Im still not happy about it. In fact, it will make me hate him. And he's still the same old person. The person I always knew, trying to play around. I think he deserved all those shits he got. And I still couldn't put the matter down. Blah.


Goodbye!

Hello school, Goodbye Holidays :)

I was so hyped up for school today that I slept at 10pm sharp last night! hahaha. I think I just can't wait to see every one of my happy pills :) Saw munzii, eunice & woods too. The new lecture hall is good to the max. Inside joke and thus I love it to the maximum like how much buddy loves it too. HR is a really dry subject and the projects are tough. I promise to start working on the report this coming Sunday when Im not working. Went Aston at Cathay after school for lunch. It was definitely a good place for having lunch/dinner and it isn't pricey at all. 'm definitely going back to try out the steak. I didn't have a good time eating cause 'm merely swallowing every piece of my meat down my throat as I was rushing down to work afterthat. Pretty late for work and today seems so quiet, so little people working, so little customers and th store was just right. But I bumped into many of my classmates. ahah. I knocked off early and thus explains why 'm home blogging now :) Anyway today was a pretty sinful day, I had black pepper chicken for lunch & kfc for dinner ))): FATS go away!

Nasty people

I'm pretty sure no one likes nasty people. In fact, I hate people who're rude to me. If you're nice to me, i'd be the same. I don't dislike Filipino who come here to work. I've met some who're really nice while some are really annoying and piss you off so badly that makes you feel like twirling them into a small lump and step on them hard. I met one today while working, it got me so "gek". Like I told her that what supposed to be and whats not and she demands from me an explanation and when i tried my best to explain, she threw the piece of receipt to me and walk off in a huff. I swear at that point of time, I really wanted to take out my red lanyard and throw it aside, take the receipt and throw towards her face but I kept cool. Anyway my store manager was nice though, she'll help me get back to the lady if she ever comes back demanding again.


I didnt know why I was feeling super lerthagic during work today. I guess its all the teh-ping thing. Didn't had teh-ping today and had some toast which tasted super yucky that I threw away after a few mouths. So I beared with the hungry stomach which is growling louder and louder to me saying "I need FOOOD" I literally swallowed the whole box of chicken rice cause I only had 1/2hr lunchtime due to me knocking off at 3pm :) Dinner with family aftermath and then to choose some furnitures then home. I promise to go bed early tonight cause there's school tmr. Can't wait to see happy pills and xiaopang :) GOODNIGHTS!